Is it possible?

[NothingMan85]

[COLOR=black]I'm kinda young (22) so i know i'll probably get a lot of- You have plenty of time- and other such responses. So, any other real advice would be great.[/COLOR]

 

[COLOR=black]I met this girl, Jess, when I was a senior in HS and she was a Sophmore. We dated for about 6 months and when it was time for me to go to college we took a break. We still had feelings for each other but at this point we felt like we were young and needed to experience our own things. We tried to talk everyonce in a while just to keep in touch, but this soon became to difficult for her and she refused to talk to me. We reconciled half way through my Freshman year and about a month later I flipped on her b/c I couldnt deal with just being friends. [/COLOR]

 

[COLOR=black]After that we went about a year and a half with no contact. I was over her and dating another girl, Megan, from school. When i went home for the summer I saw Jess at a party and we just said "hi" and that was pretty much it. Later that night I was talking to her friend and found out she was working at the same place I had worked for the past 3 summers. I really suspected she decided to work there b/c I was. (There are plenty of other places to work that pay better then this place) Anyways we ended up getting paired together and started flirting heavily and fell into our old ways. I started to have feelings for her again and they only got stronger. Even other people commented on the sexual tension between us. [/COLOR]

 

[COLOR=black]The only problem was that I had new G/f from school and felt i needed to give it a fair shot. In the back of my mind I knew the relationship with Megan whould never work, but for some reason I didnt want to admit it. So, I missed my opportunity to let her know I still wanted her back. [/COLOR]

 

[COLOR=black]About a month into my JR year i broke up with Megan and was kicking myself for not making a move on Jess and not realizing that Megan was the wrong girl. I did not see Jess again until the following summer and again it was at a party. This time we talked and flirted for about 45 mintues. When we looked around the party had died down and were pretty much the only ones still there. Again, people commented on the sexual tension and all my friends thought we were going to get together again. I had heard she was seeing someone from school and didnt make a move b/c I didnt want to be that guy.[/COLOR]

 

[COLOR=black]Thinking back on it, I feel like she was testing me, To see if I still liked her. She never mentioned her b/f and from what others told me they werent that serious. I missed another opportunity b/c I was stupid and since then she has probably given up on me. [/COLOR]

 

[COLOR=black]A year later, I have just graduated from college, I still think about her, am still single, and have seen her a few times this summer and it kills me b/c I like her so much. She is now seriously dating this guy and I feel like I need to say something or she will get to far into this relationship without her knowing I am still an option. [/COLOR]

 

[COLOR=black]She is my "What If Girl?" I just want her to know that I am still an option and give her the choice. If she choses this other guy, at least I gave it a shot.[/COLOR]

 

[COLOR=black]Any advice on this would be great. I am just not sure what to do.[/COLOR]