I'm in an angry phase, bear with me...

[Thieves]

I'm sure I'll look back on this tomorrow, or even next week and shake my head in embarrassment. But whatever, I need the venting and God knows I could use a laugh later on. Maybe I'll add some later too.

 

So, this all for YOU (you know who you are), and all the things that frustrate me about you and that I DON'T like about you:

 

1. I don't like how you basically wrote off what we had as a DISTRACTION during that time in your life.

 

2. I don't like how you never admitted you were wrong UNTIL I confronted you about it. Which means if I never sent that lovely little email to you, you would've NEVER admitted that you were wrong about anything if I didn't bring it up first.

 

3. I don't like how you BRAGGED about whatever new girlfriend you happened to have at the time, right there in my face as if we never shared anything together. Do you have no conscience?

 

4. I don't like how whenever I talked even a little bit about other guys, you'd suddenly get all quiet and non-responsive. But then you get all confused when I don't wanna talk with you for an hour about other girls?

 

5. I don't like how you act so lame and indifferent when we talk, as if you know you have me in the palm of your hands. (Well, guess what? I'm done putting up with your passive-aggressive sh*t.)

 

6. I don't like how you put little to no effort into actually carrying on an interesting conversation with me anymore. Again, like... I'm just something to pass the time.

 

7. I don't like how you make me feel like I always have to impress you somehow. I'm SICK of it. Sick. Of. It. I'm done.

 

8. I'm sick of you acting like the nice guy when it's clear you weren't all that clueless about what you were doing in the first place.

 

9. I don't like how you can always express your feelings better through SONGS than actually talking me to and telling me what's on your mind.

 

10. I don't like how you basically REFUSE to talk deeply about what happened between us when I try to, and instead you act like I'm nagging you. Excuse me if I actually want some CLARITY from the sh*tty, confusing whirlwind "friendship" we had.

 

11. I don't like how you referred to me as a 'kid' or 'kiddo'. You're not that older than me, and you know it. You certainly weren't more mature either.

 

12. I don't like how you try to act so charming, when really I should know better. It means NOTHING unless you back it up with actions.

 

13. I don't like how you referred to a possible future relationship as, "Maybe someday, maybe not." Really? I mean that much to you? Great to know.

 

14. I don't like how I actually stuck around as long as I did. I probably should've stopped talking to you after you got with your first new girlfriend. Just goes to show how good of a friend I was trying to be.

 

15. I don't like how I give/gave you SO much. So much time, so much understanding, so much BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT. And you still put in so little. It was always just talk about you, you, and your problems in life.

 

16. I don't like how you seem to love giving empty compliments.

 

17. I don't like how I ended up feeling so used, from the last person on earth I thought would make me feel that way.

 

18. I don't like how I'm just now realizing all of this.

 

19. I DON'T like how thoughts of you still make me choke up at night sometimes. Sometimes I wish I could just forget you, and right now, this is one of those times.

 

20. I do like how I feel slightly better after typing all this out.

 

/ vent.

[EgoJoe]

Anger phase is the woooooooorst. I want to point out that all of this pain is coming from your ego's sense of attachment and that it is currently feeling demeaned by the negative outcome of an investment due to feeling like a victim.

 

It will pass.

 

A side note, I know the feeling of giving someone the benefit of the doubt and then feeling sleighted. The problem with this is that you can pretty much factor any emotion that ends with "ed" to be egotistical and release it.

 

I feel for you, deeply and wish you a speedy recovery from the hell of rejection.

[Stncldgent]

I got to my angry phase about a week ago, I hear you on everything that you wrote. It feels good to get it off your shoulders doesn't it? I am past the point where I even want my ex in my life again. I'm not going to be around someone that was supposedly my friend before all of this, obviously with the way she acted after the breakup the friendship was fake as well. I don't need that negativity in my life anymore and have since moved past that.

 

Believe me it will be easier for you to forget about your ex now that you have let it all out.