I want to die all over again

[Rowen]

Stupid me.. IO went back onto her myspace and saw her friends all asking her how her new "hot shirtless guy" is doing?

 

ughhhhhh

 

I mean it wasn't new.. she told me she had a bf two weeks ago. She doesn't change anything on her profile, yet she goes on it. Still says single...

 

It just pisses me off all over again.

[Freddy]

Crap man. Sorry. What you going do now?

[Rowen]

Crap man. Sorry. What you going do now?

 

Same thing ive been doing since i found out she had a bf two weeks ago.. absolutely nothing.

 

I thought she was single becuase all indications.. IE facebook said she was single.. so i kept sending her emaisl once in a while you know.. with pictures shed like etc. Then I find out she has a bf shes half moved in with and i feel like a complete idiotic fool becuase I thought she was single!

 

She started telling me after she told me about her bf that she wished we talked more.... then now shes completely dissapeared for 10 days! Off everything! I think she blocked me on msn again.

 

Im gonna pull my hair out, this makes no sense!

[Art_Critic]

I thought she was single becuase all indications.. IE facebook said she was single.. so i kept sending her emaisl once in a while you know.. with pictures shed like etc. Then I find out she has a bf shes half moved in with and i feel like a complete idiotic fool becuase I thought she was single!

 

You're not an idiot Rowen..You just were giving love a shot.. it happens to the best of us... We have all done it..

At least you know now and can finalize the closure..

I have gone as far as to continue after finding out an ex was seeing someone thinking I could woo her back.. it didn't/doesn't work and I only made a bigger fool of myself..

NC is the only thing that can work.. and a side benefit of NC is that by the time it works you will be onto another and tell her that you are not interested..

 

Chin up.. just give it some time..

[Rowen]

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You're not an idiot Rowen..You just were giving love a shot.. it happens to the best of us... We have all done it..

At least you know now and can finalize the closure..

I have gone as far as to continue after finding out an ex was seeing someone thinking I could woo her back.. it didn't/doesn't work and I only made a bigger fool of myself..

NC is the only thing that can work.. and a side benefit of NC is that by the time it works you will be onto another and tell her that you are not interested..

 

Chin up.. just give it some time..

 

I hear you. Just when I think im making progress,, IE after she told me about her bf and she wanted to talk then went into NC.. I was doing great until I read this today.