loveandtrust Posted February 19, 2008 Share Posted February 19, 2008 (edited) Ok...Here I am almost a year later living with my fiance. His divorce is not final. His ex is really procrastinating. One piece of paper left to sign and it is a done deal. Our wedding is planned for April 5th! I wont order invitations until that paper is in hand. The problem is......I love my fiance very much.....but he has let this divorce just about ruin us totally. Not to mention the stress from his drinking due to not being able to handle his stress has brought me very low. If I dont see paperwork this week I really want to cancell everything and move out. I am so sick of dealing with it. And to make things worse.....he has lied to me multiple times about the contact he has had with his ex. He said he lied to protect me! His ex and him were emailing back and forth not to mention multiple texting. Most of it if not all was arguing. But now he has broken my trust. He got so drunk one night he gave me all his email passwords! In my heart I new he was lying so I jumped on his email and did see all the emails back and forth that he lied to me about. I also caught him on "Hot or Not" he said he wasnt chating just looking at soft porn. I just want to trust him so much but I am really struggling. I am a full time student and he is supporting me and my kids. I am half tempted to drop out, get a job and move out. Help???? I do love him and want to see only the good but dont want to walk down that Isle and make a big mistake! Edited February 19, 2008 by loveandtrust Link to post Share on other sites
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