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[IfiKnewThen]

thumbs up simon : )

[KennyD]

I am still crazy about you. Everything i EVER told you was the truth. I am sorry you wanted to lie and lead me on. I did the best I could, and it just wasnt enough for you. It would never be enough. I'm glad you went back to him, again-- after all this talk about you "wanting to be single"....you both deserve each other. You hurt the one guy who wouldnt hurt YOU. I hope he realizes you cheated on him with me....but I guess that's just payback for what he did to you before we started dating? I wish you told me he was still trying to get his family together...I would have never kept at it. Thanks for keeping me in the dark.

 

I hope you are "miserable and unhappy, as long as my baby (kid) is spoiled". I cant make you happy, you are unhappy with yourself. Go be with that guy, because "he said he'd change"....how'd that work out for you 5 months ago? OH YEAH, thats right...he did change, FOR A WEEK

 

I will always love you Ashley, as much as it hurts me to admit....I cant shake these feelings but I know telling you them will not get me anywhere (I've already told you).

Edited March 5, 2011 by KennyD

[LoveBug1989]

Alex,

 

Even though you left me the first time, I was still willing to take you back because of the love I had for you. You were so apologetic and asking for my forgiveness, and talked to me so sweetly to comfort me on the phone when we spoke for the first time after seperating. You talked about a long term committed relationship with me or even marriage; you talked about how you couldn't bring yourself to date any other girl because you always saw me instead. You said I was the only one you wanted to provide for in good times and bad times. You said how much of an emotional connection you felt to me when we first met.

 

I am so hurt that you threw everything we had in the trash in exchange for getting drunk and stoned with your friends (who couldn't care less for you, and you know that), and you were too cowardly to admit your dishonesty to me. When I first met you, one of the things I admired about you was your strength to resist getting drunk/stoned every night and focus on getting your life together. I admired you for being "different" from your friends. Now I see you're just like them. Remember how I told you how proud I was of you for breaking away from your controlling parents, getting a job, paying your bills, and doing your best to try and make something of yourself? Yeah, well, I see now that you didn't deserve my pride. You've fallen and changed into someone I don't know. You are not the Alex I fell in love with. There's nothing special about you anymore to me. You told me "I don't want to go back to the person you knew me as". That hurt more than anything you've ever said to me. You threw away the relationship we had and my love for you has dissolved. I hope you know the next time you call me again asking for a 3rd chance, you will not be having me again.

[heartbrokeninohio]

well I didn't call the snake but I texted him today since he and I have been living together for 4 years and I called him on taking cialis (erectile disfuction meds) on his yearly hobby festival trip...mainly men so I can't imagine who it his he plans on hooking up with from pics I've seen of past women it just goes to show you even if your 48..fit and look like your 38 treat a guy well it doesn't matter.

 

 

I wrote him this text today and of course I won't get a response but you can bet he'll be in grovel mode tomorrow trying to be living in my house.

 

P.S. I called him on this taking them and he said "I'm on the road and will call you later" this was wednesday.

 

this is my vent text to him

 

The time for more excuses or promises is over.

 

I'm sorry, but it almost looks like I've been a mere convenience and I'm way too good for that!

 

No man is going to take an ED drug on a trip unless he's planning to get Laid. Let's not be naive here.

 

How can I put this.....Forget I exist!

 

"Never make someone a priority who only sees you as an option"

 

And like the last text I followed through and had the locks rekeyed.

 

It felt good

[heartbrokeninohio]

First I want to apologize for writing so much on a thread that doesn't belong to me...

Keeping nc is so hard for me and everyone else that this is a good thread to have. Thx polywog...

 

Ex sent me a txt this morning saying:

I miss you so much.. I hate not being able to talk to you or text message you.. It hurts so much.. I love u baby.. I would do anything to make u trust me again.

 

And I just want to say this...

**txt msg**

I told you to stop contacting me... are you that stupid you don't understand what I've told you. I hate you for everything you put me through. So I figure now that 3 girls turn you down you want to crawl your a** back to me. I don't think so... I hope this hurts you more than anything else in life has. And the day ill start seeing other people ill make sure it will be known to you. its funny how much of a pathetic jerk you are. The anger is passing I'm starting to feel sorry for you. You are how old? And still live at home and what you can't get into a good school...lol... bye honey.

 

No need to apologize I think this is a great thread for us to let off some steam and vent. Its only been 4 days for me since all the crap and drama he just suddenly dumped into my life that I don't have room for.

 

The biggest and scariest part is he has some serious balls and will odds are when he's back from this trip be trying to dump himself in my house after all of it

 

Right now he's in he doesn't give a crap mode but tomorrow when his hobby fest is over and reality hits home and he suddenly remembers..now he has to find somewhere to live...he will be bothering me.

 

I'm angry because today I had to ask one of my kids to help me and I hate bringing drama into their lives even though they older.

 

I'm just afraid of him getting violent because he's going to for sure use the I'm crazy for thinking such things approach.

[K.K.]

Hi Baby, (I can call you baby here instead of ******* and you won't ever know)

 

it's me. (duh)

 

remember how we always used to say that on our voicemails (hi baby it's MEEEeee) and then we'd be like DUH.

 

I miss you real bad tonight. I miss eating kentucky fried chicken with you and having sex and waking up in your arms.

 

I miss giggling over the dumbest things.

 

I miss your beautiful innocent looking face.

 

I miss the way you always mangled the english language when you texted me. ( I is so in love with you.)

 

I miss everything about you.

 

Which is just plain dumb since you shafted me.

 

I wish things could've been different. I know you do too.

 

I guess this time next year you could be lying in bed with your new wife and babies. She'll have your name.

 

I wonder if you will hit her and spit on her the way you did me.

 

I feel sick.

 

Goodnight baby.

[azulcosa]

Hey babe,

 

I've been thinking about you less. I think I'm slowly starting to moving on. I still miss you and hope you'll come back to me someday. I hope you find happiness and I just wished I could have been the person for you.

 

Lots of love.

[WindyCityGirl]

I'm slowly starting to move on, and I don't like it. I guess that's want happens when you don't have any tears left. You were the first man I truly gave my heart to. Your insecurities made you think I was unfaithful, but I wasn't. I loved you so much and had no need to be with anyone else. We were together last weekend and I enjoyed every minute of it. You said I was your kryptonite, I laughed. You complimented me on my figure. You said you couldn't look me in the eye because it hurt. You even showed me the partially empty lotion bottle that has kept you occupied since we broke up. I played it off but was relieved to know there had been no other. Quiet as kept, I feel the same way, I miss you. I didn't call or reach out this weekemd because I don't want to start a pattern of hanging out on Saturdays. I know I'd be getting into dangerous territory....expectations, disappointment, etc. So for now, I'll continue to love you from afar. I'm slowly moving on, I just don't want to.

[angelboots]

lol hey ******* ur tatt looks ****.. thanks for the photo.... sorry u didnt get a response from me.. bet u spent n hour thinking "wtf how could she not respond to that" then if no one else gave u your "ego hit" u probably went n stuck your dick in a toaster instead.

 

I like to think thats how u roll..................

[Shatter3d]

Hey

 

Well I guess this really is Goodbye.

 

We have been broken up for 2 months now and it has only really hit me now that you are gone and wont be coming back.

 

You broke my heart once, I reached out, we got back together. You broke my heart twice, I wont be reaching out this time. I have to continue NC to protect myself. I guess its a good thing that you are not feeding me crumbs. But it would be nice to know that you think of me every so often.

 

Oh well, its time to close that chapter of my life. As hard as it is. You dont want me, so there is not much I can do. I still dont know to this day the real reason you left me, but life goes on....

 

Maybe one day you will have the courage to tell me, maybe you wont. By the time you do though, it wont matter one way or the other. It will all be too late.

 

I do believe in true love. I also believe that true love never dies. I once thought you were my true love, I was so so wrong. I know I will find it one day.

 

Goodbye and take care xx

[LoveBug1989]

Hey

 

Well I guess this really is Goodbye.

 

We have been broken up for 2 months now and it has only really hit me now that you are gone and wont be coming back.

 

You broke my heart once, I reached out, we got back together. You broke my heart twice, I wont be reaching out this time. I have to continue NC to protect myself. I guess its a good thing that you are not feeding me crumbs. But it would be nice to know that you think of me every so often.

 

Oh well, its time to close that chapter of my life. As hard as it is. You dont want me, so there is not much I can do. I still dont know to this day the real reason you left me, but life goes on....

 

Maybe one day you will have the courage to tell me, maybe you wont. By the time you do though, it wont matter one way or the other. It will all be too late.

 

I do believe in true love. I also believe that true love never dies. I once thought you were my true love, I was so so wrong. I know I will find it one day.

 

Goodbye and take care xx

 

Almost a perfect echo of what I'm feeling, Shatter3d....best wishes to you

[Shatter3d]

Thanx LoveBug.

 

I think I've been OK the last 2 months because deep down I thought he would be back by now. Now, its hit me that he aint coming back.....

 

Not much we can do Just keep our heads held high and live one day at a time.

 

One thing is for sure, I wont be breaking NC this time around. And if I never hear from him again, then its his loss, not mine.

 

Take care xx

[KennyD]

"You broke my heart once, I reached out, we got back together. You broke my heart twice, I wont be reaching out this time. I have to continue NC to protect myself. I guess its a good thing that you are not feeding me crumbs. But it would be nice to know that you think of me every so often.

 

Oh well, its time to close that chapter of my life. As hard as it is. You dont want me, so there is not much I can do. I still dont know to this day the real reason you left me, but life goes on....

 

Maybe one day you will have the courage to tell me, maybe you wont. By the time you do though, it wont matter one way or the other. It will all be too late.

 

I do believe in true love. I also believe that true love never dies. I once thought you were my true love, I was so so wrong. I know I will find it one day."

 

 

awesome-

[Anxiety]

This week was the first time I made it through an entire week without crying since you left me 3 months ago. Lately I've been wondering if you would send me a card or message for my birthday even though its still 3 months away. I figure if I don't hear anything from you then, my dream of being with you again will be crushed forever. Hopefully by then I will have the strength to finally move on. I have realized that I don't want another woman like you....but the strange thing is, I would do anything to have you back.

 

Love you forever

[Jdw_Icequeen]

Its been 3 months now since we broke up.. 3 months of mixed signals you telling you want to be friends and hang outa breif moment of you telling me you wanted to work on things. Your actions spoke alot louder then your words. Today is 9 days of no contact, I have been pretty depressed latly. I know your probably thinking now "What you should be over it"..

 

Well I guess I wasn't built with an on and off switch like you were. When I love someone I do it with all of my being. I realized somthing though. I no longer blame myself for the relationship and for you leaving. We had problems like any other couple had nothing serious and nothing worth you walking out that door. If you truly had loved me you would have made an effort to fix things. Your nothing but a closed shell of a person. I do blame myself for not realizing at the beginning that your charming act was fake.

 

I look at myself now as the person that cared and loved you to much and really wanted a future together. Even though I had my heart broken in the past I wanted to trust you I wanted to love you. I wanted to beleive in the good of people. That true love is out there.

 

Its hard now for me, to still have faith in somthing I have lost so many times. The best for thing for me to do now is pretend you never exsisted it was all a dream. The memories aren't real the love you said you had for me was all bs.. You will always be a lonley person because you can't reach out to people. You hide all your feelings playing like the "hard man"

when on the inside I am sure your nothing but a scared little boy in a ball of tears. I have alot of anger towards you. I can't beleive you haven't paid for our finacial things you were suppose to pay for and couldn't even give me the money you owe me for my car. You can't even pay the child support for our son..

 

You truly are a nasty person, leaving me with everything. After you told me you had slept with someone else was the breaking point for me. You sending me mixed signals telling me untruths. Manipulating me and using me so you could continue to borrow my car. I guess now to get laid you will be taking the bus too whatever bimbos house you choose to go LOL..

Its hard for me now at 9 days. But one day at a time and this feeling of missing you and the feelings of love I still hold for you will be gone.

 

You will not only be somthing the never exsisted to me, but someone I will never allow back into my life. The longer I have "silence" between us the more firm I will beable to be in not wanting you back. Don't worry about our son I will take care of him. You hurt me and my children. You are not father material. What you were was a waste of my time and energy.

 

I don't wish you good luck.. Infact as bitter as I feel right now I just hex you into your future. Don't worry someday I will forgive you but that will also come with forgetting you.. Goodbye Chris!

[proactivedreamer]

I have accepted that we won't be getting back together. It still so strange and unfamiliar. It just seems so cold and lonely here in depths of my heart. I sometimes feel so strong but then I am seized with thoughts of you. I just want you to be happy. I am glad that we spoke yesterday...I still feel that there was some misunderstanding but well its in the past now. I am accepting that you will become a stranger. I don't want to...it hurts to say goodbye. Well have safe travels...see you one day.

[azulcosa]

I found some of the things you left at my place today. Sorry, I had to throw them out. I can't have them around me.

 

I thought of you this morning because I could hear the neighbors chatting in the morning. I remember we used to chat in the morning. I loved waking up next to you and seeing you smile. I loved the way you took up all the space in the bed. I loved how I could tickle you out of bed if I wanted to.

 

Basically, I just miss you really badly. Even though I'm forcing myself to not contact you, I hope you're doing ok. Maybe you've already started dating again. But either way, I truly hope you are happy. I'm still figuring stuff out in my life. But you deserve the best. And so do I.

 

Love you always.

[LoveBug1989]

I miss you tonight. I know what I said before but I still love you. I wonder what you're doing. I miss your laugh and your wonderful smile, and the way you used to look in my eyes.

 

I wish you had been honest with me. I don't know if I'll ever know what the bad thing you did was.

 

I hope one day you can become the strong guy you were when I first met you. Knowing that you've caved in to the weaknesses you once resisted hurts me as much as it hurts you.

 

I still love you.

[devilmaycare]

Why do you slip into my mind when I try to sleep?

I continue to hear your laughter long after

The peals have faded

And only dark surrounds me now

I am enveloped by your sound

But I push physical thoughts of you away

Not a good plan, can lead to disruption

Of thoughts, goals, ambition…

What do these words all mean to me anyway?

Without you they sound flat and feeble.

 

I made those mistakes once

And thought to give you up

Perhaps correctly

But you are with me the rest of my life

I know your truth as I know my own

Handseyesfeethopesdreamsheart

What can I do with these feelings

Where will I hide my heart so it will not be discovered?

It will always be betrayed in my eyes

They are at once friend and foe

 

I know your heart as I know my own

And I fear your love as I have my own

I have shut many doors but you still come in

"Give me my sin again…"

[traces]

All it took was seeing someone -- not even you, just someone like you -- at the supermarket, same height and same hair, to set me off. It's been over two months since I've seen your face but I keep seeing it everywhere.

 

I'm seeing a man in a couple hours. I'm going to have sex with him, and I know it's going to be very good. It isn't the first time. But I can't even get excited about that. All I can think about now is us shopping together, and the way you smiled and the stupid things you used to eat.

 

I hope someday I can remember those times and feel happy instead of crying.

[Shatter3d]

Cya !! Adios Amigo

[SweetyBear]

I think I'm missing all the things I wished for, rather than the reality of what we had. If I hurt you, I'm sorry, but now I'm kind of thinking I didn't hurt you anyway. You will just keep on doing what you've always done but now I am absent from your life. Does it even matter to you? I don't think it does.

[worldgonewrong]

God, I miss you.

I miss every good memory of you, holding you at night, the scent of you,

and your incredible smile.

I forgive you with all my heart & soul, and it is my wish, my prayer, that you awaken from this madness.

[azulcosa]

I had some amazing news today. I wanted to call you and tell you all about it. You're slowly fading out of my mind, which makes me a little sad. I wonder if things are going well with you. I wonder if school is keeping you busy. I wonder if you're happy.

 

I've been playing in my head what I want to say to you the next time I see you (if we ever bump into each other again). I cry a little each day just before I go to bed thinking about you. I miss you. Have a good night and sweet dreams my love. You're the most beautiful person in the world.

[paperbag111]

We've been apart for a while now but you're still on my mind every now and then. I wish the thoughts would stop.

 

Why did you tried to call me yesterday morning? What do you want? To see if I still love you? The answer is yes I do but it's one feeling for you that will never surface again.

 

I really thought you were the one and I wanted to marry you, but now you are no longer that girls and I do not want to marry you, ever. That dream of ours of being together died the moment you slept with that low life. There can never be an US again.