Upset/depressed

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I'm glad I found this forum where I can post a personal problem and hopefully have people answer and help me.

 

I'm upset, or depressed - i just feel bad for some reason.

 

I was reading the manga Death Note several weeks ago and as i was searching on google the protagonist's name, i came across a site called encyclopediadramatica. At first i thought it was a site about drama series so i clicked on it. After clicking on it I read the first few lines. The page had intentional spoilers and i read read it (it was a line long, but revealed the ending details). It shocked me to say the least. I was upset at the site and the person who wrote that, and for some reason i felt bad. That site is a horrible site, filled with misinformation and inappropiate content. Do not go to that site.

I felt bad after that happened for a week and then it faded for about two weeks. As I recall it I felt just as bad as I did after it happened. And now i am writing this post. What should I do about the memory? What should I do whenever I recall the memory or something reminds me? Or how should i look at it? and lastly but most importantly why am i upset or why do i feel bad?

 

Thank you for reading.