After 5 months i heard from my lover!

[sassy N sassy]

I was doing so good but still missing my lover. i had no contact with him in 3 weeks. Then today i got in email saying he wanted to see me he miss me. my my,, my heart fell down to my feet was i so happy to hear that my heart said go for it my brain said no,no,no,no. its tearing me apart i love this man but today i was stronger then what i thought i said listen you been with me for 12 years i have loved you done everything you wanted me to do in sexx just too please you then you got the point all you was doing was giveing me excuses right after another then when i told you how i feel you broke it off. i told him i was in a lot of pain i said you are not going to use me anymore i'am moving on to something better. I also told him go home to your girfriend and keep lying to her like you do to me i said you **** me for 12 years she is living with you i said well she going to put up with your lies I said she must be stupid she cant see what you are doing to her! Right now i have so many mixed feelings i advise please no one have in affair its not that easy to get out!

[TheRain]

I was doing so good but still missing my lover. i had no contact with him in 3 weeks. Then today i got in email saying he wanted to see me he miss me. my my,, my heart fell down to my feet was i so happy to hear that my heart said go for it my brain said no,no,no,no. its tearing me apart i love this man but today i was stronger then what i thought i said listen you been with me for 12 years i have loved you done everything you wanted me to do in sexx just too please you then you got the point all you was doing was giveing me excuses right after another then when i told you how i feel you broke it off. i told him i was in a lot of pain i said you are not going to use me anymore i'am moving on to something better. I also told him go home to your girfriend and keep lying to her like you do to me i said you **** me for 12 years she is living with you i said well she going to put up with your lies I said she must be stupid she cant see what you are doing to her! Right now i have so many mixed feelings i advise please no one have in affair its not that easy to get out!

 

For some strange reason, I thought virtually all Europeans are well educated and have good grammar. Back to the point, do you want to go through the past 12 years again and end up where you were 5 months ago? There, you have your answer.

[New]

To be honest, I'm confused with your grammar too.

 

You received an email from him. He wanted to meet you. He has a girlfriend. He's having an affair with you. He once confessed his feelings to you but you rejected him. You had sex with him. He lied a lot to his girlfriend. You're not his girlfriend.

 

Is that your current situation?

Edited April 2, 2008 by New