IntoTheAbyss Posted April 29, 2012 Share Posted April 29, 2012 Hope you enjoy your social, while you are out getting drunk and I'm removing all traces of you and your extended family from my life. Link to post Share on other sites
CopingGal Posted April 29, 2012 Share Posted April 29, 2012 I finally told my sister a lot of what you did to me. She was amazed. Anyone who hears how you treated me is amazed. That's how bad your treatment was. I don't know where you are. I don't even know if your sick ass is still alive. But one thing I do know....I'm sorry I ever met you and I'm glad I no longer have to deal with your sickness or your stupidness anymore. My roommate has your illness and if he does get bad, I will be by his side...but you? No way! You deserve everything you get. If you die alone in the gutter, you have only yourself to blame. Link to post Share on other sites
LadyLost Posted April 29, 2012 Share Posted April 29, 2012 I miss you. I miss your smell and your touch. I wish that you were here. I love you. Link to post Share on other sites
DuchessKaye Posted April 29, 2012 Share Posted April 29, 2012 NO! SORRY! You won't be missed Move on Link to post Share on other sites
CopingGal Posted April 29, 2012 Share Posted April 29, 2012 My pain got stirred up when I told my sister all of what you did to me. Gosh, hearing it out loud confirms how sick in the head you really are. I do pity you, I do. But I'm still sorry I ever met you. You are such a pathetic creature. You poor, poor bastard. Link to post Share on other sites
Mcnulty Posted April 29, 2012 Share Posted April 29, 2012 I'm sitting here in physical pain...did I really cause so much pain to others to have the last 6 months?...Maybe I did, I don't know anymore. I did many things to wrong you, as you did me, but after 8 years, lovers and best friends, for you to go off with my friend, announce it on facebook, for me to hear from my sister and feel humiliated as you intended was the lowest of the low. You cruel, heartless, selfish woman. I'm pleased i kept my pride and didn't react nor contact you or him, it would have exacerbated the pain....the pain, it's still here...too much time on my hands, unable to do things and go places due to this godamn illness...brings you back to my thoughts frequently. you don't deserve to be in my thoughts...how do I stop it??? Ultimately, you hid the real you from me at the end, you were cheating on me with him and you turned into your Mother...the women you are frightened of and had a false relationship with...come to think of it with you being a co-dependant coward, our relationship was totally false. You screwed your ex husband up, your son and now me...well done you. You're still with him, 6 months on...makes me sick to see your car outside his house. I hope he cheats on you, it's the way he always was when i knew him...oh and I hope you give him thrush like you frequently gave to me. I don't wish you ill or harm, but nor do i wish you happiness...I just cant. Link to post Share on other sites
marsha80 Posted April 29, 2012 Share Posted April 29, 2012 Although I was the one to put a stop to things, I wish things were different between us. However, circumstances as they were made me feel that it was difficult for me to sufficiently convey my feelings, and to avoid further complications, I chose the shortest path. I hope you forgive me, and understand. You were wonderful and I will always cherish the time we had together. with all my love... Link to post Share on other sites
pinkrosy Posted April 29, 2012 Share Posted April 29, 2012 I miss you I don't know why. I spend days doing this I just wanted you to know. I don't know what you would do with this information. Nothing you can say is going to change me now. You aren't worthy of being missed by me. The amount of times I poured my heart out to you and it was as if you didn't see me. After all the lies and the chances i gave you, walking away was so easy for you. It was always me who was stuck in lonely square one. You made me feel as if I didn't know you, like I didn't matter and meant nothing, just "some girl". I hope one day you realize, you wake up and realize that what you thought was right was wrong, that the glistening green green grass was the muddy pile of sh7t you trodd on and the smell you can't seem to shake off now. Link to post Share on other sites
coltsfan1 Posted April 30, 2012 Share Posted April 30, 2012 Why I still can't say and I will never know. I have came to terms with it all, I really don't understand but I have came to terms with it. I could be hateful and bitter but that time has came and went. I'm looking forward to the new house and the new bike, there is still a small part of me that regrets you leaving. There was a time we had a truly great thing, you must really be broken or not share the same feeling. But I am a great catch it really is your lose. Link to post Share on other sites
supanova Posted April 30, 2012 Share Posted April 30, 2012 i miss you so much, but i have to let go, i know you need your time to find yourself again as you gave to me wholly and utterly while i was going through major depression, but i cant sit here and hold a candle for you. Its killing me and i cant endure the pain any longer. i need to move on, i dont know how yet, i thought i would of after nearly 5 months. but i need to try. after being with you for 7 years i feel like i have lost a limb. =============================================== thanks for this thread. Link to post Share on other sites
xxxlouxxx1 Posted April 30, 2012 Share Posted April 30, 2012 The reason you dont listen is because you know im right, you made me into the person you dont love anymore, you broke my heart into about a million pieces then left me to pick them up. I cant cry another tear over you because your actually not worth any of them, so you can take your bit on the side and i hope your very happy together! especially when she sees your one arrogant minipulitive freak of nature and that you will never find another girl who put up with your c*ap as long as i did! 2 Link to post Share on other sites
DuchessKaye Posted April 30, 2012 Share Posted April 30, 2012 Was I hurt? YES! But defeated? NAH! That day that you left me... I've got myself a winner!!! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
LadyLost Posted April 30, 2012 Share Posted April 30, 2012 So sad today. Why are you not knocking down my door. Where are you? You have never, ever stayed away this long before. I miss you more than I can say. I am miserable. I miss you so, so much. Please. Come get me. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Kamila Posted April 30, 2012 Share Posted April 30, 2012 Hi there, I've never thought I would be feeling almost healed after we broke up. It came as a surprise to me, really, to feel this loving feeling again. After you destroyed all my heart. Someone managed to relight my heart a bit. Even if it's maybe just in my head, I'm not feeling heartbroken those last few days. I'm going to bed now, because I'm exhausted. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
chelly.lauren Posted April 30, 2012 Share Posted April 30, 2012 Just in case you forgot, you broke up with me. So it's not really up to you about whether we speak. I'll talk to you if and when I'm ready to. I may never want to. You can deal with that. You broke up with me through a text message after three years of being together. So yeah, safe to say IDGAF about how you feel. It was nice of you, I guess, to break the NC I had worked so hard at for about 2-3 months to tell me that our break-up wasn't my fault. As if I didn't know that already?? And thanks, for finally being honest with me. Not only did you look at porn (opposite of what you told me), but you're actually an ADDICT? Yeah, 'cause me knowing that will make me feel better in some way. And a smoker, just to put the cherry on top of that sundae. And then--this is the part that really makes my life complete--to text me about your ****ing heartache with some girl you've dated after me? Because you don't know who to turn to? Sorry, buddy, but the contract I signed to console your sadness was most definitely destroyed the day you broke up with me via text message. After three damn years. It makes me sick to think about you, and the fact that I was with you for so long. And for you to even have the audacity to tell me that you thought I'd be more caring? Yeah, thought you'd be a little more caring too when you ripped my heart out. But what did you do? You wrote on facebook like nothing had happened: "feeling lonely for no particular reason." And I was honest the whole time. And I never lied to you. So why do I still love you, somewhere deep down? I wish I didn't. I'm glad that I'm with someone who won't do this to me. Link to post Share on other sites
Chrisal23 Posted May 1, 2012 Share Posted May 1, 2012 Hey, I see that you're doing well . You sure cope well after we break up each time. Well I don't know if this surprises or not but this time I'm not calling you 50+ times begging you to be with me. Funny thing is I feel sad one day but happy the next 2. I'm struggling now and I know that you're most likely chilling with that cool kid you know? Maybe not since there's 2 people with the same name. Well not the guy who treated you right and made you feel special but you only saw as a friend the other one. The one that also treats you special and told you that you're "wifey material" that never gets old. Well maybe you can smoke weed with him one day and drink till you can't no more. You're most likely going to sleep with this guy or at least make out with him if anything if you already haven't. I always tried to make you happy and did my best, but that wasn't enough for you. Not even when I cried for you? called you 100 times? gave you my heart? No right. Well guess what you're not gonna be my friend, or anything! I'll let you keep texting whoever it is that your texting. I kinda wanted the laptop back but you can keep it cause I really don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. One day when you feel bad for what everything you've done you can feel free and look for me. I know that I'll be happier without you and I'll consider replying if I feel like it. Link to post Share on other sites
msfreebyme Posted May 2, 2012 Share Posted May 2, 2012 The reason you dont listen is because you know im right, you made me into the person you dont love anymore, you broke my heart into about a million pieces then left me to pick them up. I cant cry another tear over you because your actually not worth any of them, so you can take your bit on the side and i hope your very happy together! especially when she sees your one arrogant minipulitive freak of nature and that you will never find another girl who put up with your c*ap as long as i did! Thats exactly what I would like to say to my ex...and then some nasty words too....oh he better rot in hell Link to post Share on other sites
xenomorph Posted May 2, 2012 Share Posted May 2, 2012 I had a wonderful day without you in it, and I have a feeling there will be many more of these days to come 1 Link to post Share on other sites
robkris8079 Posted May 2, 2012 Share Posted May 2, 2012 I'd appreciate it if you would stop friend requesting every female I talk to on FB or hangout with. I don't know your motive or even care but I don't want to be explaining myself to these people when they ask me if I know you. Thanks. Link to post Share on other sites
Sing Posted May 2, 2012 Share Posted May 2, 2012 Not heart broken.. just dissapointed in you.. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Gulf-Delta Posted May 2, 2012 Share Posted May 2, 2012 (edited) I don't know why you didn't answer. Why you didn't talk. Why you lied. I don't know if your tears were for losing me, or losing your safety net. Either way, you've made your decision, and you ruined trust and friendship with the only person who will ever love you for what you are. You need me, and you don't realize it now, because you're young and stupid. But when you are left used and broken, just like the day I found you, I probably won't be there to fix you again. In some ways I wish I could be, but your actions have made it clear that you don't want that. You're going to regret your decision someday. Because of your choices, the only person who understood the real you, is gone. My only wish for you is that you be happy, and I want you to be the success that I know you can be. One day, I hope you stop running. I disappointed because you're throwing away everything that made you amazing. You're becoming nothing more than average hipster trash. I hope, someday, you'll realize WHO you are, and embrace it. Like it or not, we're part of each other, and we said things that can't be unsaid. I wish I could grab by the neck, and show you that life can be so much better than what you're settling for. I did that once, and should you return, I don't think I can do it again. I saved you once, you took for granted. So if you need saving again, and I'm not there, remember why. I hope we do meet again someday, but I'm not going to be the one to pick up the pieces of your heart. Not again. I also know that no man will be able to do to you, what I did, how I did Good luck with Zack Galifinakis Also, keep in mind, when this guy breaks you, there was one man on this earth who accepted you for you. I never lied. I never said anything about and accepted and embraced things most men would run from. A tip for the future: You only get one soulmate, and it's usually the person who accepts you for better or worse and thinks you're beautiful inside and out. Edited May 2, 2012 by Gulf-Delta 1 Link to post Share on other sites
DuchessKaye Posted May 3, 2012 Share Posted May 3, 2012 Lmfao! Your new chick is stalking my life Does she love me? Link to post Share on other sites
CopingGal Posted May 3, 2012 Share Posted May 3, 2012 I'm glad that I've kept NC and never went to facebook again. I don't even know if you are alive or dead. All I know is that you are disgusting. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
DuchessKaye Posted May 3, 2012 Share Posted May 3, 2012 I'm glad that I've kept NC and never went to facebook again. I don't even know if you are alive or dead. All I know is that you are disgusting. ^^ This... I like it, CopingGal... Link to post Share on other sites
msfreebyme Posted May 3, 2012 Share Posted May 3, 2012 I know guys this isn't to monster this time. But Maybe this letter to my apparent best friend can show how much he has twisted me inside. I can't trust anyone but you guys...I mean..who are you gonna tell. Dear Ghost, You were once alive and so full of energy. Where did you go? You used to care about me and all the little problems I was having. Now you're consumed competely into your semi posessive boyfriend..whom you have cheated on numerous times. You tell me you're having second thoughts...just leave already ghost. Since you met him you dont seem to care anymore. You dont bother contacting me...your best friend. I have to try to rummage something of our friendship...which you somehow call a best friendship. You say you are just sooo busy because of work and school and yada yada yada. Thats fine but texting me...is that so much to ask. A friendly reminder to show you still freaking care Ghost? Did you remember that I am still going through a breakup with an abusive monster? You can never understand my problems...you never were abused and frankly idk if I can trust you. Before me and monster stopped talking I would have to have him nag at me about something I apparently said..only to you. Or did you just not care and still hung out with the jerk and still talk about him like im not there. I don't wanna hear about his sex life! You don't care at all Ghost! You used to be someone with such high hopes and dreams too. My hero...someone...now you're...nothing =(...I miss my best friend ='( Love You still like a still....my best friend...where ever you are =( Link to post Share on other sites
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