How to react to exs texts

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I returned from another vacation and some how I kind of feel worse. When I left, I was doing great, I felt like life would easily move on. But this weekend kind of changed things. I realized that I really do love my ex, and I really do miss everything about her, even after all the crap she's put me through the past 2 months.

 

On Sunday, the 2nd day at the beach (3rd day from home), I sent her a text. I know I shouldn't have but I did. I just asked how her party went the night before. I hardly had any cell service, which I didn't realize at the time. So I sent the text and went out and had fun. I left my phone in the house and didn't check it until midnight or so. Still no text. But I walked 3 ft and wham, my phone blows up with 2 texts. The first from her sayin "it was fun, how is you?" Since I didn't have any service and didn't reply, she sent a 2nd text saying ok,well i hope you're doing well.

 

I didn't reply until the next day, I say I'm fine and I ask how she's doing and I tell her that I have no cell service. I also ask is she's still going to our friends labor day party. She replies 15 mins later telling me that she has school on tuesday, weds and sometimes on friday, glad to hear things are good (Which I never said). I reply a little later saying, ok, well how are you doing? And she writes back she's good and at our friends party. Then later that night she sends me another text asking me if I can do her a favor, if I know if I still have her school planner saved to my desktop. She knows I'm out of town because I told her I wasn't going to the party because I would be out of town, so i'm not sure why she asked me that. I would have no clue. I don't reply to it, because I don't know and I'm having a good time.

 

The next morning I send her a goodluck on school text because it was the first day. She writes back thanks, for the encouragment! I appreciate it!

 

So that was my weekend. I had a goodtime, but coming back was tough. Everything seemed to remind me of her even more now. The train ride back from the airport (which went right by her new place), sitting at the airport like she and I would always do on our trips. It all reminded me of her and how much I really do miss her.

 

I had a talk with all my friends wives while on sititng on the beach. I told them the whole story and they all think I should just sit her down and have another talk with her. Tell her that she has to either be in my life or out of it. They also think I'll be back at the beach next summer with her. I'm not so sure.........

 

I'm not really sure what road to take?!?

 

I mean why would she send me her school schedule?!?! What do I have to gain from it. Does she want me to know when she is avaliable?!

 

I do know that I do really love her.

 

Now I'm dealing with which road to take. Should I lay it out there, or tow the line like I've been doing?

 

Then last night....at 11:30 or so she sends a text, saying, "sorry to bother. Do you have the usb thingy for my camera? Or does (Bill) have it? Thanks" Bill is our mutual friend who I took all her stuff too when she had to be moved out. I'm not sure why she couldn't just call him and find out. Or wait until today....at a normal hour.

 

I'm not sure what is up with that?! It seems very standoffish

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I thought I would have gotten some replies?!?