KKLULESS Posted April 15, 2007 Share Posted April 15, 2007 I have no clue at all. I was into a strong(err...) relationship with a guys for more than years. Going very strong. But thanks to his family obligations(which i was aware of), we had to part ways on vry amicanle terms. Before this breakup, I met a coleague of mine.. a very interresting guy. phone calls, smss, mails ensued..Went on a date with him... 20 days after meeting him, i had to move to another country for my work and project. I missed him. Meanwhile, I broke up with my long standing guy... Well, to harp on ...This guy kept me company all the way till I boarded my flight. I missed him. I thot it was just a fling i was having, another passing cloud. Very earlier, i had dropped him hints that I am committed(before i broke up).. I thot the cloud would pass soon. It dint. The long distance calls ate into my pocket happilly. SAme on his side too. dint have a clue as to where we were headed. this continued for a another month. Very soon, he also had to travel to another country for this work, albeit a short time, as against mine. Now, the gmail and yahoo breached the atlantic between us. weekends, weekdays.. madness continued. He kept reiterating time and again that "We will not work out for a long time... a lifetime".. The intensity of our communication reached defeaning heights. Sheer palpable absurdity. I could not stop myself. Soon, it was time for him to get back to our country. He decided to meet me. He travelled to the country i am in, was here for 4 days. Had a amazing time with him. I still dont know what I feel for him... nor did i know then. almost slept with him.... not all the way though! 4 days ended. He returned. I was a mental wreck. He cried in the airport.. seeing me walk away! He did call me the moment he reached home. Both cried with joy! Now he behaves as though nothing has happend. HE thinks we are Oh, so normal! what the heck?? We still call, chat and talk to each other... And he is looking for gals to get married to. I feel useless and used and dirty. What do I do???? Link to post Share on other sites
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