knightzen Posted April 7, 2008 Share Posted April 7, 2008 [FONT=Times New Roman]From a very young age, I had a bad philosophy on love, basically it was that “It is not possible for a girl and a boy to both love each other, A boy loves the girl only or the girl loves the boy only, Never do they both love each other.” Physical attraction was a big component of love I thought.[/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman] [/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman]Anyway this seemed to be the case for me all throughout school, and, my attempts of finding love always failed.[/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman] [/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman]A couple of years after school however, my luck changed for the better and eventually I found my love and we were together for 8 years as well. Towards the end I thought was the best and closest time but soon enough my Long-love turned into Long Distance Relationship as she had to relocate overseas for work, the Visa requirement meant I could not go with her.. Obviously this situation was eating me up so I broke things up. We still maintain contact occasionally however – this I think may be just making things worse..[/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman] [/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman]Anyway since that my search for love is resulting in the same ongoing dilemma. I have been on a few dates with different girls, but usually by the second date, I am told that “its not you, its me” and they never want to see me again.[/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman] [/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman]A week ago I met a new girl and I have seen her a couple of times , To me she is the absolute Goddess of beauty, and was so excited that she wanted to see me for a second date I am so obsessed with her, .. But after spending time with her we started getting close and I started thinking that things were too good to be true. I started to feel anxious, and that im not worthy.. Am I too find out tomorrow when I call her that she is not interested in me?, I am really stressing about it, and if she doesn’t want to continue, Im worried Im going to go absolutely nuts! [/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman] [/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman] [/FONT] Link to post Share on other sites
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