CopingGal Posted December 16, 2011 Share Posted December 16, 2011 So your getting married, so what? This is the same woman who left you a few months ago. She was so cruel to you that you left town in disgrace and now you are marrying her? You've already have starting lying to her. Your relationship is so screwed up. You are such a dumbass, but I feel sorry for her even more than I feel sorry for you. You will never know what true love is because you only "love" if something is in it for you...when you can gain something. That's selfish love. You only love people you can manipulate and control. You could not control me so you cheated on me with someone you can control. You are such a coward. You are a nasty, ridiculous, destructive coward that can't have a stable, decent relationship. That's how screwed up you are. I feel so sorry for you. You think nothing's wrong with you and yet you are the most screw up person I have ever known. You are a compulsive liar You are pathologically selfish You have no control over your impulses You have no morals You are just plain disgusting I am soooooooooo, soooooo glad that I kicked you out of my life. Screw you, asswipe. Link to post Share on other sites
69ways Posted December 16, 2011 Share Posted December 16, 2011 you are such a B.... you always call when you need something and mess my balance you know i have been sick and was also waiting for a job answer and did not even bother to call and see how i am. since the break up , is all about you,you depression, your job and i am always the one you remember. thank you for leaving me and showing your true colours I would hate myself to had married you and spent my life with a fake person as you are. i am not a bad person but i wish you to be as unhappy you made me.... Link to post Share on other sites
Lis007 Posted December 17, 2011 Share Posted December 17, 2011 Really really bad day today... I just want to go to sleep and not wake up.... Link to post Share on other sites
punkinless Posted December 17, 2011 Share Posted December 17, 2011 yeah i saw you come in. i had to leave. just lookin in your eyes knowing you cheated and lied to me breaks my heart. i know everybody says this but i really truely belived you were different. you had your friends and family fooled too. yea you rationalized it with lame excuses so you didn't feel guilty, but cheaating is cheating and you were just plain unfaithful. i just want you out of my head. so many bad things have happened to me sense the BU and its all ur fault. goodluck tryin to talk to me when this ahole breaks your heart AGAIN. i'm gunna be cold and distant and if you don't apologize soon then i'll prolly just ignore you. thanks for curb stomping my heart. Link to post Share on other sites
EyeAlone Posted December 17, 2011 Share Posted December 17, 2011 Hey asshat, I thought I told you to stay out of my dreams Thanks for already ruining my weekend. Link to post Share on other sites
AwptiK Posted December 17, 2011 Share Posted December 17, 2011 K, I don't even know where to start. I've had so many countless thoughts about you and it's driving me crazy. It's like a puzzle that my mind wants to solve, but it's something that can't be. I have so many questions about things, things you've never given me the honest answers to. Simply....why?! Just, why?! Link to post Share on other sites
esteem-jam Posted December 17, 2011 Share Posted December 17, 2011 I wonder what you told your coworkers about who I am, I mean sure they must have asked, and what did you tell them? This I want to know. And are they questioning you- "why he doesnt come anymore"? I know its more like- "after that, he sure wont come here anymore"; and I wonder whats your reaction to this ? You are made by peoples opinions about you. So my (very) grounded guess would be- your coworkers may have talked some trash about me and that shaped your opinions and actions- by not getting involved with me. Sometimes you got to choose sides, and you chose their side, less obstacles and problems for you. Foolishly, I hoped youll choose my side, despite everything. Link to post Share on other sites
LostJustLost Posted December 17, 2011 Share Posted December 17, 2011 God will you please stop popping into my head when I'm finally moving in a positive direction? I thought I had this. I thought I had finally accepted it for what it is and let you go. I thought I could make the holiday season without feeling you pulling inside my head, tugging at whats left of my heart. I was wrong. I hate that I still reach for you. I hate that I still love you. I hate that I can not let you go. Link to post Share on other sites
orbiting Posted December 18, 2011 Share Posted December 18, 2011 As much as I am trying to forget, to just move on - and I really am trying - I miss you. Despite all logic and reason, I miss you every day. I came across a strange quotation tonight which reads, "I would give up every sin and dull the edge of each day that passes in order to learn to dream more with less and less of you." I couldn't ever have articulated it as well as that. At this point, that is all I want. I don't want to be with you anymore - you don't love me. I don't want to think of you anymore - it hurts me. I just want to forget, to not miss you, .. to dream more with less and less of you. Link to post Share on other sites
69ways Posted December 18, 2011 Share Posted December 18, 2011 I hate myself for letting him fall in love with an egocentric person like you..... I wish you to have the worse holidays ever you stupid cow Link to post Share on other sites
perfectlyflawed459 Posted December 18, 2011 Share Posted December 18, 2011 Yesterday was your birthday and I only wish you knew how much I wanted to be there for you on your special day. Trying to stand my ground and not contacting you was probably one of the hardest things I have had to do in awhile because all I wanted to do was let you know I still cared in hopes that you remember that I still exist in this cold world. This hurt me so much I cried for the first time in three months. I bet she was there with you on your birthday right? Of course. I could care less about all the crap we have put each other through at this point. All I know is that I still love you so much and not a day goes by where I don't think about you and miss you. You have no idea what I would give to have you back in my life. This silence has been ripping me apart, yet it has also made me stronger. I wish you could see what I have accomplished since we parted ways, maybe someday you will. Despite how strong I have become and all my accomplishments, there is still a hole in my heart where you once belonged. I know this is the right thing for us though, but I have to keep reminding myself that it is. I hope your birthday was wonderful and that the card I sent at least put a smile on your face for a moment. The future is so uncertain, but my heart will always have a little spot open if you ever decide to return home. I miss you, my bestfriend, my love. Sincerely, your koalawala bear. Link to post Share on other sites
Kamila Posted December 18, 2011 Share Posted December 18, 2011 I hope you are wishing that I was in your arms instead of your new girlfriend. I'm so much better than her ! Yes, you've heard me, you loved me, you fell in love with me. Karma will hunt you down. Are you trying really hard to not send me a text message ?? Wahahaha ! Link to post Share on other sites
thepedestrian Posted December 18, 2011 Share Posted December 18, 2011 Ugh, I texted my ex. She texted me back. What I want to say back? "**** you, your excuse is a lie and we both ****ing know it. You don't get to know someone as good as I know you and not know when they're lying" Edit: Ugh, I broke the rule of NC and it ****ing set me back. Why? Because I got rejected again. I don't even ****ing want you anymore because you're no longer a source of happiness. Maybe one day you could be to me, but that's not up to me. Enjoy your life until then if that even happens. You're pathetic. Link to post Share on other sites
AwptiK Posted December 18, 2011 Share Posted December 18, 2011 And so your stupid cycle continues. More of your games.. Why are you going to come to me for comfort? Oh, because you think i'll give it to you. That's all i've ever done...is give you exactly what you want. Not anymore. I've seen how things work. I can't be this boyfriend-figure, aka "Tool", without getting anything in return anymore. Equal shares or nothing. I don't quite know how to manipulate the situation to be like that, i'm sure i'd upset you by expecting you to give me something if I comfort you. I guess in a sense that it's a lost cause. I need to reframe and you need to grow up. Link to post Share on other sites
CopingGal Posted December 18, 2011 Share Posted December 18, 2011 I am so glad I'm away from your controlling ways. You cheated on me with a weak woman who has no brains. You can't stand cigarette smoke, yet you choose to marry a smoker. How dumb can you be? Link to post Share on other sites
Bluebelle38 Posted December 19, 2011 Share Posted December 19, 2011 I'm still not sure if you are a nice guy or a knob, but am veering towards knob. You said you'd never use me and yet you blatantly did after the last time we were together. You sleep with me and then go home and need to think about where we are going?!? I was a fool and I hope knowing I am moving on and am not your little ego boost cuts you to the core over Christmas when you look back and see the person you let go. Oh, yes, that's right, I am blonde, not brunette. How could it have ever worked when I so obviously wasn't your type. You are shallow and good luck in your search for your perfect ms Right that looks like a model but treats you like dirt. I'm moving on, buddy. And to think only this morning I actually liked you a bit. How the tide turns when anger sets in. It's a good feeling this one and I am holding on to it. Link to post Share on other sites
Lis007 Posted December 22, 2011 Share Posted December 22, 2011 I want so much to talk with you.... I miss you... I love you... over half our lives together... why does it have to end this way? Please try again... we hit a midlife hurdle and we can get past that. I love you always have and always will... So glad we are having Christmas together but its a consolation prize I need you to agree to give it a go... Link to post Share on other sites
SimonSerenade Posted December 23, 2011 Share Posted December 23, 2011 On course for another christmas without you, it's hard to say how this year has gone, started off really bad and painful then got a bit better when I started going out and enjoying myself again then I come down with this stupid illness that makes me feel just as miserable as I was without you and truth be told the thought of you still pains me sometimes, I honestly thought I'd of had someone special by now to enjoy this christmas with, I geuss what pains me the most is how you've made me doubt myself so much, if I was tall enough, if I looked good enough, If my hair was long enough, after who you was with after me, I geuss I got caught up in questioning myself like that, back then almost feels like a dream now, beautiful moments we had and silent yet so painful moments afterwards, You've missed out on some good moments in the last year and six months, I hope you one day regret that.. Link to post Share on other sites
samslick Posted December 23, 2011 Share Posted December 23, 2011 I must say, you are really showing me again and again that I made the right call by finally ending this horrible marriage. Finally hearing from one of our mutual friends about how your are totally airing out all our personal issues really shows how much class you have. Keep up the great work by surrounding yourself with bobble head friends who talk **** about you when you aren't looking, and have no problem telling other people what you told them in confidence. You can say whatever you want about me, but the people who really matter know the truth about you and how bad of a wife you became. Your own friends are sick of you leeching off of them now, and its only a matter of time before that support falls through. What's funny is you always told me they took better care of you than I could. Who is the one with no heat, no hot water, and no laundry now? Enjoy that frigid warehouse you are staying in. Enjoy having no one to celebrate christmas with, and when new years rolls around, enjoy being broke in whatever club you go to and spreading your bull**** lies to anyone who will feel sorry for you. I can't wait til this is officially over and all your crap is out of my house. Every day Im getting better and stronger, keep up your belief that all that matters in life is having "fun". Link to post Share on other sites
IfiKnewThen Posted December 23, 2011 Share Posted December 23, 2011 so i am actually not thinking about u anymore. i am actually thinking about someone else. and i don't say this is good for me. but so glad its not u either, that i want or long for. i guess i still feel bad that i didn't take advantage of a good thing at the time. because you really seemed to accept me for who i was for a long long time. and i know you loved me once upon a time. this is uncharted...probably wrong...and is feeling painful already. but its not you. you don't possess 100% of me anymore. i thank goodness for that much.. since you are no longer mine. but i dont want more heartbreak Link to post Share on other sites
Lis007 Posted December 24, 2011 Share Posted December 24, 2011 All I want for Christmas is you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to post Share on other sites
daisydukes Posted December 24, 2011 Share Posted December 24, 2011 I wish there was something I could of done. I loved you with all of my heart and you took it out and stomped on it. I gave you so many chances thinking you would change and you never did but stupid me stuck around and stayed with you and what do you? You cheat on me you pathetic loser! You never even had the decency to tell me it was over in fact you made out with me just days before I found out the truth and when I finally find out the truth you say I told you it was over weeks ago. Funny I do not under any circumstances have amnesia and I clearly remember everything you said and did to me so do not lie and say you said it was over weeks ago. I hope you have a miserable time with her and have a great New Years. I will drink that champagne we were supposed to drink together and have a good time without you. Link to post Share on other sites
shook187 Posted December 24, 2011 Share Posted December 24, 2011 this is our first christmas apart in 6years, you seem fine without me. and that's cool. i'm glad your so strong, but your track record shows you'll no doubt be back again, i miss your laugh, it sounds like mine, you actually got it from hanging around me too much. i hope tomorrow on christmas you feel as empty inside as me, this will be a telling part in our breakup, will you even say merry christmas? I know i won't be reaching out to you. hope you realise soon. All my love. Link to post Share on other sites
WordvAction Posted December 24, 2011 Share Posted December 24, 2011 Words alone can't describe how much I can't stand you, you attention-whore. I am 10 times better off without you, and your games that you play. I hope I never see you again b***** Link to post Share on other sites
MarMarMar Posted December 24, 2011 Share Posted December 24, 2011 Apparently you're still coming by my work when you said you wouldn't anymore you just do it when I'm not there. Awesome show of respect and sticking to your word. I don't even know what to do about the presents your family gave me. Still love you but I've been NC since early November and it's not gonna change. Love sometimes isn't enough and no matter how much I love you you'll never be able to truly love someone until you stop hating yourself. My anger and resentment will fade with time but I won't be contacting you even then. I truly hope I have the strength to say no to you if you ever return. I deserve better. Link to post Share on other sites
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