Apathetic Posted February 5, 2008 Share Posted February 5, 2008 Ugh! I cannot seem to get over it. Im in a long term relationship & am loved, told I am beautiful all the time, told I have a nice body etc. And yet, I get crazyy mad when my BF thinks another girl is "hot". If someone celebrity comes on the TV that I know he likes, I change the channel. I almost broke up w/ him when I found out he was watching porn. If we're walking in the mall & I see his 'type' walking towards us, I immediatly glance over to him to see if hes looking at her. And half the time, he is. And yes, I do know that I get this way bc Im insecure & have low self-esteem. No one has to tell me this. I know im an attractive girl w/ a nice body, but im still not happy w/ it. I feel like I will never be "good enough", will never meet his "type". He himself tells me that Im his type, that I worry over nothing & that he loves me for me. But I still cant shake the insecurity. This is all ME and MY obsessive worries and jealousies. Anyone else have this problem? Or am I having a breakdown? lol Link to post Share on other sites
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