stressed

[cheetahfah]

I just broke up with my boyfriend a few days ago because he was being really shady and hanging around with other girls. And the main girl...shes almost 10 years younger than him!! Shes a teen, and I don't know if she is crazy and lying just to make me angry and leave him, but she constantly tells my cousin that she is with him all the time.

 

I spoke to her yesterday in a calm manner, and I asked her a bunch of questions. Such as, how often do you and him hang out with each other? Do you call him or does he call you? She responded by saying: We hang out most of the time, we call each other, oh and he also talks behind your back calling you a dirty whore, and he said he likes me a few days ago.

 

I don't believe most of it, I believe she's crazy, because he is madly in love with me he cries when I try to leave him...He loves me more than I love him. Anyways, I know for a fact that he hangs around with her because he admitted it to me, that he picks her up sometimes but they aren't friends. She's friends with his friends...its confusing

 

So the reason I broke up with him is because this is really embarrassing, it makes me look like a fool. And I don't tolerate him being around other girls...and hes not perfect...actually he's far from it, he was in jail and I waited for him and visited him. I don't know where he would find a girl who would do that.

 

I've been drinking a lot and doing drugs, and crying my eyes out. I can't get over it, it hurts so much...I don't know why! I mean, I don't really want to be with him because hes not worth it, but I love him so much I cant stop...So I called him to come over and speak with me, I'll try to be strong and explain everything to him and how much he's hurt me...But I don't know if I can control myself...What should I do?