Confused and need advice bad before my heart brakes

[almost over]

my boyfriend of six months and I recently had a one week break peroid over a rumor that was spread around my town about me sleeping with his best friend of course It wasn't true but how was he to know that??

 

Last night I saw him again after our one week seperation and we talked and decied we should stay together

 

I'm not so sure If I want it to work though heres what happened and Why I feel this way

 

The other night I had no I dea he was in the same store as me I was looking to buy some cds then All the sudden these two very familair hands whith a familar touch were wrapped around me I turned around and glory be It was my Boy Friend he said he thought about and he trusts me and loves me and doesn't want to lose me and that it was stupid of him to believe a rumor over his own true love

 

A few minutes earlier I was thinking about him and I paged him

 

I was going to tell him it was over

 

After he said what he said to me I just melted and couldn't say anything so I just laid a long kiss on him

 

he goes"I'm guessing this means were a couple again" not knowing what to say I said of course '

 

we only see eachother once a month do to the two hour distance between us school and work

 

I love him and trust him I guess but in my gut I still hav a nagging nerve(like most women) that I can't trust him this is why I don't trust my self with him he makes me melt everytime he even smiles

 

and that drives me nuts cause when that happens I'm at a total loss of words and have no control over what happens

 

I know my prob. is very confusing

 

If anyone has any comments or thoughts please don't heasitate to tell me them

 

I'll take anything anyone can giv me

 

thanx!!

 

Cass

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Cass,

 

You need to focus on the fact that you feel that you can't trust him. There is a reason for that. There is no relationship worth having if it can't be based on trust. It is very difficult to have a relationship over a long distance especially if you can't trust him. In true love, you may have your doubts, but you will trust the person completely. I think that you know that this person isn't right for you. There are so many fish in the sea. I haven't found MR. right either, but I won't settle for anything less than the best for me. You need to do the same. There are so many guys out there who can make you melt with their looks and sweet talk. We need to put up a front and look at what else they have to offer us and what they are really all about. Reevaluate your guy and see if he is really offering you all you dreamed of in someone.

 

Good Luck.

 

C

my boyfriend of six months and I recently had a one week break peroid over a rumor that was spread around my town about me sleeping with his best friend of course It wasn't true but how was he to know that?? Last night I saw him again after our one week seperation and we talked and decied we should stay together I'm not so sure If I want it to work though heres what happened and Why I feel this way The other night I had no I dea he was in the same store as me I was looking to buy some cds then All the sudden these two very familair hands whith a familar touch were wrapped around me I turned around and glory be It was my Boy Friend he said he thought about and he trusts me and loves me and doesn't want to lose me and that it was stupid of him to believe a rumor over his own true love A few minutes earlier I was thinking about him and I paged him I was going to tell him it was over After he said what he said to me I just melted and couldn't say anything so I just laid a long kiss on him he goes"I'm guessing this means were a couple again" not knowing what to say I said of course ' we only see eachother once a month do to the two hour distance between us school and work

 

I love him and trust him I guess but in my gut I still hav a nagging nerve(like most women) that I can't trust him this is why I don't trust my self with him he makes me melt everytime he even smiles and that drives me nuts cause when that happens I'm at a total loss of words and have no control over what happens I know my prob. is very confusing If anyone has any comments or thoughts please don't heasitate to tell me them I'll take anything anyone can giv me thanx!! Cass