ahhhchooo Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 It is so hard to continue with this program of making myself a better person, to be the person I never was while I was with you - so I can find someone so much better than you. Help comes from friends, the few I have. A kind push in the right direction and assurance that good things take time.. things will get better. I now realise why you have and always will have insecurities. You take absolutely no control or responsibility for anything that happens in your life. You have achieved nothing and you never will. What the hell did I ever see in you? A facade, a front that made you seem like the most perfect girl in the world. So beautiful, so sweet. The truth is you are empty. Devoid of any character substance, you give into your most primal feelings and emotion without thought to your promises or the hurt you cause. You don't deserve s--t. I hope you rot. Good riddance. Link to post Share on other sites
ahhhchooo Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 Sometimes I wish you could feel the hurt you've caused first hand. Then I remember your baby's father has already cheated on you. I laugh a little. Link to post Share on other sites
alwayssme Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 I hope you are the respectful person I remember. It hurt to hear that you were talking about a PERSONAL matter with your ex about OUR "ex relationship". What the?? Why would you talk to her about it? It's not something we BOTH like to remember very much and we know alot of the same people. It would hurt me if you were actually to talk to them about certain things that pertain to ME! please stop playing the victim, if anything i'm the victim here because you left me and literally destroyed me. Do you know I haven't been happy ever since u left? Yes I go out and be with friends but nothing feels the same. I avoid certain places because those were "our spots" and I would just burst out in tears because memories would come rushing in. Listen I love you with all my heart and you know that but one thing I ask from you Don't belittle me and don't believe lies about me. You have known me for so long, it's a shame if you did. Also a freaking phone call wouldn't kill you! I hope you're taking care of you. You were so quick to let go of the one person that actually loved you and truly cared for you. It makes me so sad as to how much you dont give a damn about me, I watch this from a distance because no matter what is going on and no matter what the reason is I will never know because you can't even do this for the sake of our relationship, OUT OF RESPECT, to actually come up to me and ask me before you assume things or belive BS! Damn you, you really messed me up! Congratulations! This just shows me to never rely on no guy and to never wear my heart on my sleeve, because in the end it's ME the one who has to fix the broken pieces. It's me the one whos left with all these questions, i'm the one missing you and hurting over you. I feel pathetic as to why I can't find joy in anything anymore, when I know you're out there living your life, and not worrying about me. I..., so stupid I can't believe I actually believed you even after our break-up when you said you cared about me toooooooooo much to ever completely walk, just like your empty promises! And yet I still think you're such a great guy and keep blaming myself for this. I have no idea why. Maybe because I know you were a good thing, you treated me like a princess. But sincerely, I have no idea what got over you. Guess I'll never know! It hurts so much to think that this could be goodbye! That you might never contact me again And if tha thappens, I'll be left wondering why? I will never forget this. You were my first REAL HEARTBREAK and now I see they dont call it "heartbreak" for nothing. I was strong untill now I just "pretend" because I don't want anyone to feel bad for me! I'd rather cry on my own and just keep praying to God for the day I can heal from all this. Link to post Share on other sites
cubbie30 Posted November 25, 2008 Share Posted November 25, 2008 i miss you sometimes, but i don't think of you as much as i did. it devastated me when you left, but i understand why you did. you are you and i am me, and we can change some things about ourselves, but i will not change for anyone but me. you have spent your whole life trying to be happy and said you found it with me. i was very happy with you. it was so short lived. you moved out and said you would still be "there" for me and that you had never felt this way about anyone in your life. i saw you three times. you said i was your best friend, yet I wasn't even good enough for a phone call. you asked me to wait for you to "figure it all out". i'm sorry that i could not. you were different and i no longer trusted you. it's pathetic that the day after i told you that you were "free", you "moved on" putting pictures of you and "she's just a friend" on your myspace for me to see. she had already been putting them up on her page which showed me you were with her all along. then she informed me you were getting married and to leave you alone. if that's the way you want it. i do love you and a part of me always will, but i never deserved the treatment i got after you left. and yes, i have said some awful things to you that i cannot take back, but it was what i felt at the time, and still feel. you have abandoned everyone in your life and finally ran where no one knew you to judge you. you can live whatever life you want now. just remember that karma is a bigger bitch than i could ever be. i wish it had never been like this. be happy because i know i will be. Link to post Share on other sites
alwayssme Posted November 26, 2008 Share Posted November 26, 2008 I wish I could say this to YOU instead of here but what can you do? Life doesn't always go as planned. Two weeks I haven't talked to you. Not a phone call, not a text, nothing. I heard some things from a friend the other day. It cut my heart in half, I'm sorry for the hurt I caused you. I spent so much time apologizing to you and I think it actually hurt me more to hurt you, then it actually did you. I cried to you and apologized and truly meant it. Yet when you destroyed me, nothin. Not even a "Hey, how are you?" And I'm so sorry after so long, I think you should know me by now, you should trust me and not believe everything you hear but to my bad luck, you don't trust me. I know I hurt you, I was an idiot sometimes when we were together, I had my own issues and when I look back that girl seems to be a different person. You have no idea how much I hace changed. It's interesting how much a person can grow from going through pain. It hurts that you're not around though. And that you're completely gone. I don't know if you're tlaking to anybody, planning on getting back with her, or if you're just single hanging out with your friends, but I wish we could actually be close friends someday like we used to. I wish you would care enough to call or text or anything. You know what I'm going through. I wish you would confront me about all the lies you hear, but you don't. You don't care enough. It would be easier to believe "I was messed up." even if it's a lie. It's easier to think that way so you can fully forget me, even more than you already have. But just so you know, I'm a great person and although I have made mistakes, they have helped me become who I am. Although it sucks so bad that with as many good qualities I can have right now, deep down I have to be going through this. How can I forget you when I never got an understanding or an explanation? I think at least I deserve that. Karma is a bit** and I'm getting mine, although I never meant to actually hurt anyone, I guess it doesn't matter. As in for you, I don't know what to say. How do you sleep at night knowing all the pain you put me through in these past months? And to top it all of, now you're believing lies about me and telling people about a messed up situation that happened between us. Why couldn't we just have worked things out? You said I would never change...Well I did. I guess it's just too late now huh? Hope to talk to you soon! Link to post Share on other sites
rainflower Posted November 26, 2008 Share Posted November 26, 2008 Wow what a fantastic arena to vent... ring ring.... hello, is that M? this is L, i'm C's partner and have been for the last 2 and a half years. its time you moved on and left us alone. we're very happy together and don't need the likes of u to bring us down with your negativity, selfishness and ur neediness. i've put up with a lot but now its time to let you know exactly what i think of you - you absolute waste of space - why are you still here on this planet breathing the air that you dont deserve. there are millions of beautiful people who are suffering from terminal diseases and deserve to have the life that you have. the life that was handed to you on a plate and that you take for granted coz you're daddy's little girl and he left you buckets of money. so you've surrounded urself with sycophants who lap at your feet coz of that money and coz you've convinced them money buys class. get real! it doesn't and you havent a bit of class in your whole mind/body. how dare you speak about my ethnicity and say that all people from my background are "dirty" may i remind you of where you came from and what they say about you're kind? but u've chosen to forget that coz you think money buys an address and that makes all the difference. look inside yourself one day (tho i doubt u know how) and see the darkness. ur a black spot on the sun, a toxic weed that should be dug out of the garden and thrown on the rubbish heap where you belong. i believe in karma and i hope i'm around to see it when it kicks u up the ass. u've been a blight since day one and i hope someone does exactly that to u or better still that u end up old and alone coz thats what u deserve. hope the money runs out too b((ch. Link to post Share on other sites
UnamedSeven Posted November 26, 2008 Share Posted November 26, 2008 Dear Ex, Its your birthday tomorrow. The day you and your current boyfriend will start going out, officially. Why you insist on being friends, is beyond me. Due to us always constantly fighting, im ending everything on tomorrow, your birthday. Link to post Share on other sites
4by4 Posted November 26, 2008 Share Posted November 26, 2008 Hey XXX I have a lot on my mind yet nowhere to begin. In a way, I feel like we made so many silly mistakes in the past 12 months. The time apart has given me plenty of clarity about where we went wrong and what our relationship meant to me. I definitely miss you still, day and night. Sometimes I get this surreal feeling that my life has changed, it feels emptier, tamer, like it has less of a purpose. But despite the void I am feeling, the worst part is trying to forget the past. Do you remember the good times we had in hawaii, weekends away, birthdays, surprises, the amazing sex and connection we once shared? The coutless times we talked and joked for hours in bed, the 2 hours we spent kissing outside the museum on that rainy day without a care in the world. I feel the pain of not having you in my life, but I can deal with that. It's the memories that will haunt me for a long time to come. Moving on might be easy, but what's left behind is the hardest to forget. I don't blame you at all for moving on with your life. It was clear to me a very long time ago you were becoming disinterested in the relationship. I admit the passion fizzled, the conversations became dry and the time spent together became a burden. If anything, i thank you for persisting for as long as you did, even though I know you must have tried to detach yourself from me long before you told me it was over. I was initally confused why you'd said you loved me and showed no signs of wanting to break up even 2 weekends ago, but I now realize underneath all your love for me the feeling that you needed in order to stay with me was gone. Your love and care for me is more like a friend now, it's hard to simply stop loving that person who is in your life for so many years in the space of a few weeks yet that lvoe is not enoughn to keep us going. I am grateful you have been up front and honest, i thank you for breaking up with me and having the courage to meet me face to face. I appreciate your love for me still but I also realize it's not the same love you once felt. I also do recognise the difference in the way we are headed with our lives. I wish we had met much later in life because I really do see a lot of great qualities in you and I feel we could have been the perfect match if we had a few more years of maturity under our belt. I have made the decision to move on, I thought long and hard about winning you back but I feel like it's a lost cause. I simply can't take the hurt anymore. I won't be replying to your twitter message and will not be contacting you in the future. I need to move on and heal my broken heart. I'll remember what we shared and keep a bit of that memory with me, forever and always. I hope you find what you are looking for, stay happy and make sure that next guy treats you right. Fate is a funny thing. And I do still believe things happen for a reason. You brought so much into my life and regardless of where I am today, i know I'll always be grateful I met you in my life. The experience ahs taught me so much and I will be a different and better person for it. Who knows, maybe we'll be friends again someday, maybe we wont. but here is to moving on.. cheers. Link to post Share on other sites
Gato Posted November 26, 2008 Share Posted November 26, 2008 to the person that wrote to their ex's ex..... i hope you get an std and you really shouldn't brag that he's using you for sex Link to post Share on other sites
skinman Posted November 26, 2008 Share Posted November 26, 2008 Hello D. Its been 2 days since I last wrote to you... Seeing you last night was good.. It was like old times the way we sat there and talked... it could have been any day 2 months ago before all of this happened. I must say you looked great.. I have missed your smile the sound of your voice and how good you smell....It felt relaxing the way you spoke without all the negativity you have shown recently....I have missed our talks and spending time together....I hope you noticed how calm I was still holding out a glimmer of hope that things might work out in the end.... I know it has been hard on us both...I could see the stress on your face and how much all this has affected everyone.....Know in the end I will accept whatever decision you decide on.........I will always you D..... you have been such a big part of my life for the past 15 years that no matter what happens my feelings will never change........... R. Link to post Share on other sites
Surfer Dude Posted November 26, 2008 Share Posted November 26, 2008 note: i was actually about to click send button, but changed my mind the last moment and decided to post it here instead. ----------------------------------- hi ex XD I see you deleted me from your other msn account XD great! remember when you created it nearly 2 years ago, just so that we could talk in peace and private? because we were so happy that we met each other and started our friendship XD you had just returned from malaysia at that time and said how happy you were to talk to me again XD just wanted to let you know i hate you for giving me hope in my life, and then taking it away and destroying it. you gave me the greatest gift ever and then crushed it. i wish i could stop both hating you and loving you at the same time. hopefully time will help me. i'm trying. my family and friends are with me, helping me every day. every night you are in my dreams and i wish you would stop visiting them. because we are having a great time in my dreams. but when i wake up, i realize that it's all gone. it's ok. you gave me the greatest gift i ever got. and then you took it. i'll survive. it's been 3 months since breakup and it's not any easier than the first day of it. i can get girls anytime. they are all cheap and worthless.i feel zero respect for those skanks that wanna sleep with me after 30 mins convo. i saw more in you, i saw a great woman with tons of beautiful qualities that i wanted in my life. ha...... it's all gone.... thank you anyways.... at least i can cherish memories of our times together.......... as you might've noticed, i've been emotional mess lately. i've always been this stable and strong man. but somehow... in the last few months, i've been weaker than a girl. my emotions change a lot. every few minutes, i feel something different. i feel that i've moved on, and then i feel like talking to you. after that i feel like i haven't, so i wanna curse you and insult you and give you back all the pain. after that i think "well it's ok, i was lucky to experience all that". i can't even figure out my own feelings. i tried pretending i was fine for about one month, and you saw what happened. i told you to get lost again. just like the time before. i've become emotionally unstable.... i'm thinking i'll start seeing a therapyst. maybe he can help me with myself till holiday time hopefully... anyways.. enjoy your new life with your new boyfriend(s). i'm sure our love was worth being thrown away for that... i just needed to get this off my chest.. it felt heavy... bye Link to post Share on other sites
Sysyphus28 Posted November 26, 2008 Share Posted November 26, 2008 You have given great advice. You are healing, not weak. You were in love and got the rug yanked out from you. You are human and it is ok to feel human. As long as your not hurting anyone, or stalking, or losing your job, or F-ing up school, your doing ok. Say it out loud, "the holidays are here I have freinds and family who love me, I will be ok" "It is ok that you don't love me anymore" Man-up. It tool me MONTHS To think this way. Seriously. Now I am not going to a thanksgiving dinner so I don't have to see her. I don't want to. Simple as that. I don't want to see her. She can call me again if she wants. But it will fall on deaf ears. Fu** her because she Fu**ed me. NO more mr. nice guy. Link to post Share on other sites
Surfer Dude Posted November 26, 2008 Share Posted November 26, 2008 I despise you for what you've done to me. I hate you, I consider you to be the lowest life form on earth. You don't deserve to be happy, because you use people to get advantage of them and for your own benefits. I sincerely hope your current bf dumps you when you expect it the least. In fact, I hope someone dumps you two days before you get married and shatters all your hopes and dreams, just like you did with mine. F you, dear ex. Link to post Share on other sites
alwayssme Posted November 26, 2008 Share Posted November 26, 2008 how dare you hang out with her on whats supposed to be our anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know cause u dont give a damn anymore!!!!!!!! Why the **** I have to be the one dealing with all the hurt and you checked out so ****ing easily? You said you loved me, you would do anythign for me, Bull**** you never ****ing loved me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And this just shows me. You know it really sucks that i actually was honest and loved you so much. it sucks even more that there is nobody i like at all, so i can ****ing move on from your ass. I feel so angry and hurt and just pray to God for a relief because I know I am not drowning myself in self-pity. I am doing things for myself but no matter what I do, this hole you left in my heart is still there. Damn you!!!!! How could you. You said you would never hurt me. You said you would always be there! Where are you now? I wish I had the strong will to never look at your page again. Matter fact I will push this on myself because I'm sick and tired of seeing how happy you are. I hate how much you hurt meeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! awkhsefgsdifheirufghksjzdnasldhskdfgsdhfgsdkf BYE!!!! Link to post Share on other sites
Sbrizio Posted November 27, 2008 Share Posted November 27, 2008 Hello B*tch so you let me hanging around for weeks saying you had still something to solve with your BF before... only to leave him for the other a***ole. You fuc*ed my head so badly i really believed you... there are not enough words in the dictionary to express how i feel tonight. How much i hate you. U're just a stupid b*tch looking for money. Go find in him the discussions you had with me. Go find with him my understanding. Go find with him my sensitivity. You got a nice car, a large apt, and nothing more. Go to hell. I hate you. U made me feel worthless and used. U used me and you thrashed me. You kept me waiting for you for months and then you ****ed with the 1st worthless wanker with some money in his pocket. You're as deep as a pool of mud on the road. You're an actress. A stupid and immature child. I'll never forgive you. I hate you. I hate you. You destroyed any confidence i had in women. Any hope for a deep understanding. I wish i never met you. Now i know i have to be the smartass if i don't want to be a dumbass. Thanks for making me a worser man. I'll pay you back someday. Link to post Share on other sites
EmperorR Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 hey how your doing Thanks for continuing to crush me every day, ive never been so crushed humilated, embarassed, felt like a piece of dirt in my life, I guess you got kicks out of destroying me. All the lies everything, every day I think of everything you told me, all lies. Member when we ended up buying the exact same card for each other and we were so happy like we were such a perfect amtch, and you threw it away. If I hate you that means you still have my emotions but I will not allow you to. One day you will remember everything and it will crush you like bricks but I wont be there. Link to post Share on other sites
Surfer Dude Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 Hey ex Wanted to let you know I've decided to start letting go of all the hate that currently inhabits my heart. There is no point in hating you or myself for all the things that happened. I really want to forgive you, it's the only way for me to start feeling healthy and sane again. I know you will never forgive me, because I know you like to hold grudges. But I forgive you. You stabbed me in the heart, destroyed my trust in people and women, destroyed our chance for a happy future. But it's ok, this has been a learning and growing experience for me. I really sincerely hope you will become a better person someday. I don't ever want to talk to you again because there would be too many hurt feelings once again. But I wish for your happiness though. I forgive you but I hope our paths will never cross. I know you're doing fine. You always are. You're like a cat, nothing could ever surprise you Please become a better person.. for the man who will fall in love with you someday, as seriously as I did once. Bye Link to post Share on other sites
4by4 Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 Ex, Call it anger or whatever, you are a bi**h for checking out in our relationship and planning so meticulously in dumping me without hurting your own feelings. You were a scared little cat to leave me because you were afraid of feelign alone and hurt. perhaps even worried that I would find someone else better. Well you know what, I know I deserve better, so much better. I can see right through you now that you are weak, incompetent and will always struggle to get anywhere in life. I never took credit for helping you out but you know as well as I do you would NOT be the person you are today without me. I'd hate to be egotistic but who helped you find a job, build a career, take you around the world and see different places and experience different things? Who helped you start your business and help you rebuild your self confidence? Who gave you the emotional support thruogh your ups and downs and was there to lend a shoulder for you to cry on when your work issues took a strain on you? I'm so glad you dumped me because I probably would have settled for our relationship, which to me was already died a year earlier. I can't believe I was so blind and not noticed we were so incompatible. My gosh, I was so ignorant for thinkign you were my everything and I had to have you in my life. I've seirously wasted the last 18 months with you and I am so glad I don't eve r have to associated myself with you again. Take you problems elsewhere woman, and let the next poor guy deal with your incompetence and foolishness. Goodbye. Link to post Share on other sites
EmperorR Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 Hey remember when you used to judge girls and be like wow their a slut and think you were so high class. Well your a slut only a slut cheats with a guy she just met. B$tch Link to post Share on other sites
LittleDove Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 Oi Dhead! The years I spent helping your fricking career....opening houses, talking to your clients...and now im selling my unit and need your advise.. but i cant ask you for anything as rational as just a little advise!!???WTF. You cant talk because you are too emotional??? just drop it! I DO NOT WANT YOU BACK. stop playing games fool.ITS OVER. So I hung up on you...why are you STILL carrying on? raw my azz...I dont need your bs anymore. simple business talk. you know my agent, you know my unit, you know what its worth, you know the password to a site and i NEED it, and you owe me that much. All I want to know is how much does an add on re.com cost!!!! and whats your pasword I used to have to check recent sales???? my god, all the time I spent helping your useless career...but NO ego has to cry on the phone again..."i cant do this" wtf? your the one LIVING with some idiot woman whos supporting your sorry azz...and YOU cant cope?? hang on....... you were a crappy Re agent..... why do I need your opinion?? yes you are manipulative and cunning, and that might help a bit, but is it worth boosting YOUR ego for a little knowledge ??? sucks that i was there all the way, from the start, helping you, and now im selling and im alone?? i guess its time i prove im smarter and dont need you at all. i have roadside assistance to change tyres for me, and will get a great agent to work for me.you make me sick fool. maybe I want you to know you missed out.... im buying a house, and you can watch and weep, because id NEVER let your sorry azz in my front door. you are probably feeling like a looser about now... and im excited to be buying my first house!! im choosing where and what im buying...and no i dont want your opinion on that thanks!! shallow al. maybe you think I chose to move back to your home state because of you??? no...when i was there with you, i never wanted to live there, id even go 'home' to NSW to register my car... NOW we are apart, i miss the warmer weather, and the beaches, and relaxed vibe of qld...it became my home...when i left you, i left YOU not qld...it became my home these last 3 years.. i have no real reason to be here, you know that when my granfather died, so did my love of sydney, or any need to be here. I came home to heal after id lost our baby and left you arrogant pig headed ratbag leaving me alone in hospital...i will NEVER forgive you for that, ever. qld is a big enough place i can safley say we wont likely bump into eachother..ever. infact now ive just realised, you will look up my address on the RE search data site. crap. you had better leave me alone forever!!! DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT COMING BACK TO GROVEL!!! well grovel if you want....but i no longer care. dont come back in a year when im happy and just moved into my new home...just DONT. I fear that if im feeling lonley id let you in the door. if you ever show up i will do what you would do, you coward, i will call the police. i cant deal with you ever again. i might take a bat to your dumbazz head. Now i know you are a very shallow man, a player with an ego to feed, i know i can do better, find genuine love without the games and tactics you played. I have to stay strong. Stay stronger than you. we both know i outsmarted you twice recently-you cant even lie to me anymore! i see through you now, right through...haha. So heartless soul, I guess i dont want your advise or RE knowledge. I will find an agent who actually SELLS each month to do a great job for me. I cant trust you with my emotions, so why would I trust you with my greatest asset?? HMMMM yeah, NO...sucks to be you. Link to post Share on other sites
LittleDove Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 now THIS is good. that felt GOOD. I will be writing here often. He doesnt deserve an email!! whooohooo for LS. aka LifeSaver. Link to post Share on other sites
Sysyphus28 Posted November 28, 2008 Share Posted November 28, 2008 I had a great thanksgiving day. I was with people who were really nice, not my family, but still, it was a good feeling. I didn't spend it with you, even though I know how much you love holidays. If you want to share the holiday with someone you can call your new support system. You can call your "new man". Who has been your best friend and groupie your whole life. It is kind of sad how I fell for you so hard. It must have been for selfish reasons because you didn't give me anything but grief. You bitched about money, cleaning the house, being tired from work, and all sorts of other domestic garbage. You were 20! and you acted like you were 76. I was 27 and I should have known better. It was stupid for me to think the age difference wouldn't catch up to us and that we would work out. How can I expect any more from such a childish girl. I am mad at myself for trusting you with my heart. I should have known you would "wake up" and realize you didn't actually have to work and you could live off your MOM's Credit card and your inheritance. Even though you have acted disgracefully, I can only blame myself for not seeing this coming. What was I thinking. Now I am trying to ween myself off the addiction of caring about some young-a** girl. Lesson learned. Link to post Share on other sites
Crazy.S Posted November 29, 2008 Share Posted November 29, 2008 I miss you and that is all I know. I dont know how I feel about you anymore. I am still confused. Your birthday is coming up soon and I am not sure if I should wish you a "hbd" or not. I can't believe its been 10 months since I heard you said you loved me. And it's been 6 months since I've last seen you. Time has passed by, yet I am still somewhat stuck in time. The pain def hurts less, but the memories are still strong. I don't have anything else to say. Link to post Share on other sites
LittleDove Posted November 29, 2008 Share Posted November 29, 2008 Oi suckie- did you know you have killed me on the inside. why the hell did you have to lie so much. we could have been friends, we could have worked it all out. I know i hooked up with someone right away, but i ended it i was ready to come back to you.... how sick am i? why would i allow you back into my world?? to not be alone? so i know theres someone there?? but you werent there, i was alone with you anyway is my own company that bad? i think not.. why do i get so torn up, believing you are the only one who would love me- when i doubt your love was sincere anyway. why do i have an urge to speak to you, when all youve done is hurt me? soon its xmas, and that spells another massive thing im going to miss. the kids at xmas, made it all worthwhile. your kids. out of my life now. im going to get seriously drunk this xmas funny enough i will be near you....knowing your with that wench and her kids, making happy family together. i wouldnt put up with your crap anymore...twisted and immature attitudes, the negative vibes you gave off were toxic, and im actually so much better now...like REALLY better, off valiums. I used to take them everyday to deal with your abuse. Now I dont take any, and my doctor thinks its a massive thing ive done..and she also says im not allowed to see you again. that you have no heart no soul, and are sick- ive described your actions at my appointments each week. a sociopath, is what she calls you, with multiple personality disorders. a manipulative game player, an abusive freak. Kind of like my mother...we see a pattern forming here. Funny how its easier for me to not speak to her...?? I wont take her bs, so shes not part of my life, why isnt it so cut and dry with you? whats that all about?? actually it IS that simple...that simple. You are a toxic abusive retard, someone i cant allow in my life. so how come i still miss you? how come your in my thoughts, even on a beautiful sunny day? because you got over me too fast. you say you love me but your actions scream differently. when will i forget you? im so excited about my new house! im making an offer on Monday. I would love your help on this one...not because i like you, but because you owe me...infact you will owe me forever. hmmmm i guess my best choice is to just quietly get my life in order, forget you and keep doing what im doing, and things will work out just fine. I dont NEED your help, it just feels stupid that we cant even talk about this one. I know you could help me. But your not my man anymore. i hate you. hows this working out for me?? awful. but i never would have bought a house while with you...this is proof i never trusted you. no wonder you get depressed when i write!! makes me feel SO much better. fye buckie. Link to post Share on other sites
Sbrizio Posted November 29, 2008 Share Posted November 29, 2008 I still have moments of intense pain when i think at you f*cking with your new bf. Thanks for these as well. They make even more bitter the memories of the (few) good times we had together. What an a**hole i've been. Link to post Share on other sites
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