Guest Posted May 3, 2007 Share Posted May 3, 2007 If only i could go back to 2 months ago... It all started with an arguement, me and my ex-fiancee were together for 2 years, we have a 14 month old daughter, and we were set to be married next year, and we have always had our ups and downs... One day we got into a huge fight and we broke up... We have split up once or twice for a day or two, and we would then usually talk and fix things. But this time was different. She went to start living with her friend... and thats when most of the trouble started... So after about a week of not talking to her, i started to get worried... I went over to were she was staying, and we started talking and got into another fight, and thats when i made the biggest mistake of my life... The whole arguement was stupid but it was a big deal too. I had just graduated from a tech school and now owed 6000.00 for tuition, and she ran up my cell phone bill to $1000.00... She also called me her exes name which really pissed me off... We argued about both of these things then i did the stupidest thing ever... the weight of it all just came down on me at once, she said it was over for good, and she was stickin me wit that phone bill cuz she couldnt afford it... Then thats when it happend. I got so mad than i didnt even realise what i was doing, and i slapped her once... I felt so bad i almost puked, because thats not me ive never hit a girl... and i just walked away and ran out the house... I sent her like a 15 minute msg on the phone and said id never bother her again and just about how sorry i was, and then that was it. about 2 weeks went bu and she called, she said she wanted to talk so i did. We then a few days later got back together... But then it got weird again. The next day She broke up with me saying she was still scared and needed more time. Ok whatever, i was hurt as hell but i left. 2 more weeks go by.. She does the exact same thing. one day we together, next day no more.... at this point my heads a mess, and i just leave again 2 more weeks go by and she goes away with my mother for the weekend. When she comes back she starts wanting to talk again. At this point i felt different. I didnt wanna talk and ignored her for a few days... o I finally gave in yesterday and started talkin to her. This time was different, she didnt cold shoulder me, she wanted to be around me, it was like everything was better again... But heres my problem Where she lives theres alot of random guys coming in and out all day and staying there. And what i also have come to find out is that she not only has a picture with her laying on some dude, she and her friend and her friends boyfriend/friend with benefits or whatever slept in the same bed together, and i heard she did stuff with someone. Finding this out today i did the only thing i could think of... i let her go for the final time... Its now over for good, and it hurts like a mothaf***a... I just need advice as to how can i get over this, and if im making a big mistake.... plz help... plz.... Link to post Share on other sites
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