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[Minadee]

Dear J

 

You messaged me eventually today saying "Are you okay? :)" and i havn't replied. Please believe me baby, I want to reply but I can't right now, I need you to miss me. You removed that photo of you and her, why? why would you do that? are you having second thoughts? i'm so confused. do you just not want to hurt me? is that why you've hidden it? Well i've already seen it, I already know that she has met your family and that you took her for a meal out with them all. That hurts, boy oh boy does that hurt.

 

I met someone on the bus today. I bumped into him and said sorry and we chatted and he gave me his number. I don't know how that will go but I want you to know i AM a good looking, confident woman and you are not the only man to find me attractive!

 

Reglardless, I miss you. I want to text you back but you have to learn that I will not come running back to you like some puppy. You told me yourself that I shouldn't rely on you.

 

I love you, always.

xxx

[jwhite]

Why did you drop the crap off when I already took what I wanted. You know if I wanted it I would have taken it. I havent been in contact with you for close to a month now.

 

I know you value little things that you have, and I appreciate that you do. But I KNOW you KNOW that I didnt want that stuff.

 

I dont know if you were trying to be polite, having another dude in your life, or what. But you just messed with my serenity. I was actually just trying to cope when you stopped by with LS and ENA. I didnt need that sh*t nor do I want to experience pain. This brought pain. I dont know if that was your goal or what.

 

DAMN i was doing so much better than I was 3 weeks ago. This really F'ed me up again

[Tmo2]

I'm still thinking about you... I feel it aint over, even tho you made it clear that it was. I have been keeping really busy. I would like to see you. Show you who I am, you probably know tho... I was immature when you broke up, I was childish, I was needy, I had problems.... I know my worth today I am growing.. Why am I still longing for you? I can date other women, I can find an equal women or better, Why am I pining for you? I have alot to offer. The distance between us is tearing me every other day. When we were together things went so simply. I was your first lover, why are you looking away? What are you thinking about??? Do you second guess yourself? Do you think about seeing each other during winter break? Why didnt you stick with me when I was at my lowest, when I was confused and depressed??? Now that I am reborn, will you love me like before? Could I trust that you will? Will you open the doors to your heart? You are young and unsure about the future and so was I. This was my downfall. Now that I am standing up again, will you give yourself and me a second chance? Are you seriously interested to these new guys humming around you?? What is happening between us? Is it just a phase? Is it the end? If it is, why are my emotions still so strong? Only 6 weeks has passed... I havn't seen your face in 4weeks but it feels like a year. Why do you appear in my dreams? The other night when you kissed me perfectly, this was all in my head. Am I in yours? Ain't I what you're looking for? I know you deeply and honestly, I don't try to control you. Why do I talk so much and overanalyse stuff when with you??? I didnt give you security this last year, but I will in the futur if you stick around. I was a boyish-men, putting a mask on pretending to be man. Things have changed in my heart, in my mind. ...

 

Why are we waiting to see each other?

[radishes]

I'm tired because I'm on here again. I wanted to see our dog, but he's been your dog for awhile now. I wish I could tell you that I miss you, that I wanted to hug and hold you longer. That I wanted to see your face, your eyes looking back at me. I really just wanted to see you. But it's sad that now I have, there's really nowhere else to go except how I've been going. Seeing you and being friendly only amounted to so much. At the same time I know all this is irrelevant since I'm not trying to date you again. I don't want to and I won't. Do you know that I feel this way? Do you feel this way? Are you over me? Have those feelings left already? I shouldn't have contacted you. And I won't again until I've progressed. I couldn't help but smile when I saw you. Were you the same way? I wish we had something healthy, I wish you were the potential I saw, then I would take you back in a heartbeat if you ever came around. But sadly that's not the way things are. We are better off being friends or until you prove yourself differently. I still love you. I have always loved you. Truly truly cared and loved you. But I want to put that down now, to let it go, so I can be whole again without the part that silently misses you. I miss you, I'm missing you. Not your company, but your bright personality. Or the potential personality I see. But I wasn't dating the potential, I was dating the reality you. Sometimes I just have to let to and know whether you are or aren't over me, whether you love or don't love me, whether you miss or don't miss me doesn't really matter since it won't change anything. I don't have hope of us reconciling, but maybe years down the line ill see you again.

[terlislee]

dear m, when you read this i'll be dead. i'm sorry i couldn't be stronger. i love you.

[bpdr]

You know it hurts when you continue to send texts, emails and even today calling me. Why send me pictures of the puppy when you know I picked her out for us one week before the split? Are you freaking kidding me? Why pry now? It's over. Did the last email I ever sent to you explain the grief and loss I am feeling over you? And somehow I knew you could never understand the content contained within? Can't you see that I am letting go - and it's hard.

 

Do you not see - that my trying with you is over? That not a moment passes in a single day that you are not present on my mind? Or how hurtful it was to see the picture of you and Chuck posing together on Fb - and that you reverted back to your maiden name? In many ways - I despise who you have become. Do you think your needy and clingy ways appeal to others? Does asking me for more alimony every day - when you spend it at the bar with your new guy make me happy? The answer is no. I actually resent you for it. Did my truthfulness hurt? How I have let go? You seem to think I would be "Okay" with just seeing you, or if I would "Just Swing By" to see you. Seeing you right now would make me puke.

 

I cannot want to even be near you. The thought is vile. And no matter what kind of sick sordid affair you might bring around me - I have no desire to meet your new guy. If you are feeling guilty - and somehow just want to see my face "One More Time" to release - then you have something else coming. You are DEAD to me. Stay away from us. DO NOT COME ANYWHERE NEAR US. I mean that. You have no useful purpose here.

 

My life is moving beyond you and your drama. Take it elsewhere - you have no place here, or in my heart any longer. Those days are long since gone.

 

Bye.

[Freezingcold]

Right now, it's only been 3 days you left me on the 25 of November 2012. It hurts so bad, I know you "need to find yourself" and that you still love me. You text me often after telling me we cannot talk for a while. It hurts so bad to have to not contact you back. I love you with all my heart, I truly believe you are the one who my soul loves. I believe you are my soulmate. I hope you don't find anyone else out there because I know we are meant to be together. it hurts a lot knowing that you had to leave because you think your feelings for your ex boyfriend are stronger than you think. We only spent 11 months together, but in love that's a lifetime for me. I loved you and still do with all my heart and I miss you. I miss how cute you were, how cute your feet were, how you'd do your nails for me, how you always wore that cute hat during the winter to stay warm, how you'd always tell me you wanted me to keep my arms around you, how I'd say I love you and you'd say it back. How madly in love we were, until you told me you loved me, didn't want to hurt me or string me along and find out what makes you happy because you don't know what you want anymore. I have a big feeling you'll never come back, though I may move on for the rest of my life I'll love you and keep you close in my heart. I may find and marry another woman, but deep down I'll still always want and love you. You were perfect in your own way, you were My one My only and I'll never forget that. I'm sorry things had to go this way and I'm sorry you left and had to do this. You've hurt me a lot, more than you'll ever know. You were everything to me, so many memories and winter was our season. We talked about our 5 kids, moving back home, moving into a home that we could make our own. Being the nice family that everyone liked. We had so much planned for the future, I just don't know why all this has happened. You meant and still mean so much to me. You are my one that I truly love and I cannot get you out of my mind. I love you so much, babygirl please come back. I will have open arms for you. I am mad at you, sure; but that doesn't mean you can't earn my forgiveness. I know we've both made mistakes, but I made all of mine because I was scared to lose you and I did. I miss you babe, and I don't want to miss a thing: even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do because I'd miss you babe..............

 

Our one year is coming up, I had some things planned; christmas is also coming up and it's going to suck without you this year. Baby I love you, I really do.

 

I will pray for you, for us, for a sign. I hope we're meant to be together. The hardest part is you live right across the street, I see your house from mine and I hate that because it always reminds me of you. I love you; I hope you realize that I am the one for you like you have been saying for all these months. Baby, you're the best for me and I am the best for you. Please come back, please. I love you so much. We shared a lot of firsts with eachother.

 

The song that makes me sad, makes me cry and makes me so upset is our song but also another that I just discovered on the day that you met up with your ex and I didn't know. I heard on that day the song called Madness by Muse and I guess it was a sign, the song that'll get me through all this. Maybe I'll realize our relationship was held together by Madness..... who knows. I love you, I miss you and I'll never forget you. 11 great months spent with you. 12/17/2011 never forget baby. Always and Forever.

[sanctun]

Dear K,

I dont even know where to start.I jus creeped on facebook and saw you were still with the same guy you left me for a year and a half ago.Right now afterseeing it I would be feeliing pain and sadness,but no I feel remorese.Because this guy does not know who you really are,you f*&* ho.But its cool,maybe Im mad becuase we didnt workout.I loved you and wanted us to workout but I guess you liked the other guy more.this is the last message and thought I'll type so Im gonna take my time and say what I feel.you used me and left me I felt like a piece of trash but you know you didnt break me.im doing well,exerising got a new job but still single.Time will tell whether I get somebody or stay alone so Im in no hurry.SOmetimes i wonder why i talk to you,but its gonna end tonite.my facebook is going to go and my number is going to change.Its not that im not over you im just not gonna hear from you again,and that is good.Goodbye,and try to stay faithful to that asshle

[radishes]

I'm supposed to be focusing and studying for my test, but instead I find myself sitting here wondering about you. Wondering if you miss me, if you miss us. If you ever find yourself wanting me, wanting to contact me, to see me. Maybe not. If you did, I would have probably heard from you. You'd take a chance. I don't want to date you again, so why do I care? Why do I miss you? Why do I sometimes still want to see you, to be with you? Thats right I loved your potential, our potential. But I keep on forgetting that potential isn't you.

 

Let me recall how you really are. I hate how I end up putting in all the effort. Your half of the work only lasts for a couple of months, if that at all. I feel taken for granted, and towards the end I don't know how unhappy I was, but I tried so hard to not be, for you, for us. I should've known. You don't care about our compromises, or your promises. You don't ever try to understand what I'm feeling or try to do anything about it. I'm tired having you sit back while I plan out things for us to do. I hate I have to make you take me on dates. I hate that you put your friends before me but denied every minute of it. I hate that I wasn't a priority, that I felt, that you could make me feel replaceable. I hate that even when we met yesterday, you were still in control of the situation and I was working to your schedule. You feel guilty because you knew you weren't a good boyfriend, but wasn't willing to do anything to change it. I hate that I let you walk over me, have that power and control over me, that we have such an unbalanced dynamic. I hate that you were the nicest to me when you knew the end was coming. Where did we go wrong? Where did it turn so unhealthy? Why was it so unhealthy? Why couldn't we have a healthy relationship? Maybe I was just always a lot more into it than you were, maybe when you weren't invested, I should've never pressed on.

 

You drive me crazy. You shouldn't deserve my mindspace. I don't want to date you again. Yet I still miss you, and I love you, when I already shouldn't. I miss being with you. If only.... but its not.

 

I miss seeing you in the morning walking out of the bathroom with your towel, holding you and taking in the smell of your aftershave. I miss seeing you wrestle with "our" dog, I miss hearing your laugh and seeing your smiles when you think something is funny. I miss your wrinkly knobby old man hands, the roughness of your palms against my skin, and the contrast softness of the rest of you and your face. I miss seeing your back and your chest, the way it angles down from your broad shoulders to your small waist. I miss seeing you smile when you see me, and when you kiss me. I genuinely do miss you, because I loved you, and a part of me still do.

 

But I can't forget how unstable we were. How insecure I felt, how you used to make me feel safe, but no longer. Because I know in the back of my mind, or even in the forefront, that I was always waiting for the next landmark in our relationship, something to make it exciting, because I was afraid to lose you. Because I knew you were going to let me go again.

 

But irregardless of how I acted, or what you noticed, we would've ended up this way anyways. It wouldn't have turned out any different because that's the stage in life that you're at. I don't blame you, but I just don't need to be there. I may have these feelings, and I may carry them with me for another year, hopefully not, but I pray for myself to have enough strength to move along, and turn him down if he does come back. To not waver and look back. Because no matter how much he can grow in a year, it won't be enough to make our relationship work. Not until both of us have long forgotten what it was like to be with each other. So dear me, please hold fast and strong to your own willpower, so you can be proud of yourself. Hold strong to your decision, so you can take back your self-respect and pride, and esteem. Because you deserve someone who treats you like you're the only you they will ever meet in their life.

[Minadee]

Dear J

 

I finally cracked and replied to your FB message. The conversation was serious, you were annoyed and called me ignorant, which you know I am not. Please believe me when I tell you I want to talk to you and miss you and dream about you all the time, but I need this NC, I need to be able to live my day without crying and pining for you. You told me you were happy. I know you are saying this to make me believe life is good without me. You did it last year when we went on our break, about two days after your "breakdown" you put "SO SO HAPPY!" as your status. How do I remember that? I'm not too sure haha. We then went on to laugh and joked like we always did and then as soon as I started replying normally you went back to your blunt self. Is this a control thing? You wanted to know I was miserable without you to rub your ego? I am kicking myself that I didn't say "fine, never been better!!!!" but I didnt, somehow I thought you would care that I wasn't happy. I am such an idiot! *kicks self very hard!*

 

I'm going to do some Christmas shopping today. Take my mind off of you.

 

I dreamt about you last night, we were going on holiday together in the woods (?) and I woke up sad that it wasnt real, and that you hadn't actually said any of the things you said to me in the dream. I really wish I could stop dreaming about you.

 

All my love, always. xxx

[newcaledonia]

I think I did see you start to change early last summer and just like the woman who suddenly starts dieting and exercising - you as a man started to go on a diet, lose weight, dress differently, come home less. When I went to where you were spending your time, I had this crazy thought that you had a crush on someone else but I never really had experienced what a mid-life crisis is like...but I soon would. I didn't see it coming.

[Embracingthevoid]

Dear K,

 

I want to text you so bad just to see how you are doing. I wish I knew what was going on with you. You still have a place in my heart. I hope you can realize what we had soon and that it is the best you will ever have. Since I can't talk to you I am hopin you will begin to feel an empty spot in your life that is not filled by partying or the other guys. Please come back to me. I love you and I miss you.

[Minadee]

Dear J

 

My beautiful boy i'm missing you a LOT tonight. I went for a coffee with the guy I bumped into on the bus today and it was nice. He is very keen, I know he is. It's a little self esteem boost & I've made it very clear that I'm not looking for anything serious. But he's not you. He's brunette whereas you are blonde. He is short while you are tall. He is thin while you were a little more bulky. I miss you, my god I miss you. All I want to do is text you telling I miss you. I'm in a cuddle mood today and I just want it to be like old times, when you'd come over and just be with me and we'd watch some rubbish horror film together. You'd usually fall asleep with your arms around me so that I'd always be protected from the bogey man. I hope you are okay. Please don't be in love with that girl, please J, I cannot fathom that idea.

 

I love you, always. My god, I wish I didn't.

xxx

[radishes]

I can't believe we're now friends. I'm still trying to figure out if I'm ready to be your friend. Its not so much about any residual feelings as I want to make sure I'm over you and won't gain those feelings back. I want to make sure being friends with you won't be detrimental to my recovery, self-love, and growth. It seems to make sense that if I'm unsure if I'm ready to be your friend, that might just mean that I'm not quite there yet. We'll see I'm feeling good to be single again.

[Minadee]

Dear J

 

I rung you accidently whilst on the bus with this new guy, C. Damn my stupid old phone! (To all those curious, my phone doesn't have a lock, and when I have it on the speed dial screen and put it in my bag, it rings random people and leaves like 5 minute voicemails.) You texted me about 20 minutes after asking if I was okay and who I was with. Are you jealous, J? Did you hear another mans voice and go crazy, like I do when I think of you with Harriet?

 

I told you I was christmas shopping with a friend, and you replied saying "oooh ;)" & I ignored it. You then sent me a text saying "What did you get me then? :p" to which I replied "Suprise!" And you got all serious saying "I was joking, I don't want anything!" to which I responded "Haha, I got you a lump of coal." then the conversation turned slightly sexual. There was a lot of flirting. I stopped texting back after you said "hop on ;p" because I didn't want to play your little mind games.

 

If you miss me J, tell me, please. I don't want to play your dirty sexy little games, you are obviously not getting it from her. Is that what you miss about me J? The sex? You told me how amazing I was, the best you ever had, when I was giving head you told me it was the best feeling you'd ever felt. Does she do that to you J? Does she know all your little sweet spots? Does she make you moan like I did? Jesus christ, I miss you. It wasn't just the sex, it was the cuddling after. I'd let my long auburn hair fall all over you and you'd push it aside and tell me I was your beautiful porcelain goddess. That I was the most beautiful girl you had ever met. What is she? Some dumpy, rugby playing, butch blonde tramp. I hate to sound so bitter and jealous, but that is the stage I am at right now. I need to move on from this jealousy, I have more important things to think about.

 

The hospital messed up my ultrasound today. I didn't tell you about it because I know you wouldn't handle it. You regard this pregnancy like it is nothing but I know you are scared, I know you are just trying to pretend it doesnt exist but you are terrified of something so serious. I lay awake at night wondering if it would have your fluffy blonde hair or my auburn hair. But then I remember I cannot get attached to the idea of keeping it, because right now my mind is set on termination. I really hope I am doing the right thing regarding this. I'm terrified, J, and I know you are trying to be there for me, I do appreciate it, I promise you.

 

Im going to bed now, I hope I don't dream about you again tonight.

All my love, forever and always. xxx

[Gottabestrong]

Hi Babe,

how are you? I miss you. Can we stop this game already where we don't talk and pretend we don't care about each other and are ready to move on and just leave everything behind?

 

At least on my side it feels like pretending. I told you I am alright and I wish you all the best for the future. I know, it must have sounded like a goodbye email, but that's not what I meant. Or at least not what I want. If I am never going to see you again or hear from you again, then I want you to remember me as that strong, proud women, who was able to walk away graciously after you ended things and did not hang around trying to make you change your mind.

 

But of course that is what I want, for you to change your mind and realize that this breakup was a stupid idea. That you still love me and want us to be back together. Why can't you feel that way, or at least say it? Don't say you are breaking us up for my sake. The only time I was 'suffering' in our relationship was when you dumped me, not when you did not reply too enthusiastically to my texts. There is a big difference, and I would give a lot just to hear you tell me that you love me one more time. Please, can you just say it? Just once. Just to make me feel better for a second?

 

I love you and I miss you.

All my Love,

G

[Minadee]

Dear J

 

You just drunk texted me and I ignored it. I went on your twitter (i'm so stupid) and there wasn't much there. Is that because things with Harriet are not going smoothley? You re-tweeted her saying you were "saving for something". What the hell does that mean? Why do I have this hideous family trait of over-analysing EVERYTHING. I wish I could just not care, instead I am lying here trembling and trying to calm down. I hope this isn't another panic attack, you always knew how to calm me down. You'd stroke my forehead and hush me and hold me close until it stopped. I am just breathing and typing on here to let everything out. I don't know what i'd do if I didnt have this forum, I'd probably do something stupid like text you. Please please be careful tonight, please? For me? You know I worry.

 

I love you J.

Despite everything.

xxx

[sharsh]

Dear Patrick..

 

I miss you so much. I saw you the other day. We lied in bed for hours. I wouldn't have sex with you, and that made you upset. I hate that I love you as much as I do. I found this website and it's helped me realize you leaving isn't my fault... I think you left me because of something called the grass is greener syndrome.. everything that was described there fit the bill of our break up. It's been a month. I was keeping contact with you, just to be let down everytime... but when you text me first I was jumping at the chance to reply, when it was the other way around you shot me down like I was bothering you... Why is everything Patrick's way or the highway? I want you to come back.. You do this everytime we break up. You want your cake and you want to eat it too... She's getting all of your free time and it's killing me. She gets to see you on a day to day basis, and you call me up when you see she doesn't measure up to me.. We're young... a lot of your focus is on sex.. you want to go out and have your fun, and you want me to be there at the end of the day when you're done. You're trying to keep me holding on to you. I can't let this happen again and again, you know you're hurting me, you're so selfish. How can I hate someone so much and love them so much at the same time?? I told you I was going to begin NC with you. You don't believe me. You don't think I have it in me. You think I'll always come running back.... It's going to take everything in me to not reply to you next time. To not let you just "show up" at my apartment. I wish we had met when we were older, when you knew this is what you wanted. I don't want to be your safety net anymore... I don't want to be the one you can always come home to no matter what you've done or who you've been with. You kept giving me false hope, saying things like "who knows what will happen, maybe I will come back, life's crazy" And secretly I pray and hope you do.. I love you. You're my best friend. You're the one who's been there for me the last three years.. You know all my flaws, and you accepted them. You're stringing me along so you can come back.. and I feel so weak. I'd let you come back. Time and time again. My friends, my family, everyone. They hate me for this. I keep letting you in. Only to leave again.

All I want is for you to come back and stay... get over this. Grow up. Stop wanting every girl that comes along. Be happy with just me.. when everyone else has left you I stood by your side. I've been the one thing that's been stable in your life. You don't appreciate that..

Please come back. I miss you.

Until you can decide that you want me, and just me.. you can't have me at all. I refuse to let you have your cake and eat it too.

Remember you're the one that left me. So until you make up your mind... leave me alone...

 

Forever waiting.

[Mandos]

Dont you ever hope in being friends with me. You humiliated me so much. You lied to me and I blamed myself for not trusting you. In the end all that I suspected proved right. I know you dont get how you hurt me by immediately jumping into new relationship with that d**k. Once you said he is the complete opposite of me. Well you will see one day. I treated you so nice, cared more for you than myself. Youll get the opposite now. I know now that you are not the same girl I used to be in love with. Youve changed completely (in the worst manner). So here you go, you lost me forever. You think I would be grateful for your friebdship lol. I have my dignity. I have learned a lot. I am stronger than ever and I am better than you.

Anyway good luck with him. He used to be my'friend'. What kind of people are you two?

[sharsh]

Patrick.

 

Really? How do you just seem to KNOW when I'm at my lowest, fighting the urge to contact you? You know me too well. Sometimes, foolishly, I think we're connected, and you really do know when I'm most vulnerable.

 

Yesterday I fought the urge to text you all day. I even cried. I missed you so much. I told you that I'm not going to contact you though, or even reply to you when you reach out to me. You didn't believe me though. You laughed at me when I told you this. I refuse to let you have this hold over me anymore though. Three years is long enough. I'm breaking away. Ending the cycle.

 

You texted me last night, right when I was at my lowest. Asking me to hook up with you. Sometimes I wonder if that's all I am to you anymore. Just a way to get your dick wet. It pisses me off. Then again, you said you texted me stuff like that just because you knew it would piss me off and get SOME kind of a reply out of me. Is that what you were aiming for? How did it feel to get total silence out of me? Not so much as an insult from me? You didn't expect that did you?

 

Please grow up. Realize what we had. I have faith in you, still.

 

Forever yours. Just like you said.

[msfreebyme]

After reading this article I have the deepest sympathy for you. I feel in a way I can understand a little bit more about you and why you did hurt me so much. Even though you may not have felt true love for me or any regret...I know you at least wanted to feel love, but could not. You will never feel emotions the way I do and I just can not help but to feel so sorry for you. I wish you could understand my side though, the pain I went through for love, or feel any regret for what you have done. But in a way I believe you just want to feel love....so you manipulate and control to try and get that...but I don't believe that you ever will. That cannot make you a monster, but a lost tortured soul that goes through the pains of being an outcast every day. But that is your problem....and never should have been something brought upon me.

 

Are sociopaths capable of feeling sadness guilt or regret and do they ever feel bad even if it is only for themselves

[NoMoreJerks]

**** you, you narcissistic passive-aggressive piece of ****.

[Gottabestrong]

Hi babe,

how are you? I miss you. Just want to hear from you and know that you still think about me and have not forgotten about me already.

 

I love you,

G

[CopingGal]

dear m, when you read this i'll be dead. i'm sorry i couldn't be stronger. i love you.

 

Hi. I wasn't sure if you would come back to this thread, so I started one with your name so I could reach you.

 

Please don't do anything to yourself. That person is not worth it.

 

 

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

 

In the U.S., call 1-800-273-8255

[sharsh]

Dear Patrick.

 

I've done a lot of thinking today. A lot of crying. I even drove past your house. Several times. Pathetic. I know. I even unblocked you on facebook, just to see what you're up to. I laugh at myself.

 

You weren't home when I drove by. You're out with her aren't you? Probably laid up in her bed. Why do I let you get under my skin?

 

I think I'm hurting so much because you're making it seem like all I am to you is sex. Everytime before NC was initiated on my part, it was about hooking up, how you miss my body, everything was about the sex. You even brought up having a three some. With me. Yeah right. It hurts so much because I'm starting to wonder if that's all you want. Did you have any real feelings toward me? Were all three years, just about that? I wish I could know. I wish I could get some kind of real answer from you.

 

Part of me believes you care about me. Like when you showed up last week and I wouldn't sleep with you, you still stayed, and held me in your arms, you didn't want to leave.

 

I'm so confused. Leave those girls behind, and come back.