kepners Posted May 3, 2007 Share Posted May 3, 2007 ok, i am head over heals for my ex.. jess. i cant help it.i havent ever connected with another woman like i have with her. ok, to cut the bull****, i have been frightened of telling jess how i feel... i guess the same reason everyone is... i honestly think i have lost her to another man in the last few weeks... this is my own failing... but i have now to get the courage of the LION to tell her my own feelings about her. i know what shes going to say but if it ends it, then it ends it. i mean i cant live like this, as nice as it is when and now she has met another man how will i feel... utterly GUTTED... because this woman is the second most important behind my mum. but... if she doesnt have the same feelings for me as i do for her, i have to get her out of my system, but i have to tell her how i feel. i dont care about the other man thoughts and feelings... i only care about telling jess! i hope to tell her this evening, or at least over the weekend. fingers crossed... but i dont hold my faith in this, because shes off home for the weekend. i am pretty nervous when i am think about this, but i want to tell her how i feel and what she means to me as a person. i hate rejection, but its a part of life! and its something i never wanted to face again from her... but i cant help being drawn to her, and wanting her all. she so amazing and funny and kind... eiether way if shes got someone i have to know about it and move on. and i guess me telling her how i feel will enable me. good idea or not? i really am nervous!! Link to post Share on other sites
New Hope Posted May 3, 2007 Share Posted May 3, 2007 50 percent is trying the other 50 percent is succeed, you have everything to gain with nothing to lose...Just put your cards on the table, to end these games...if she doesnt feel the same way, just act cool and move on that way u wont keep breaking ur head..and if u dont succed go into no contact....so u can heal...Best of luck mate... Link to post Share on other sites
Lizzie60 Posted May 3, 2007 Share Posted May 3, 2007 Tell her how you feel... don't be greedy on the compliments, women loves compliments. You got nothing to lose and every thing to gain ... HER... Good luck, let us know how it went. Link to post Share on other sites
Author kepners Posted May 5, 2007 Author Share Posted May 5, 2007 the update, shes blocked and deleted me. thats the end result, how or why it happened i dont know. i have lots of details about what the things that happened... i am not sure anyones even interested. all i know is shes gone... and i dont at all feel better for it, infact i feel worse for it! and i cant stop thinking about her and i want to man cry... matthew Link to post Share on other sites
funkify Posted May 6, 2007 Share Posted May 6, 2007 I'm so sorry to hear things didn't work out Share with us your story Link to post Share on other sites
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