frustation and low self esteem.. i wanna die

[tontitadeamor]

Ok... Since a month ago I started exercising making cardio and eating healthy (not lacking of food) and I lost 2 sizes of jeans ( I used to wear size 12) and now i am size 8. I was super happy about it till now. why? BC I stopped doing exercises for a week (first - bc i got my period and second bc as long as I go running outdoors and exactly the last week it happened to come a storm in the DR and it was raining all the time) and I DON'T KNOW how I feel like i gained weight back! its driving me crazy. but i still my clothes fits me perfect.

 

is this me being overwhelming bc i didn't exercises for a week?

or am i just feeling like this bc of my period?

 

 

p.s> I am just planning to join a gym, i think it would help alot. i wanna lose like 30 pounds, get tonify and obviously keep the weight lost.

 

this is a pic of me before I started doing exercise (a month ago):

 

http://img207.imageshack.us/img207/1...3837314fn7.jpg

 

this is a pic me recently (the one in the left):

 

http://img114.imageshack.us/img114/3958/dsc02525uu4.jpg

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[analyseThis]

I say keep the gym plan as priority. I find the gym a lot more motivating than doing exercise at home and also i learned a lot on how to keep fit.

 

It seems like you lost some weight when comparing the two pictures you posted. Keep it up; your on the right track.

 

[Trimmer]

I DON'T KNOW how I feel like i gained weight back! its driving me crazy. but i still my clothes fits me perfect.

 

Can you clarify this? Did you actually gain the weight back (confirmed by weighing yourself...) or do you feel like you have gained weight, in spite of the fact that you new clothes still fit just fine?

 

Keep exercising, eating healthy, and getting enough sleep...

[tontitadeamor]

I DON'T KNOW how I feel like i gained weight back! its driving me crazy. but i still my clothes fits me perfect.

Can you clarify this?

 

Its not that i weighted myself. I just felt I gained some pound back.

 

but thanks anyways, i really appreaciate that =)