zingy Posted July 9, 2003 Share Posted July 9, 2003 I had a two hour counseling session today where she did an assessment on me, and yes it took that long because i had so many "yes" answers. her conculsion is not that i have Borderline Personality Disorer but i fit almost all the criteria for Post Tramatic Stress Disorder.. from the fact that i had the strobe light effect seizures and i have lived my whole life around that whole episode, well i've had 5 of them to be exact.. the last one being sept. of 1995, and before that the summer of 1979 i think.. but still the constant fear of having one anytime i even see a light flicker has ruled my life since i was literally 17 when i had the first one.. so now we are going to work on that, that was all she really had time to tell me about today.. i see her again on monday and we will discuss more about the whole assessment then. i am just kind of relieved to have all of my anxiety and fears to have a name, even if i don't fit the criteria 100%, i was off only by one question to meet it all the way.. still it is a beginning and something to work with.. as for my fiance and me, we have agreed on california only and are skipping the vegas part.. am not real happy about it yet, still not wanting to go so far from home, but am going to try to make the most of it, however reluctantly, for peace and until i can get really going with this counseling in hopes that it can help us/me... Link to post Share on other sites
yes Posted July 9, 2003 Share Posted July 9, 2003 sounds like a good start =) good luck, -yes Link to post Share on other sites
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