SmileFace Posted February 5, 2011 Share Posted February 5, 2011 You passive-aggressive bitch , how am I suppose to go NC when you keep replying to my messages? Please help me get over you by ignoring me. Yet you won't contact me, ugh! Link to post Share on other sites
0hpenelope Posted February 5, 2011 Share Posted February 5, 2011 My friend suggested today that I treat you as if you were dead to me. I think I may just go ahead and do that. I'm moving on and I need to keep moving on. Link to post Share on other sites
SimonSerenade Posted February 5, 2011 Share Posted February 5, 2011 I miss you right now, Don't know why I do but I just do, It's been a long time since I've held you in my arms and kissed every last part of your body, Damn those were good times, I hope your happy with your new life, I really do, I only ever wanted to be everything you hold dear, Sorry that didn't work out. Link to post Share on other sites
spackle Posted February 5, 2011 Share Posted February 5, 2011 4months of text & bam you're drifting out again. I have NO idea why we do this - half of me thinks you have no ****ing clue what you're doing or how it affects other people, in one respect it's better to be dumb than to be behaving like this on purpose. Maybe it's a bad day but I'm SO tired of it. I have to get back to where I was before you contacted me. I won't break and tell you get lost again, what's the point? For me to get labelled as some nutty woman. If and when you get in touch again I have to be strong and ignore you - for myself. Link to post Share on other sites
Sugarkane Posted February 5, 2011 Share Posted February 5, 2011 Everyday I can recall less about you. Unfortunately I saw your lookalike on tv last night. Except he's more successful than you. Also earns more than you. Probably gets laid more than you. He played a guy in a movie recently, nominated for many Oscar awards. The guy he plays is the youngest millionaire, yet in the movie is supposed to have aspbergers syndrome. Just like you, except without the success right? He could be your twin its not funny. I almost broke 7 months of NC to tell you that. Link to post Share on other sites
Sugarkane Posted February 5, 2011 Share Posted February 5, 2011 You always think your better than everyone else. You would insult me to make yourself fell better. But you were always great at spinning things around, so it was always my fault. Nothings ever your fault, is is? God no, because you think that your perfect. Your expecting me to break down and completely lose it. But I haven't. 7 months complete NC and I haven't broken it once. Our reltionship started off so great. I thought a friend of a friend would never screw me over. **** I was wrong. Your so selfish and callous. I feel sorry for you. What happened to you that made you this way? Your such a mumma's boy. I wondered if we were together you would ever move out when you finished school. Know I never know. Congratulations, you succeeded in turning everyone against me. But you didn't know that I still had one of your friends number! Hah You thought you could blame everything on me and get away with it. You couldn't keep it in your pants, if you tried! I regret not dumping you long ago. Hitting on other women in front of me, insulting me infront of your friends, ignoring me the list goes on. GOOD RIDDANCE ******* Link to post Share on other sites
SDA Posted February 5, 2011 Share Posted February 5, 2011 Posting because I was doing so well without you and then you texted me and now because of that this past week I've been miserable. The things you said in our conversation have made me so confused and made me miss you even more. Thanks a lot. Edit...I'm sitting here so sad after a fun night...really is a roller coaster of emotions Link to post Share on other sites
marqueemoon4 Posted February 5, 2011 Share Posted February 5, 2011 I'm here having fun with our amazing son.. you could be here but you choose not to be. Pretty sure you're out with some scrub guy. Your loss. Link to post Share on other sites
Shatter3d Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 Hey How are you? How have you been? What did you get up to this weekend? When are you going to msg me and tell me you miss me? WHEN ? I miss you every freakin second of the day...and you, you couldnt give a ****. How could you love me one minute, then just walk away the next? I dont get it...please tell me the truth, whats the real reason you walked away? I admire your strength and stubborness you are playing this game very well. ****en ******* !!! I hate to love you. Link to post Share on other sites
Shatter3d Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 You have hurt me so much, I cant stop crying today. I dont wish this pain upon anyone. Link to post Share on other sites
Free spirit86 Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 Breath in. Breath out. It was much easier today, although the tears still come. After talking to you today and an reading article about how to let go of attachment, I felt relieved. I feel stronger today after you told me that you just need to get your life together. I still feel like you blame our relationship on the current state of your life, but I think it has more to do with your fears. You have been always worried about the future. Sigh...I feel that I can live with what happened. I feel like I am strong enough to endure this break up and move on with my life. I still feel sad that you won't be very much a part of it. I so badly want to have another adventure with you. You said you felt confident that we would meet again. I believe you. I believe that we mean enough to each other to have some sort of relationship. I still think about making love to you. I wish I could hold you again. I just miss your presence. I hate that it has to be like this. But I am letting go. I appreciate the moment and the memories but I am moving forward, and feel excited about the future. I just don't want to be alone. I wanted somebody. I miss your body so much, and I thought I would see and feel you again one day. I will miss your eyes the most. The way you looked at me. You made me feel so beautiful. So, I start back on the this journey of life without you. I hope that one day there could be a possibility. I think about going to see you in the summer time after I plan my trip to Europe. I miss you and love you...glad for what we had. bisous Link to post Share on other sites
stella87 Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 You have hurt me so much, I cant stop crying today. I dont wish this pain upon anyone. I feel your pain honey, hang in there I'm trying to do the same... Link to post Share on other sites
Duckduckgoose Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 Wtf *******!? What was the point of raping the kitchen when you left? Wtf really!???!!!? What the hell did you need all that **** for anyway? All your **** is in storage are you gonna use all the crap you took to make dinner for the mice rats and roaches in your basement? Its a pain to make cookies when i don't have any cookie sheets cause you took them.... Then to find out after i make them i don't have a damn spatula cause you took that too!!!!???? Wth *******? I don't think you did it because you care so much about having a complete kitchen when you stop freeloading off your coworker i think you did it just to be an even bigger prick then leaving your faithful wife with all the bills, nothing in the kitchen and no job. I am glad you totalled the truck, its the second truck you totalled in as many years. Are you ****ing stupid? Its like you can't have anything nice without ****ing it up! Good luck getting another vehicle with your **** credit! And good luck getting insurance with your driving record! You will be better of leaving this city when the divorce is final, and moving back with your psycho mom, your emotionally absent father and your ****ed up sister who is turning out just like your bat**** crazy mom! Be another almost 30 year old failure that has to live in their parent's basement jerking off to porn! You had something going with me and then you do a 180... Was your porn more important? Starting smoking again? Playing diablo 2? Seriously? If i wanted a kid i would have one... And i hate men who act like little boys when they can't get their way 100% of the time! I am so moving on with my life... And i wouldn't be posting this in all caps of all things but for some reason i am having a down day... Not sure why. All i had to do was look at the list of all your fairer traits and i am glad you're gone! ****ing whining about everything and lazy as a mother****er i am not surprised with your ****ty rude attitude that you got two guns pulled on you here... This isn't kentucky or indiana you bitch people will kill you here if you act like a douche. All the more reason to leave! I'm not around to save your ass anymore! Well i hope your porn keeps you warm at night, i hope it gives you the comfort you will probably never get from a decent woman ever again! A real woman doesn't get paid by the hour and sure in the hell doesn't try to wreck a marriage, no matter the sob story you tell them about how much she is a horrible hag! Other woman cheats with you... She will cheat on you... Easy like sunday morning... If she's even still around... Probably not because you lost everything a woman looks for... You don't have a place to live you don't have a truck, you don't have any money because you spend it on porn and cigarettes now... You don't have any motivation in life... You just want to ****ing sit there and jerk off. You'll probably end up one of the creeps that takes pictures of little kids that everyone despises. Any woman that would take you as you are deserves you, and you deserve her! Child support and stds for the win! Link to post Share on other sites
mridul_chajilee Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 After breakup my Ex gf changed her number so i dont have a way to call her.I have completed 1year Full NC.Now i feel better than before.If i got this site during my breakup may be she were with me now. Link to post Share on other sites
mridul_chajilee Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 After breakup my Ex gf changed her number so i dont have a way to call her.I have completed 1year Full NC.Now i feel better than before.If i got this site during my breakup may be she were with me now. Link to post Share on other sites
Byren Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 I miss you x Link to post Share on other sites
Anxiety Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 Please come back. My life is empty without you. You still make me cry, and you probably didn't shed a single tear. I miss you. Love you forever. Link to post Share on other sites
Graceful Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 (edited) (Not for my ex, but for a friend who disappeared and who is causing me worry and pain) -- I still have not given up hope that you will contact me, but it is beginning to fade. I can only hang on for so long before I have to let go. I can only send you one more message, if that. What is hurting me (among other things) is that you just retreated into some hiding place and won't come out and at least pay me the respect to tell me. I can handle that you don't want to come out, but you can come out just to say goodbye, and then go back. I don't know whether to send you one of my masterpieces to get you to take care of yourself and to tell you that your ex is not the person you wanted to spend the rest of your life with; she is not the person you thought she was, so therefore, she isn't even the person you thought you knew. I know, it kills, but by now you should have turned a corner, even a small one, and you should be taking care of your body, your mind and your spirit, and I thought I was helping you with that. Did you feel too vulnerable with me? Was I making too much sense? You know something? I bet if you and I went detail for gory detail about our breakups, you'd admit mine was worse!! HA HA! Did that make you laugh, b/c I want to make you laugh. (mine was worse!!) You're so stubborn!! I don't think we could ever be close friends b/c I don't have any friends as stubborn as you are!!!! Cheesh, man. Stubborn is one thing, stupid is another. Will you take care of yourself for crying out loud? If it isn't that you feel vulnerable with me, is it that you have become too fond of me? Is that part of the confusion or the reason for retreating? I can understand that, but that's still no reason to give me the silent treatment, it isn't. I've been so honest with you, so it frosts me and hurts me no end that you cannot be honest with me. Please, please, contact me. Don't make me beg. --- Ok, I'm begging. Edited February 6, 2011 by Graceful Link to post Share on other sites
wellmadeone Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 Ewa I miss you beauty. I'm recoving really well and will have a dog soon at last...but I miss you every minute of every day. It would be so nice if you stopped by to say hi but I know you won't. I was tidying the garden we made two years ago today and I wish you were here to see it again this summer. You were an absolute joy in my life. I worry you are alright. You know why, it's because I care about you. It's such a shame we can't even be friends some day because of the way things ended. It saddens me we will probably never speak again. What you did was very cruel and I think you know how much it hurt me. I don't know how you convinced yourself that I did not care about you. I had to look after my daughter. I had no choice or I would not have been the person you claimed to love. If we had had children as we wanted I would have been just as devoted to them. That's what being a Papa is about..... I think you need help as much as I did, your behavior seems very like what is described as bpd/hpd and I worry that you will always be running and never get the peace and gentle love and family I know what you want. I'm sorry that I broke down, but I am only human and was exhaused already and it is a measure of how much I loved you that what happened hurt me that much. Whereever you are I hope you are warm and well. God bless and may your guardian angel watch over you. Just text me and let me know you are safe. Ever since you showed up frozen and diappeared again I worry for you. Silly me. Link to post Share on other sites
wellmadeone Posted February 6, 2011 Share Posted February 6, 2011 Is as bad as trying to contact you and getting no reply. Love you. I have a stupid heart. Bye again. Link to post Share on other sites
arielle Posted February 7, 2011 Share Posted February 7, 2011 U jerk quit playing games wt me u definitely did hurt my feelings today:( Link to post Share on other sites
SimonSerenade Posted February 7, 2011 Share Posted February 7, 2011 Life is getting better now without you, I'm no closer to finding anybody else but I'm finally comfortable with being by myself and the bonus of having our son on the weekend, We have great times together, We go out a lot and he does the funniest things, Shame were in no contact so I can't tell you the stories but I suppose that's down to you and your selfish ways, Your dream of him supporting Manchester united in the future is going down the pot cause when he's here we've got all the spurs games playing and he'll have his eyes glued to the screen, Too bad your too cheap and dependant on your parents to get sky sports, I have serious doubts about you ever changing your ways, It's those doubts that will remind me to never want you ever again. You were right though, You said one day soon I'd feel better and be over you, I'm not so much over you yet but I'm sure as hell feeling better, You can keep your life of meaningless mistakes and your cruddy friends, If you decide to miss me, Come find me, Don't expect me to care though, Your loss. Link to post Share on other sites
uant Posted February 7, 2011 Share Posted February 7, 2011 Da... CNY just over. I still remember how we talked till morning last year this time and we got together just before valentines. I wish you and ur family well and that u all will always be blessed with happiness. Da i really do miss u so much.. so much that every minutes seem to be so hard still. Its been three months and there wasnt a single day that i wouldnt wish to re write our past in exchange for anything. How have u been da? are u doing well and been taking good care of urself? were u stressed during exams last year? did u do well? How did it go with pds result? i really hope u are not over work and stressed with studies and lab.... gambatei ok.. i know u will be able to make it thru and i am praying for u still... is she nice to u and treat u well? did u eat well...did u still use the camera and how is ur family doing da... i really hope u are all well.... all things I would never be able to ask again. Da.. i am sorry for not knowing that I had tortured u so much. I am sorry I didnt give u my best and I was a fool to only realize how much i love u when i have ald lost u. Link to post Share on other sites
Stilicho Posted February 7, 2011 Share Posted February 7, 2011 i miss you, and i want you back. in a way, that is. i just want to try again and see if i can feel the same as i did about you. ill be seeing you in about an hour or so, hopefully its not tense again. Link to post Share on other sites
0hpenelope Posted February 7, 2011 Share Posted February 7, 2011 (edited) Oh dang. I had a random memory of us and I cried. It came out of nowhere. I don't want to feel this way at all anymore, I just want to keep moving on. Edited February 7, 2011 by 0hpenelope Link to post Share on other sites
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