Love Hurt !

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I was looking for "why love hurt" and got into this forum instead of finding some answers . (new here)

 

I am so serious in love with this girl . I love her so much . I tried forgeting bout our relationship. I can't it hurt.. she tried being friend with me after she wants to break up . Its silly .. i can't take it .. though i was the one who suggested breaking up .. but she is like " oh ok fine ,.. whatever you want " . It hurt both way i am with or without her ..

 

Sometimes i wonder if she really love me when i was with her.. she is being hanging out and having fun with another guy . Which make my life so messy and frustatred thinking bout it . I asked her why didn't she ask him to go away .. she told me they are just friends and nothing more than that .. her words were so convincing . I trusted her .

 

The next day .. i found her sitting with that guy and her best friend on a quiet stairs . I was damn pissed of.. and really frustrated i can't take it .. i tried to be tough . I went away quietly and started to burst my tears and cried . I thought of breaking up with her . But everytime we make up .. and end up with my feelin hurt many times ! i can't take it anymore !

 

But i just like and love her .. i want to be with her . That day i thought i was right hanging on this relationship . We were like having fun talking with each other .. till i found out she was contacting with that guy . She had been talking to him everyday .. sweet talk .. i heard them talking tru another phone . Is she flirting ? .. laughing and talking in those tone . I wonder what she wants from me ..

 

We broke up many times and made up again and again . I think its because i am too weak . I can't stop myself from loving her and talking to her . When i am not with her i feel so bad missing her ! .. but when i am with her .. she won't give up on that guy . I just had an argue with her bout it again . I tried breaking up once and for all . I can't .. i am useless

 

Hanging on a relation that hurt me so bad . I can't forget bout her .. crying bout her . Love really hurt . I can't trust it anymore . I am a person who is very devoted to my partner and love them forever . I willing to do anything for them . I still don't understand why i choose my " gf " . I realize there is other gals .. that like me . But i rejected them so badly just for her .. and she can't even ask a guy away for me ... instead flirting wit him

 

I gave everything sacrifice everything . I feel so stupid . I need time i wish time really heal me ! Life sux . Thinking bout her i can't do anything feeling angry all the time and very moody . When i am alone i will start to cry .. and when someone try to talk to me .. i pissed them off shouting at them .

 

Tony is right . We are all going through the same problem . But how do i let time pass ?! By doin what ? .. i can't do anything i do regulary.. its not the same wit feeling in my heart problem in my mind . Sadness and depression . Anger and Confusion . Lately i had been excercising my teachers complain i been growing fat . She knew i broke up with her .

 

My relationship is so weird .. i break up with her for 2 days and get along again .. then have my feeling hurt again . I feel tired i really feel hurt . I don't know how to quit . She is so good at making me feel bad . Its because i love her ..

 

I don't want to .. i don't want to i want to forget it !!! I want back my normal happy life before i know her !!! I want to hate her i want to hate her !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No one seem to understand my life .. i wish there is someone i can talk about this too .. all my friends aren't those type . I am so lonely .

 

I once think of commiting suicide . The feeling is killing me . I need expert to teach me how to forget and continue my life . I need a cup of drink that will make me forget bout everything .

 

LOVE HURT WHEN YOUR SERIOUS WITH SOMEONE WHO IS NOT !

SO CHOOSE UR MATE BEFORE YOU GOT SO SERIOUS YOU FEEL BAD AND HURT TRYING TO FORGRT BOUT THEM !

 

I need advice and someone to talk to ... Deep Blue - - - Hope time heal me .. i really wanna feel nice . IT HURT !!!