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This is sort of an odd situation....When I was 18 (I'm 23 now) I was involved for a year with a guy who I loved very much, he was my heart and my first real love. He ended up dying in car accident right before our one year anniversery. Anyway at the time I was in COMPLETE DENIAL and never really grieved. I threw myself into work, school and a new relationship and never really let myself think about it.

 

Then out of NOWHERE last week it hit me like a ton of bricks. The only way I can describe it was that I realized that all my memories of him were real and what happened to him was real. It seemed like the last five years I had made the whole thing into something I had imagined. I felt really bad for a few days but gradually I have been feeling better and honestly better than I have in a long time.

 

The thing is I want to get a tattoo of his initials, something small. I just want to have this little rememberence of him seeing as how he was such a great person and wonderful part of my life. My boyfriend however is really upest about this. He seems offended and hurt and in a way I understand why. What do you think, am I being insensitive or is he taking this too personally? Any advice?

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