CopingGal Posted March 22, 2012 Share Posted March 22, 2012 I'm not going to send you any more nasty emails. You are a very sick man. You have had so much lost because you have no conscience. Your life is such a pitiful, pathetic existance. That email I sent to you insulting you was my last. You poor, poor bastard. I'll never initiate contact with you again. You poor, poor bastard, I feel so sorry for you. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
CopingGal Posted March 22, 2012 Share Posted March 22, 2012 I'm going to eat a large bowl of black beans and melted cheese. Then I'm going to fart you out of my system. 5 Link to post Share on other sites
youngster Posted March 22, 2012 Share Posted March 22, 2012 Another sleepless night. Numb. Link to post Share on other sites
AriesBunny Posted March 22, 2012 Share Posted March 22, 2012 This is the first day of not contacting the person I am fond of. I am telling you that I have blocked you in chat and I dread the day you find out and either send me email or call me. I could not block them. We met and I did not expect to like and grow fond of you so quickly. I was surprised we got to emails, chatting, and Skyping so quickly. Within weeks instead of months with your other guy. I did not know you have been reconciling with someone else till a few weeks later. Yet after that we still chat and you ask me personal questions like marriage, politics and views on life. Why did you do that? Yet you did not tell me of your reconciliation. I noticed my emails not being responded to but yet you read them. I left dogs lie where they lie. I did not know that I had been thrown to the wayside. I wish the the best with your hot and cold guy and the push and pull that you two went through. Good bye. Link to post Share on other sites
marqueemoon4 Posted March 22, 2012 Share Posted March 22, 2012 I finally have absolutely nothing to say to you. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
lovelylashes Posted March 22, 2012 Share Posted March 22, 2012 You have done it again. You got in there first and ended our 'relationship' if thats what you can call it. You got in there first and ended things but this time its so different. As i dont care anymore because i know i can do so much better. I really pity any girl that ends up with you. Genuinly feel sorry for them as you dont know how to make a relationship work as your too selfish. I have so much to look forward to in my life and im glad you are not going to be part of it because you will only drag me down. Bye loser. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
jess8658 Posted March 23, 2012 Share Posted March 23, 2012 found out about your PAID subscription to a dating site which was why i broke up with you after we had been exclusive for almost 6 months. i have a fake profile with a fake photo, probably youve clicked on me but i didn't pay so i dont know. but i have logged in severtal times a day every day for a week and you have been "online now" each day at least once. i don't have a job right now but you work a ton of hours a week. you aren't the stalking type so i guess you are un-ironically logging in -in the midst of your pretty busy schedule. seriously, every day? a bit much, doncha think? i guess this shows you aren't seeing anyone else new? or considering your past with me and with others, you could be dating for all i know. we had really hot ex sex last week and days later you texted me "you rock my world." its such ugly lies. as if i can forget you screwing around on me, as if i can forget you deleting the website you'd bought for me to start my business. i mean, really. save your breath. i refuse to contact you and in fact haven't, only have responded to you in the past 2 months we've been broken up. i certainly don't say **** like you rock my world. i let you be the fool. i just say thanks. wish you would leave your mouth to other activites. why is everything a lie with you? all those pictures trying to make it look like your not overwieght and bald. all those nice things you did for me while dating around. evertyhings a lie with you. hey also by the way you have an unhealthy bromance with J. Of course you deserve each other since i see how he undresses women with his eyes when E isn't around even though hes supposedly in love with E. Link to post Share on other sites
Follower Posted March 24, 2012 Share Posted March 24, 2012 Yes i was in fife, i was there because i was sad and thinking about you all day. I did leave flowers on your motor but you know what, that was all for me. Im not going to give you the answers you want because frankly you never gave me any. Link to post Share on other sites
Way2blue Posted March 24, 2012 Share Posted March 24, 2012 Well, fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. You threw the forgiveness guilt trip at me. Told me I was wonderful and you were lucky to have me. I was good to you and for a few weeks, you were good to me. But she came back. Didn't she. Just like the last time. Why do you put up with her criticism and selfishness? All I wanted from you was your love in return for mine. I held back telling you I love you still. Even after the last time. But I had to test you and see if you really had changed. Either I would scare you with those three words or you would accept it and be glad. I never figured you for a coward. But that's what you are. Maybe you'll grow up someday. But I will never be there for you again. Link to post Share on other sites
Follower Posted March 24, 2012 Share Posted March 24, 2012 I really want to contact you and appologise for ignoring you earlier, im sick with worry that iv just ruined a chance to get back together, i miss you so so much. I just cant be hurting again right now. God i wana speak to you! Link to post Share on other sites
canary123 Posted March 25, 2012 Share Posted March 25, 2012 what do you want? did your ex tell you to f*** off when you tried it on so you're getting in touch with second choice me to get you some attention? you're pathetic. Link to post Share on other sites
marqueemoon4 Posted March 25, 2012 Share Posted March 25, 2012 I mean this with 100% sincerity, im so sorry you had a rough childhood. You didnt deserve it, you were an innocent kid who probably went thru so much pain. I wanted so bad to give you everything you didnt have growing up, and loved you the best i could. You know how much you meant to me. You know (son) is everything to me. You know how absolutely horrifying it is to see you doing this, as if those 8yrs never happened. I thought fighting for my family was the right thing to do. Its what i wouldve wanted from you. all my best memories are with you. I thought you loved our wedding but i guess not. the birth of our son. divorce was never an option, and i believed you when u said you would never put D and I through that. Its hell on earth. I know im not what you think. You asked me what i wanted from you, all i ever wanted was for you to care. thats all. Link to post Share on other sites
cflowers32 Posted March 25, 2012 Share Posted March 25, 2012 I'm telling you, you're making a mistake. All you have to do is be patient, and we could have had all that you wanted. I never wanted to end our relationship and now I think you're making a mistake. I don't know what you think you're going to find out there. You're 43. I love you and adore you more than you know. Last week I'm driving down to see you, bring you wonton soup while your sick and now, this is it? I don't want to hear you tell me in six months that you realize you made a mistake and by then, I will be over you. I don't want to miss you any more. I love you!!! Link to post Share on other sites
itsalllove Posted March 26, 2012 Share Posted March 26, 2012 Wtf was I thinking? You kept stringing me along so YOU could get over me before you decided to finally break it off... And now you want to act like I'm on your sh**. Why? It was 3 years, not 3 days, weeks, months... years. How am I NOT supposed to care... oh wait... because you don't. And all you keep asking me is why can't we be civil. Get the F*** outta here. I wrote a little something for you, you dumb b****: My heart is not broken... My heart is shattered And here you are... Acting... Like it doesn't even matter... Three years past... Lots of memories... But what's a memory... When you're trying to NOT remember me... You don't even care... Pretending I don't exist... F*** those other b****s I'ma b**** you'll never forget... I don't hate you... Angry as f***... Sometimes it's life I'm ready... Ready to give up... And then I wake up... Getting back up... You haven't broken me... I'm ready to stand up... Stay up... Raise beyond what used to be... Cuz you haven't broken me... You haven't did sh** for me that... That I haven't done for you... Make yourself sound like a Messiah... It's so true... True that I'll be a heathen... Never willing to EVER believe in you... I'm done. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
silvermane187 Posted March 26, 2012 Share Posted March 26, 2012 Do you ever think of me? As pathetic as it sounds, I still miss you every day. I love you and hate you at the same time. I wish things could be different. I wish you would have tried to fix whatever was wrong instead of just throwing me away. I'm sorry for everything. Link to post Share on other sites
jennisfora Posted March 26, 2012 Share Posted March 26, 2012 i still miss you. i wish you would call, or talk to me, and tell me you miss me. i wish it had never happened. now that it has the pain cannot be undone, the damage in the trust i had for you, the trust my son had, is so very damaged. i dont know if it can be reparied. i dont know why i want to repair it. i wish you had tried harder, i wish you had told me you had doubts, fears. i would have worked with you, i would have listened. why couldnt you trust me? why didnt you feel safe? how can you be loving and then the next day gone? you said you were a fool, i think you are a fool. i try not to be bitter, i try to treasure the memories, but its so hard. i keep thinking of all the time that is passing, all the missed chances, all the memories we could have had, valentines day, my son's birthday in june. you were there for it last year, and it made him so happy. this year, you wont be. im still trying to accept that you are gone, everyday i hope you change your mind, but i dont know if i could take you back, you have done so much damage to us. i dont know if i could trust you. i wish you had talke it over more, i wish you would have tried to find another way. i wish you hadnt given up on us. i miss you. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
Follower Posted March 26, 2012 Share Posted March 26, 2012 Must not contact her, must not think about her must not contact her must not think about her must go to work must not think aobut her must not contact her why can i not stop thinking about her no she isnt going to text no she isnt going to email no she isnt going to call so stop jumping at every form of communication you fool !!!!! AERRRRRRRRGGGGFGHHHHHHH Why the **** do i still miss you so god dam much??? Link to post Share on other sites
jennisfora Posted March 26, 2012 Share Posted March 26, 2012 i want to call you and apologize, but why? i didnt do anything wrong except love too much, trust too much. care too much. apologize for venting my frustration at you and reminding you that you hurt us. apologize for making you feel guilty, even though you should feel guilty. i wonder if any of it was real, if you ever cared for me. wonder if i can ever not care, even though i know i can. i have loved before, and found you. i know in time i will find another. right now i cant even think about anyone else. i hope i get over this soon, i hate feeling this way. i hate feeling needy, i hate feeling like i need someone. i hate wanting someone who obviously doesnt want me. why do i want you when you left me? i should say, good riddance, you worthless human being. you promise a future then walk away because you are scared. i thought you were a marine...you scared of a little petite 5 foot 2 inch brunette? is that really so scary? what do you think i was going to do, chain you up in my apartment and not let you leave? i never called obsessively, i trusted you to do your karaoke gig. i didnt feel i had tobe with you 24/7. i didnt make demands on you. youtold me i did nothing wrong, but how come i want to fix it? how come i feel like i did something wrong? Link to post Share on other sites
SilverBlueAndGold Posted March 26, 2012 Share Posted March 26, 2012 Everytime I try to say I am sorry it ends up making things worse. I know that there is no hope for us and we can never go back, I did not mean to mislead you but thought we deserved a better goodbye. That was a mistake and if you really believe I only did it to hurt you and rub salt in the wound I can only say I am sorry one last time because that was never my intention. You are so angry right now that I am concerned about you. Please take care of yourself, don't go back to that lifestyle. Regardless of what you think of me, don't take it out on your own body and self esteem by giving yourself away just so you won't have to experience love again. Just because we didn't work out doesn't mean that we did not love each other, it doesn't invalidate everything we ever did. And it certainly does not mean that every relationship has to fall apart. It was so hard for me, trying to deal with your insecurities that would lash out and accuse me when I had done nothing wrong. It makes me sad that you are so used to being lied to and abused that when you are with somebody who treats you well you do not know how to take it and invent things to be paranoid about. There is somebody out there for you, I thought it was me and I think you believed that too. We just could not get out of the hole we dug together, it doesn't mean either of us are bad people. I will never forget you, even though your last words to me were "I will hate you and forget about you" I will never hate you. Link to post Share on other sites
BewitchedandBothered Posted March 27, 2012 Share Posted March 27, 2012 (edited) Dear....Are you going to mentally and verbally abuse your new g/f the way you abused me, your ex wife and the ex g/f before her? Or is this one special? You always land on your feet after treating people like garbage and I would like to know what your secret is. I saw the sweet comments you made on her picture and the flirting back and forth. Will you delete those comments the way you deleted anything kind you ever said on my FB before you started the blocking nonsense? Are you keeping this one around because you are lonely and she can fill that time? Wondering how long this honeymoon period will last. Seems you forgot about who you hurt and moved on with no conscience. Will you call this new girl by my name or your ex wife's name--you called me by your ex wife's name at least 6 times during our relationship. Just wondering... Edited March 27, 2012 by BewitchedandBothered Link to post Share on other sites
ItsJustTheWayItIs Posted March 27, 2012 Share Posted March 27, 2012 I know that's you that's calling with the 'blocked' number azz hole. Your such a freakin coward. Screwed up didn't you? Tough...keep moving along, because I'm determined to get over you and be happy. Oh, I miss you and think about you a lot.....but guess what? Its not as much as it was and it will only get better. Now go screw yourself for a change!!! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
cflowers32 Posted March 27, 2012 Share Posted March 27, 2012 i still miss you. i wish you would call, or talk to me, and tell me you miss me. i wish it had never happened. now that it has the pain cannot be undone, the damage in the trust i had for you, the trust my son had, is so very damaged. i dont know if it can be reparied. i dont know why i want to repair it. i wish you had tried harder, i wish you had told me you had doubts, fears. i would have worked with you, i would have listened. why couldnt you trust me? why didnt you feel safe? how can you be loving and then the next day gone? you said you were a fool, i think you are a fool. i try not to be bitter, i try to treasure the memories, but its so hard. i keep thinking of all the time that is passing, all the missed chances, all the memories we could have had, valentines day, my son's birthday in june. you were there for it last year, and it made him so happy. this year, you wont be. im still trying to accept that you are gone, everyday i hope you change your mind, but i dont know if i could take you back, you have done so much damage to us. i dont know if i could trust you. i wish you had talke it over more, i wish you would have tried to find another way. i wish you hadnt given up on us. i miss you. You're singing my song sister. *hug* 1 Link to post Share on other sites
jennisfora Posted March 27, 2012 Share Posted March 27, 2012 thanks for the hug, i need it right now. *hugs* to you as well. it has to get better right, because it can;t get worse. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
cflowers32 Posted March 27, 2012 Share Posted March 27, 2012 I still think you're making a mistake. I know that you think the grass is going to be greener over there, and I fear you're going to be wrong. Why do I fear it? Because by that time I think I may hate you and be over you and I don't want you to come back and in six months say "I miss you." I did things to nurture our relationship because I did NOT want to lose you, I am sorry that you don't see that. I am regretful that you are not willing to do the work. I am disappointed that you do not want to work. No, instead, at the age of 43, you want to see what else is out there. Right here you have a girl that still adored you from head to toe. She appreciated you, you were a doll. Even up until last week, everyday, you were so thoughtful, you were such a love, I texted you on the way to work a couple of weeks ago "I love you and appreciate you so much, you're the best!" I have been having a stressful time, but there you are, you are my ray of sunshine, you were my good, and I did appreciate it, don't think I did not. There is that window, it will be open for a while. I hope you take the opportunity to do what you need in the fastest time possible. I also will accept that it is over, because as much as I want to hope, I know that this is likely the end, and I have to love me, I have to take care of me and I have to move forward too, whether I like it or not. You're making a mistake Wayne, I wish you wouldn't... 1 Link to post Share on other sites
cflowers32 Posted March 27, 2012 Share Posted March 27, 2012 thanks for the hug, i need it right now. *hugs* to you as well. it has to get better right, because it can;t get worse. BTW, I have an 11 year old son who really like Wayne. I know he is also disappointed. I love my son for just being thoughtful with the "I love you mommy, I'm sorry your hurt." Not that I want to dump on my son, but I also had to tell him. I also let him know that is was Wayne's decision and it was because he felt that we were only moving farther apart. At least it takes it off of me that I sent "his friend" packing. Yeah, I read your posts and I sooooooooo relate to everything you write. I'm so sorry sister, I am totally feeling ya!! Caitlin 1 Link to post Share on other sites
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