Post here instead of contacting your ex!

[FauxVowel]

Ok, *******... Why are you jerkin' me around? What did you call for? Is this **** funny to you? Do you really think i ever intentionally hurt you? You need to knock this off, dude. You are in a relationship now, so you should work on that. You are just gonna **** that up too, and wonder what happened. It's not cool to be contacting me, man. WTF????????????////////////

I ****ing love you, you're such an ******* for leaving me. I hope you're happy with what you've done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111111111111111

I miss you please come and make love to me.

[confused and broken]

This really f ing sucks because I no longer believe in love or anything or anything... And no I am not going to contact my ex but that doesn't seem to help...

The truth is that every time I have answered him and agreed to meet him after months of no contact I would let out a little scream and a hop skip and a jump before I saw him I would have this moment of extacy.. and then when there was that first second of intimacy I would get chills all through my body, but after I would feel like sh*t (like right now) and it lasts as far as I can tell for ever

[motive2002]

From this day forward, I do solemnly decree:

I will never, ever let a woman treat me like that again... not like how you treated me. Never.

[iwish]

I want you out of my head. I wake up every morning and immediately think of you .. I can't believe i meant so little to you. I can't believe that all my efforts were just not good enough for you. Seeing you last week showed me how well you're doing. You have your new best friend, whom you basically chose to replace me with. I have nothing.

 

All i was to you was a good shag. There was more to us than just sex babe. But you didn't want to get deeper. You held yourself back because of your last ex and now i've turned into him. I hate that. We were good together, we were happy together and now we're apart. We will be strangers one day. You with a new guy and me possibly with a new girl.

 

I loved you so much and i miss you so much. Why don't you miss me?

 

I hate that i'm still pining for you, still missing the good times, when you sit there thinking about how we couldn't discuss books together. That's absolute rubbish. We could've if you wanted. I read more than you do!!!

 

I never met your family, you wouldn't allow that. I was nothing to you. I can't contact you and tell you that i miss you. I can't see you and hold you. I can't stroke your face again. I can only try and forget you and move on. Learn to hate ..

 

I need to hate you babe. I need to remember how **** you treated me. But i can't.

 

Please contact me babe, please miss me. I love you

[kizik]

Rac,

 

I'm impressed. It takes a lot of resolve not to call me when we both know you have no friends. Good job.

 

Anyway, I don't care much about you anymore (at least that's what I tell myself). Mostly I miss you s*cking my d*ck and f*cking me, to be honest. I got tired of listening to you talk, b/c all you did was bitch.

 

I don't have much good to say about you. You are pretty, but you sure as f*ck aint hot. Oh, and like that one guy wrote in his diary, and she hacked in - you're not hot, and you know it.

 

So, enjoy laying down for some new guy, enjoy teaching a bunch of brats this fall, enjoy being yourself, but you won't, cuz you suck and you have to pretend to be happy for anyone to want to be around you!

 

I kind of hate you, but that's a lot of effort, so let's just say "F*ck You," and that'll be that.

 

Enjoy being not very hot, having a stressful job, no friends, and an annoying family!

[PhoenixFromTheFlames]

So much for letting you go. I know where you'll be tonight, and I know the reason I wasn't invited. Does it bother you at all that this is how we ended up?

 

The longer NC continues, the worse I seem to feel. All the crap times I don't remember, all your annoying habits have been forgotten, all I remember is the good stuff, and my heart breaks all over again.

 

I never quite managed to hate you. I feel it sometimes, but it never stays. I know what you're doing, I know who you're doing it with, I know how happy you are. I'm utterly gutted still. I'll never find someone like you. I've not met anyone who comes close since.

[sunshinegirl]

I still think of you every morning when I wake up. Every. morning. And I have to turn off the thoughts because they are of you with the hooch.

 

Have things gone south yet? You don't seem to be spending much time with your two best friends - I see them more than you do, it seems. Maybe you're still out of town. But maybe you're holing up and avoiding them because you know how crappy you were to me. Or maybe your life is perfect and beautiful and happy and they are just trying to respect me by not mentioning you around me.

 

I know I shouldn't still have you in my gmail chat list. I don't know why I think it's good to know when you're online or not. But you haven't been online in over a week. Are you still in Croatia? Or seeing your DD? Did you ignore all my advice on not introducing DD to the hooch too early, and you've brought hooch with you to see her? God you're pathetic if you did.

[FauxVowel]

If you miss me, come over.

 

I miss you, and would talk to you in person.

 

Please don't call again, unless you are outside, trying to get in.

 

[FauxVowel]

**** you!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111 YOU TREATED ME LIKE COMPLETE ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! **** YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE NOT EVEN WORTH MY ****IN TIME TO HEAR YOUR ****ING MOUTHFUL OF ****ING LIESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 LIES LIES LIES THATS ALL I EVER GET FROM YOU I DONT FEEL LIKE GETTIN IN ANOTHER DAMN ARGUMENT JUST LEAVE ME THE ****IN HELL ALONE YEAH I ****IN CLOSED YOUR EMAIL ACCOUNT THAT I WAS THE ****ING ADMINISTRATOR OF AND THAT WAS LIKE ****ING 3 WEEKS AGO OR SOMETHING I LOST TRACK OF TIME BUT JUST GET OVER **** YOU YOURE A SELFISH BITCH AND YOU THINK YOU ARE GONNA CALL ME AND **** WITH TME?????????????? I AM JUST GONNA LAUGH AT THAT **** CUZ YOU ARE SUCH A ****IN LOSER YOU CANT EVEN LEAVE ME ALONE.

 

YOU WANNA TRY AND REPLACE THE Y WITH SOME ****IN DEADBEAT LOSER????????????????????///// LMMFAO **** YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111

DONT ****IN CALL ME CUZ YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT NEW MUSIC OR LET ME KNOW WHATS GOIN ON IN YOUR ****TY LIFE OR HOW YOURE DOIN SO MUCH BETTER I ALREADY ****IN HEARD IT YOU CAN LISTEN TO THE NEW MUSIC BY YOUR ****ING SELF AND ASK MR WONDERFUL HIS ****TY OPINION ABOUT THE NEW GOOD **** BECAUSE HE LIKES GAY ASS **** HA HHA HA AH ;A**** YOU YOU DUMB MOTHER****ER I WILL NEVER ****ING TALK TO YOU AGAIN AND EVERY TIME YOU ****ING **** WITH ME I AM GONNA BE EVEN MORE PISSED SO YOU ARE JUST PISSING ME OFF MORE YOUD BETTER JUST LEAVE ME ALONE BUT YOU NEVER LEARN ANY ****ING LEASSONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

 

I WILL NEVER ****ING BREAK11!!! I WILL NEVER ****ING CALL YOU EMAIL YOU TEXT MESSAGE YOU ****ING ANYTHING YOU EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!

IM NOT ****ING CALLING ON YOUR ****ING BIRTHDAY AND WELL SEE HOW YOU LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! **** YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

HOW DARE YOU ****ING CALL ME. **** YOU YOU HEARTLESS SELFISH BITCH!!!!!!!!! **** YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111111111

[MRevolver]

To my ex M,

 

You are a gigantic, blooming onion- sans dipping sauce.

And you stink.

 

Here are the top 5 reasons as to why I should have beat you...old school style (think bar of soap in a pillowcase) and never looked back:

 

1) For that time you came baring gifts after your trip overseas.

Wow. You returned with a pair of Dolce & Gabbana shoes for your best friend. A Coach wallet for the girl that you KNEW liked you. And I,

the girl you were seeing-who you said you couldn't wait to get back home to...got paintbrushes. A new set of paintbrushes. Baby, you want me to use Dove or Caress?

 

2) For standing me up that day while I was at work.

Once you were home, I couldn't wait to see you and you knew that. You told me you were gonna come see me at my job. I didn't ask- you offered. And I said to you "you promise" and you replied "why would I lie?" Well son, you did. You lied hard. And as far as I know I'm still waiting on that visit...

 

3) For figuratively slapping me in the face after you stood me up that day.

But trust me, you may as well have done it for real because not only did you not remotely offer up any excuse as to why you didn't show, nor any apologies, but you returned all of a day later to visit your best friend who works at the same job! Sweetheart screw Dove or Caress! I'm using the whole dag-gone dispenser in the pillowcase!

 

4) For reconciling with me in front of our friends, only to play me again, in front of an audience and for wallet girl no less.

Man, you pulled a doosey with this one! I finally forgave you and things were great! Stupendous. You were promising me flowers and I homemade lasagna...Everybody clearly knew that we were back together and going stronger than ever. I didn't have any reason to think it strange when you were too tired to come out and eat with all of us that night. I did however think it strange when you showed up with wallet girl though. But ahhh! How polite of you to sit at my table! You just didn't want me to feel left out did you??! Well, thanks for not acknowleding me, jerk. When you left with her after you all had finished eating, I waited for everyone's response to what I'm sure they could tell was my emotional breakdown. But alas, nothing. They were all still too busy commenting on how nice you two looked together...not to mention how nice her wallet was.

 

And finally, Reason 5) For dumping me that next day over email...ironically, just a few hours after you'd called me on the phone.

You didn't even have enough wangos to say it to my face or even ear! You called me for help with that job you were trying to land and naive little me, still wanting to see you successful- though scorned-was still gonna help you. That was at 10, yet by 2:30 I'd recieved your email. No explanation, no sorry. Just a "hey I think we should just be friends right now. Don't think it strange if I don't text or call for a bit." ...ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?! I think your whole 180 in attitude was strange!

 

I gotta give you credit though. For months you fooled me good into thinking we were the perfect couple and that things were swell. I had no reasons to think otherwise until you left for your trip...And even then I tried to keep hope alive. But you ruined it. You ruined us and the perfectly good friendship we had prior to even dating. We will never have those fun times, reeking havoc at the bookstore or hanging out by the fountatins, again. So tell me, was it worth it to you?? Was it worth complicating our daily activities cause mind you, we share the exact same group of friends! Do you really like having to sit in silence while in the midst of them for fear of arguing?? Do you?? You really messed up a good thing. And for reference sake, you're as ridiculous as that strange silky black man girdle you wear....Oops! Bet you didn't want that told! But oh well... I hope you regret this 1 day. Wallet girl used to call you "soft" so I mean, don't think she's so wrapped up on you. You forget we're from a small town. Pickings are slim darling...and frankly, I deserve better myself. Thus I'm not gonna waste my good pillowcase or soap on you. You're slimy and scummy enough already.

 

Hugs and slugs (preferably in the arm and face),

MRevolver

[Crazy.S]

E.S,

 

Are you really happy? You don't understand the pain I feel. After you told me you were already dating someone else. I was completely speechless. Then you said "oh I thought you already moved on". How could I ever move on when it wasn't my choice to break up in the first place? I centered my life plans around you. And since we are finally graduating college this year, our plans (or so I thought) is finally able to come true. We did the long distance relationship for so long. We endure all those lonely nights only to wish that someday we could live together. And that time has finally come, but you walked out the door. Abandoning me and bringing my whole world down. I should hate you, but I can't. I love you so much. Why are you doing this to me?

[FauxVowel]

Look at this ****. You got my brothers and sisters on the coping board pissed off at me. Stay away and let me heal. I can help others more effectively with more days of NC under my belt.

 

 

**** YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111

 

****ING *******!!!!!!!!!!!!11 ****ING MOTHER****INER!!!!!!!!! CALL ME AT YOUR ****AING OCOOCAV CONVERIN;ENCE!!!!!!!!!1 **** THAT **** **** YOU!!!!!!!! ID ****ING LKOVE ANDY YOU AND STILL YDO D BUT Y**** YOU NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111i miss YUOU SO ****IING MUCH IT HURSTS BUT **** YOUJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

 

 

*******!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU PLEASE LREGRET THIS BECAUSE I LOVE Y;OU AND A;LWAYS WILL BUT CAN NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN BECAUSE IT GHHURTRS TOO MUCH SO I WILL FICNN=D SOMEONE ELSE IW LOVE YOU GOODBYE

[Orionz]

It was raining heavily with thunders today. I was worried. Because i know your route to work is unsheltered. I clicked on your name in MSN. I typed "Please take care on your way to work." It took me 10 minutes before pressing the enter key.

 

It was a mistake. When you replied "thank you =)". I regretted. I don't know why i wanted to let you know that i care. I don't know why. But each time, your replies just make me feel so foreign...like i'm merely an acquaintance to you. I'm less than a friend to you now. You can't even talk to me openly like you would to a friend. I may just be me...but it feels just way too painful to stay in contact with you this way.

 

I rather not contact you and not cause you discomfort...

I hope you are happy...

I miss you.

[PhoenixFromTheFlames]

I need your support today. I hope you wish me well. I hope you are ok. I know I still can't speak to you, but I hope you can send me some positive vibes.

 

Wish me luck.

[Orionz]

vas-tu apparaitre soudainement?

[pickingupthepieces]

Hey

 

I haven't been on for while.. well since I thought you were trying to avoid me... which you weren't .. just me over reacting. I get like that sometimes... I suppose because things are such a mess and I'm walking on egg shells. I think we both are. Seeing you last night/this morning was nice. I hated that I had to work so late, but it was really nice to see you... just sad we had to cut it so short. You see I need to talk to you... HAHA that even sounds scary... the thing is I need to tell you how I feel and just leave it at that. I have held so much back... because of fear of the unknown. I have no idea what is going on... and well I'm ready to deal with it. I miss you right now.. HELL I miss you all the time. I hope we have a chance to get together on Thursday since I actually have a wknight off. I'll give you a call tomorrow.. as nervous am I am to "talk" to you I am also releaved to just get it out.. the only thing is.... I have to figure out how I feel! **** thats the hard part.

 

Good night M

 

TS

[FauxVowel]

X,

 

If you wanna talk, come and talk to me in person. I still care about you.

 

Love,

Y

[KamKakes]

Perhaps I SHOULD think of you as a jerk - you keep calling yourself that. You couldn't even step up to the plate and when I'm finally direct about it, you toss back at me all this and that in which all my actions have been based off of yours.

 

One minute you're all lovey dovey, next minute you're like a complete stranger to me. I'm the WOMAN - I'm the one with the hormonal issues every month, -I- should be acting like I don't know you.

 

Granted I am cautious about opening up and you have to fight to get to know me but I return all of it. And stop assuming that I want you to prove yourself to me, stop assuming that someone else is going to come around the corner and I'm going to fall madly in love with them and stop assuming you'll block anyone who's suppose to be in my life. Just shut up and accept ****.

 

I hope you find what you're "missing" on the inside and I know for a fact that it isn't me because I'm already gone.

[PhoenixFromTheFlames]

How does this work? I am still head over heels for you. I thought i'd love you less each day. That's not happening!

 

You spend your nights wrapped round someone else. I spend my nights lonely, missing you, dreaming of you.

 

I just wish you could feel how I feel for one week. Give me a break from feeling so wretched.

 

I hope you're ok. I still worry about you.

[oregonbigc]

So you still care about me but you can let some rich guy fly you up to new york and take you out shopping. Hello, we call those kind of girls prostitutes Oh and you are a good girl and don't fool around until you really get to know someone? Is that why we hooked up the first night? Oh thats right I was different! so you just need a couple months to figure out if I am what you want, ie you want me to wait around while you go around fing and sing other guys and then when you have had your fill you will come back to someone who really loved you. That seems fair. You are only 24 and were in a 6 year relationship prior to me. I will give you that, you haven't experienced dating around, but you said you didn't want to you know what you want and you don't play games. Word to the wise. No new 24 year old knows what they want and all people at that age play games. You have some great qualities, but some other ones that now that I can see them stink. I don't know why I cant let go of you and its some kind of self torture. I am so confused, love you and resent you.

[PandaStillLovesBunny]

Your self-esteem? YOUR self-esteem? Well, I guess I can see how that might have taken a hit, I mean, you were the one whose girlfriend didn't even tell her father who she was dating for six months because "he dropped out of university to write science fiction," and that, apparently, that drop-out was good enough to buy you things, take you places, and make-out with you but not good enough to make a stand for. You were the one who could never spend any significant amount of time with the person he loved because she lied to her father about where she was going, and who she was going with. [How long did that go on, I wonder? And if you could lie to him, how often did you lie to me?] You were, after all, the one who had to play second-fiddle to a flaky bitch of a so-called "best friend" who NEVER showed up for anything when she was supposed to.

 

Oh, wait. Did you notice that I used the male pronoun there, instead of the female? Well, that's because the above pertains TO ME, not you, and I'm being sarcastic, because I f****ing can now, and I can be certain of the consequences. It's not like when I was with you, and being sarcastic was a daily coin flip to see if you would either laugh at it or hate me for it. THAT'S ****ing self-esteem.

 

PS - In my experience, people only go from being non-religious to finding god when they've screwed up and are too lazy to accept responsibility for their actions. So what stupid **** did you get into now?

[Raina]

You're disgusting. And I thought you couldn't go lower.

You'll never hear from me again you coward. And if you call me, I'll make sure I remind you of what you did.

That was ****ing disgusting, X. Really.

[v33]

I haven't dared to really express myself until this point, and I am sick of it. Just because you are a woman and had a rough past doesn't mean I can't tell you what I really think.

 

You are a ****ed up, pathetic, miserable little bitch. Selfish, manipulative and cruel. You sick, sad little victim you!

 

You are so lucky that you aren't having my new life rubbed in your face like you did to me when you ****ed me over a few months ago! You couldn't handle it! You would die if you saw her and I together now, if you knew how happy we were and what a quality relationship her and I have together.

 

We had nothing, ****, zero. You were far too stupid to have a conversation with me, and too self absorbed and busy feeling sorry for yourself to even try. Anyways, you were always out attention-whoring anyhow. **** you're pitiful.

 

I am so glad you're gone. You had to cheat on me and lie like a selfish little whore because you got bored and needed more attention than any one man could provide. You should have just left, but no, you had to make it out like I was a bad guy and make it a big dramatic thing.

 

Piss off. You will never amount to anything. Never have an honest relationship, never be satisfied, never own a house, never love yourself, never have a career or passions.

 

I can't believe I thought we had something. Really now I know what a relationship should be like. I don't have to take care of her, we take care of each other, we talk, we have amazing adventures, we are growing together. I just stagnated with you.

 

If you knew how happy I make her, how happy she makes me, how real and honest and alive and wonderful the thing that I share with her. How she gets me on every level, how we are so much alike.... you couldn't take it. And the day will come where you will see us, and you will know in an instant that I was far too good a man for you, and you were NEVER good enough for me.

 

You will never let go of me inside, no matter how much you claim you are glad it's over. You couldn't even move more than a block away, you still find an excuse to call me. You still drive by my house with him even though you could go a hundred other ways. You know you messed up.... thank god I found out I could do so much better than you. You will never have me in your life, IN ANY WAY, ever again.

 

Good riddance!

[PandaStillLovesBunny]

They don't send you to a social worker for skipping a grade in elementary school, they send you to a social worker because YOU'RE CRAZY!

[cjanee]

Hey

Just wanted to drop you a note and say I am convinced you are an insecure arrogant chronic liar. I think you spend most if not all of your energy on putting people down so that you can raise your pathetic self up. Not only do you lie but you make up entire stories which beyond scary. I think you are one of the most selfish persons I have ever had the misfortune of meeting. The really pathetic thing is that other girl that you keep lying to is going to find out and when you burn her we will both be gone only I have a sense that she will be a tad more pissed since I think in her mind you are a couple. You are such an idiot! I read her face book every day jack ass and I know when, what, and what time you lie to me. Did you actually think I was going to believe you when you told me that you weren't talking **** about me to our co worker and probably to my boss.? I supported you I stood by you. I stuck up for you. Its unfortunate but you mistook my kindness for weakness. Weak I am definitely not! You can't fool me anymore. I am guarded now.