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[xxSRMxx]

U made me feel like crap last night M, When i sat next to u and u bolted up away from me. Wen u bought everybody round the table a drink except me I just thought u *******. whyd u do it for? I deleted u off my facebook today, deleted ur number out my fone too, ive decided to break ties with u. Your not gonna give me what I want or need.

 

Your pros?

Your gorgeous, Good lover, good job, nice family, U make me laugh, u make (did make) me feel special.

 

Your cons?

Your a womanizer, your annoyingly hyperactive at times, u cant dance, Your immature, your shorter than me when im in high heels, some of my friends hate u, your an attention seeker, U lie, U probably have given me an STD, your bed isnt very comfortable either.

 

But i still love u more than anything.

[bluewolf17]

Tony,

 

I won't say you ruined my birthday, but I do think your a total @!#hole. Really? Not even a text message? Glad I meant so much to you. I think it's just fantastic how quickly you got over our relationship.

 

Is it not enough, that you ended up with the upperhand? Yes, I do want you back. Yes, I messed up. But now I am thinking, I broke up with you. For about two days. You warned me, you said I would regret it. You said you wanted me, you cried and said not to go. But I did, because I was mad. And I came back to you, two days later, almost on my knees, crying, and telling you that your were right. I made a mistake, I wanted you back, and I was sorry.

 

And you went from a guy who acted like his world was crashing, to almost stone faced. You didn't want me back, you no longer love me, we are in diffrent places, and you don't want to try. Now I know, I messed up big time. And I spent now almost 3 months trying to make you see that, but really? 2 days and you were done for sure. Almost makes me beleive that you were just waiting for me to dump you. That it was a releif. Actually, the more I think about it, the more I think I am right. You wanted me to dump you. That's why you had been such a jerk recently.

 

Well fine, you got what you wanted. Thanks for the birthday wishes, stranger.

[lost_one_01]

I realize now you do not miss me or ever cared. You turned this all on me, you will never admit you did anything wrong. You strung me along for over a year, saying you loved me..missed me when you truly did not. Was it fun doing that?? Toying with a persons heart and mind like that...I could never be that cruel and heartless when someones feelings are involved. Wish you could teach me to be that cold. Having fun with your new guy?? Wonder when you will do same thing to him..no way you could change yourself in a month. You may believe you have but I have no doubt you will revert to your old self. I can only hope one day you will feel the same pain and hurt you made me feel. Then you will see what it is like when you love some one with all your heart and soul just crush it and not think twice about it...just like you. I can only pray that you will have to answer to all your lies and deceit one day. I did not deserve this from you...I do not know how you can look at yourself in mirror and like what is staring back.

[LadyV]

Today, I don't really miss you. It has been over 2 weeks since I have heard from you, and to be honest, I am not upset about it like I was when the NC first started.

 

I've been searching...searching to fill this void within me, and I have found what it is that I need....My only wish would be if only you could know the happiness that you too can be found not with another woman, but in something far greater....God himself....

 

I pray for you, still...I pray for God to get me through this, as well as for God to somehow reach you....That is all I can do...

[wanda_t]

i really want you to be here now. if only you knew what yesterday did to me...it completely changed something in me. but i also realized that i have changed.

the one thing that will never change is that i want to be near you.

i miss your smell.

and still this is too much for me to tell you, you wouldn't understand it right. it'd be too much. i'd ruin everything with this.

[Nedved]

I wish you'd just go away and leave me alone. your a selfish girl who only ever looks after number one. its all me me me with you. you only wanna be friends so i can help you with your problems. i was always there for you and you took me for granted. i was the only one who listened. you've become cold and arrogant. I've never seen a person change so much.i would'nt want a friend like you. what have you got to offer me? you'd meet somebody else and drop me in an instant. please just stop contacting me as i d'ont wanna talk to you. I d'ont trust you and your a liar. you broke up with me remember? you d'ont love me anymore? your feelings are gone. Why should i reply to your messages? your on your own now and you can deal with your problems without me. I'm gonna move on with my life so ask one of your so called male 'friends' to help you and leave me alone.You've caused enough hurt.

[fabulous_chk]

I still you.

 

I still you.

 

I still you.

 

 

I say goodbye to you everyday - from the moment I wake up to the second I fall asleep.

 

Goodbye my love.

 

Goodbye.

[BW007]

I took a long time before I let myself start to love you but when I did you had me forever.We lasted a long time and most of the time we never fought much and were really good for each other.

I miss you a lot, it has been two months of dead silence and dead love. It is too bad that you don't love me anymore and decided it was ok to treat me like crap. My love was for real and it is not easily killed, I wish I still had your love. It sucks that we blew it. It sucks that you turned into a cheater and liar. Whatever, I do know your good side too. I miss you loving me.

[bluewolf17]

Tony,

 

It's day 5 of NC, and I wonder if you have even noticed. Appearently you didn't notice by birthday on Sunday, so I don't expect much from you. I just had a feeling, today would be a bad day. I have been alright, but for some reason, I am just down. I just want to know what you are doing. If you are seeing someone new. If you miss me at all.

 

I no longer check my phone all the time. I know there won't be anything from you. I just wonder, was our last coversation, the last? I feel bad that it wasn't a good one. I was mad. I felt like you had been stringing me along. I had to confront you, and I was right. You were strining me along. You had no intentions of gettning back together with me. So I apoligize for not wanting to talk about it more. I apoligize for the snotty text message. It's not that I don't care, its that I couldn't take one more conversation, where you tell me you don't want me. It ripped me apart..and you when I confronted you, you said what I needed to hear to let it go. You don't want me.

 

I just wonder if I will ever hear from you again. And when can I start dating someone else. I could, right now if I wanted to. I have to guys that would pounce at that chance. But somthing in me says WAIT. What if you come sniffing around in a week or two, and I have rebounded. What kind of impression would that make? On the other hand...you probably have another girl..and even if you don't..your not coming back.

 

I miss you so much. I wish I could have a do-over.

[Nikki Sahagin]

I'm feeling like every day is a test of my patience, my resolve and my will-power. Initially it was easy because the anger kept me going. Now the anger has faded somewhat, and I simply became sad....very, very, very sad.

 

It seems there is always something new to deal with.

 

Recently i've just been thinking about your body, your face, your kisses, your eyes, how I used to open my eyes to watch us kiss sometimes, watch your mouth. Its like a kind of torture...this physical suffering. I know how Eve felt in the garden of Eden. The temptation to call you up and say 'lets hook up' is almost overwhelming. Its so obsessive and so dangerous.

 

Don't get me wrong - the heartbreak is the hardest part of this. But the lusting after you too? Lusting after someone that hurt me? That made me cry? That makes me angry? God WHY are my body, heart and mind ALL in opposition. Its hard to pull yourself together and move on when both my heart and body want you....my mind too is all tied up with memories of you...but still the strong resolve just says 'NO' - like a no-fun parent dragging me away from everything I want, depriving me of everything I want, because its best for me.

 

I feel like a drug addict trying to get over heroin at the moment. Like you put colour in life. Have you ever been this obsessed with me? I think we both were once. Its so intense what we had. But are you over it now? Just leaving me to suffer like this? How do you break an addiction to a human being? The physical, mental, emotional and spiritual connection?

 

What sucks most of all - I don't WANT another man, another mans body or conversations or mind or heart - they all bore or repulse me. Its only YOU that I want....like being hungry but only wanting one kind of food. I hope I can get through this

[brokenglass]

I hope you guys are having fun on vacation...I really want to know whats going on and if you guys are having fun, but I don't want to bother or annoy you.

 

I keep getting caught up in wanting to know whats going on and not wanting to know at the same time. I want to know because I wanted to be there with you guys, I want to know because my son is there and because you're there. I don't want to know for almost all the same reasons.

 

But I really hope you're having a wonderful time and you're happy.

 

In other news, I see you've latched onto a new Xbox Live boyfriend. I know its petty, but thats how you play the game. You replaced some Uno buddy with your mother as your #1 spot on MySpace. lol Real classy.

 

As long as you think what you're doing affects my day, that makes me smile. I could care two ****s what you do as long as you protect my son from your bull****.

 

I really hate being angry at you, but the more I think about it, the more I realize that you stopped loving me a very long time ago and its time I get over this ****.

 

I feel like **** is getting ready to hit the fan, but I'll leave that up to you. In the meantime, I am doing just fine without you.

[BW007]

Where the hell are you? God this still sucks without you. I am sick of feeling bad. I wish I could change things back to good. I can't tell you and I won't break NC and degrade myself but I love you still and I would forgive you. But back on this crap planet earth reality strikes and it is just a big boatload of pain and rejection and dishonesty from you. Where did the good stuff go?

 

That is the secret truth, I miss you and would forgive you. You don't care about me anymore or you would be with me. I got it. Understood. I would change that if I had the power to.

[fabulous_chk]

Oh hi ex! i miss you and the freaky sex but omg you are so immature and irresponsible. I met a doctor your age and he was hot as hell. I have his number :love: And you? You still live with your mom. LOL!!!!

 

i just feel like dissing you tonight ex. i am quite tired of thinking about your good qualities so I'm exploring the bad ones.

 

12 days of NC and I feel quite accomplished! I have a feeling that I will be over you quite soon. It took me 4 months to get over the other ex. With you, less than that.

[Gottabestrong]

Hey baby,

not that I think you want to know or care, but I am still thinking about you all the time. I know you don't care for me that much, if at all, and all you want is to be happy with your wife again. Well, I hope you guys work out and the seperation will turn out to be the thing that saved your marriage. Just sucks that you had to meet me and make me fall in love with you before you realized what you had in your wife.

 

Wish you had told me from the start that you were hoping to get back together with your wife and not content to get a divorce. I probably still would have fallen for you, but I would have been able to make the choice to walk away much sooner. Like a few days after I met you. Anyway, I guess it is weird for me to root for the home-team, but I really hope you guys make it work and will raise your kids with love and happiness.

 

Just don't completely forget about me, it is not my fault you came along while you were still married. I only ever gave you my love and honesty, you decided to go back to your wife, but that doesn't make me the bad guy. I understand that you don't want to tell her about me and we therefore can't stay in touch, but I wish you would not make me feel like I was the other woman. I never knew that's what I was and I don't want to feel that way. If anything you duped me and lied to me and I should be mad at you. I don't understand why instead of being mad I am still in love with you.

 

Anyway, just wanted to let you know I am wishing you the best and am still thinking about you and missing you. You were the best kisser I ever had. I will always remember how great it felt to be hugged and kissed by you. I felt so protected and happy, something I don't remember feeling even as a child.

[Loving Too Much]

I don't need you. I never have. I WANTED you to be part of my life. I forgive you. I know you read this site. I forgive YOU. I will let you know however.....I am not sad anymore. You have shown me your true colors. I did nothing wrong......I am a man. I am a good, strong and solid man. One day, I hope for your sake you will see how AWESOME it is to have someone who loves unconditionally. Take care.

[lost_one_01]

It has been nearly 7 weeks since we last talked. It seems longer than that then the pain comes back and it seems like it was just yesterday. I wonder is you realize how much I loved you and still do. Even after all the hurt you caused me I do wish deep down inside we were still together. You have your new guy so I doubt you even think of me at all. Maybe one day you will see how great it was but I like to think by then you will just be a faded memory to me. After all this time I wonder if I will ever fully get over you. I wish I could turn all this off like a switch, emotions are so hard to handle for me right now. I love you Ms. Brat:(

[gypsi]

Hi angel

 

Happy one year anniversary i miss you more than you will ever know, thought i was doing fine but all the feelings came rushing back today and i am back to square one of emotional turmoil. I wonder if you are even thinking of me today?? Saw a pic of you and you are looking more beautiful than ever and i cant even touch you.

[Intricategirl]

Dear, R

 

Thank you for coming over last night and chatting the night before that. I know it was late, and you didn't have to. I also know it was REALLY hard for you to talk about what we did. I appreciate your trust. And then, last night, it meant a lot that you could share that about your mom without more than a passing worry that I would not allow the kids to see her. And I know that the passing worry was simply because of the situation, and not because of me.

 

Thanks for bringing the CD. Thanks for agreeing that seeing a counselor would be a good thing for you. Sure, I wish it had happened years ago, but that's done and gone. No reset button, right? And yeah, I'm still upset about the whole circumstances of everything. It hurt, ya know? But as that great font of wisdom, Courtney Love, once said, "Someday you will ache like I ache." I won't be there to pick up the pieces, but once you get them picked up, give me a call and I'll help you figure out where they all go. That's not an offer to get back together, although I admit that sometimes I still wish we could. But it's an offer to help you through a broken heart.

 

I miss you, and I thank you.

[xxSRMxx]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FIDPk3cjDls&feature=PlayList&p=ED1171F7D35ADBB8&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=6

 

Watch all of this scene! Keep the faith and stay NC! x

[LadyV]

You make me want to vomit today!!! Blah. I think I'm angry with you, but why??? I should be angry with myself because I'm wasting time being angry with you.....

 

I am so glad that you are out of my life. It is day 17 NC!!!! Blocking your number and your email was the best thing I did....

 

I refuse to feel rejected. You lost a good thing! I hope you are happy with your new girl...after all, she has what, 3 kids? You couldn't even deal with my 2???? How in the hell are you going to handle that??? Let me guess? You will only go so far until you bolt?? Poor girl!!!! I hope she knows what she is in for...You haven't changed...you are still the scared, coward who can't committ!!! I hope she knows what she is in for!

[Joyvke]

Hey M

 

Soooo, here we are again. You're not really an ex, and it's not that you're out of my life at all. In fact you came back last month. Your "relation" with the girl that disliked me, who told me to leave you alone, wasn't going very well. Personal issues after 2 months of dating.

 

You came back in a way, knowing that if she would find out she would immediately dump your ass. Why? Is this relation worth risking by befriending me again? We kept talking for a while, and I told you that you should ask what is going on between the two of you. About a month after we talked she told you she didn't felt the same anymore (aka she found someone else again, but she doesn't have the guts to tell you, but I can feel that's the case).

 

So here I am, like all the other times, trying to cheer you up, feeling sad myself again. I don't want to be bitter towards you, I really don't. However, how can you be so blind.

 

Things happen for a reason, what's the reason you came back when your relation wasn't going very well. Knowing very well that if she would have found out she would have ditched you giving that as a reason?

 

Am I still liking you more then I actually think? I felt good when you were gone, in a way I'm happy you're back, but on the other hand I wish you never would have come back.

 

Don't know what to do anymore.

[fabulous_chk]

i miss you in the morning, ex. especially just before i wake up. i dreamt about you again - after not seeing you in my dreams for a long time. you were cuddling me.

 

 

sigh....i need to get over you since you got over me already.

[Nikki Sahagin]

I don't really like the person that you are now...so a lot of the time I don't really want to be with you. I certainly don't want to contact you. My anxiety is sometimes more about the fact that you WILL rather than that you WONT contact me.

 

I was speaking to a guy last night, who broke up with his girlfriend of 2 years, and he said at first he broke up with her for her sake (this is what he told her). As time passed he admitted he never even loved her - not in the entire relationship. And it got me thinking - can you ever trust what a person says? They say they love you. They say forever. They say they miss you. What does it REALLY mean? I think if you love someone, you want to be with them no matter what. People go through the most misery, the most devestation, the most c*** because they LOVE the person. They put up with things that upset them, make them angry, make them feel stifled, make them feel disapointed; they put up with hectic shedules, children, a lack of sex....and much more besides, because they LOVE the person.

 

I guess you can say you love me, care about etc....but when it comes down to it, you just don't love or care about me enough.

[LadyV]

XBF,

18 days NC....and in those 18 days, you have managed to jump into another relationship, and sleep with someone else already. Wow. Makes me think that everything we shared; how you would constantly confess your love for me, how you hope for a future for us, how I made you feel like anything was possible was all just a lie....Yes, a big fat lie. You said you couldn't give yourself to me fully untill you figured stuff out in your head, so why not just go off and be with someone else??

 

I am so much better than this...I just need to start believe it as well as following through and not fall for commitment phobes....

[Soul Bear]

Im starting to hate you again.

I dont know why you cant reciprocate and be nice. I bent over backwards for you recently and gone all out. But all you can do is be a cold, heartless, off, distant and a stubborn cow towards me.

Karma has a way of dealing with things like this tho

I still love you, but your attitude and rudeness towards me has made me feel so mad today. I was doing OK yesterday, until I woke up.

 

Lady V has it right too. Your just a liar. ARRRRGGG!!!!!