justliketv Posted July 15, 2008 Share Posted July 15, 2008 3 weeks since last text (which i sent)..5 weeks since last saw him. but i've hoped every day since will be the day he gets in touch.it still feels awful after four months. can't stop myself with the facebooking stalking *sigh* i know i must. just saw two new photos of him and got stomach pains and tears in my eyes. it's so **** it's horrible to think they're not thinking of you or don't even care how you are. xxxx Link to post Share on other sites
sacg Posted July 16, 2008 Share Posted July 16, 2008 2 hours, second time round, and I think im going crazy. im 39 too, should know better. Link to post Share on other sites
serendip Posted July 16, 2008 Share Posted July 16, 2008 I think almost 4 mths now Link to post Share on other sites
tealeafbud Posted July 16, 2008 Share Posted July 16, 2008 in the words of the Barenaked Ladies: one week. Its been one week since you looked at me Cocked your head to the side and said Im angry. Five days since you laughed at me Saying get that together come back and see me. Three days since the living room I realized its all my fault, but couldnt tell you Yesterday youd forgiven me But itll still be two days till I say Im sorry Hold it now and watch the hoodwink As I make you stop, think Youll think youre looking at aquaman I summon fish to the dish, although I like the chalet swiss I like the sushi cause its never touched a frying pan Hot like wasabe when I bust rhymes Big like leann rimes Because Im all about value Bert kaempferts got the mad hits You try to match wits You try to hold me but I bust through Gonna make a break and take a fake Id like a stinkin achin shake I like vanilla, its the finest of the flavours Gotta see the show, cause then youll know The vertigo is gonna grow Cause its so dangerous, youll have to sign a waiver How can I help it if I think youre funny when youre mad Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad Im the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral Cant understand what I mean? Well, you soon will I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve I have a history of taking off my shirt Its been one week since you looked at me Threw your arms in the air and said youre crazy Five days since you tackled me Ive still got the rug burns on both my knees Its been three days since the afternoon You realized its not my fault not a moment too soon Yesterday youd forgiven me And now I sit back and wait till you say youre sorry Chickity china the chinese chicken You have a drumstick and your brain stops tickin Watchin x-files with no lights on, were dans la maison I hope the smoking mans in this one Like harrison ford Im getting frantic Like sting Im tantric Like snickers, guaranteed to satisfy Like kurasawa I make mad films Okay I dont make films But if I did theyd have a samurai Gonna get a set of better clubs Gonna find the kind with tiny nubs just so my Irons arent always flying off the back-swing Gotta get in tune with sailor moon Cause that cartoon has got the boom anime babes That make me think the wrong thing How can I help it if I think youre funny when youre mad Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad Im the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral Cant understand what I mean? you soon will I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve I have a history of losing my shirt Its been one week since you looked at me Dropped your arms to your sides and said Im sorry Five days since I laughed at you And said you just did just what I thought you were gonna do Three days since the living room We realized were both to blame, but what could we do? Yesterday you just smiled at me Cause itll still be two days till we say were sorry Itll still be two days till we say were sorry Itll still be two days till we say were sorry Birchmount stadium, home of the robbie Link to post Share on other sites
Biker2007 Posted July 16, 2008 Share Posted July 16, 2008 I am near 11 months...I was doing ok for a while, but as I get near 1yr the old emotions are coming back. Uggh! Link to post Share on other sites
colourithappy Posted August 1, 2008 Share Posted August 1, 2008 15 days, been hard - but it does get easier i won't cave. Link to post Share on other sites
stolenheart123 Posted August 2, 2008 Share Posted August 2, 2008 Im 19 days away from three months I believe. Instead of getting easier it is getting harder for me Link to post Share on other sites
CHANTRESS Posted August 2, 2008 Share Posted August 2, 2008 8 days........but I never claimed to be very good at NC. Still working on it!!! Link to post Share on other sites
BackonTrack Posted August 2, 2008 Share Posted August 2, 2008 I lost count, I think I'm on day 150 something. About 5 months. For the first few months, I was really messed up but I think I'm pass it. I still have flashes of her, but they are slowly going away. I really don't know what to say, but people are in & out of your life for a reason. In my case, my ex thought me allot, she's a nice person and all but for some reason I don't think she was happy with me. I think we were both too young & not ready for a relationship, I treated her nice though & I loved her with all my heart, at the time of our breakup I was maturing into a man, I don't think I would be the same person if she was still around. I think my life would of been different. I think I would be happier but I think I would of neglected my family & friends, I am not sure but once she left I had to lean on my friends, & my family, I realized who my true friends really were. I started to slowly rebuild my social life & now I'm doing good. I miss her dearly, Actually I am not sure if I miss her or what she provided for me, which was a companion, someone I can talk too & someone whom kept me company & loved me for a brief time. My ex cheated on me but its like I no longer blame her, She had to do what she had to do to make her happy but in doing so we can never again speak to each other in life. I want nothing more than to be with her but I cant. I still see our future together but its more like a memory now. I don't know what else to say except I've been NC 150 something days & counting. The sad part about this entire ordeal is that I know I will not hear or see or touch or smell her every again. Its funny when we were first together, I would feel weird when she was not around, I would go get her & she would come over & we would be happy but now its like I don't have that option anymore. I miss the old times but I have a bright future ahead of me & I look forward to it. In all honesty, I would throw away everything I have in life just to be with her & hold her, but I can't go back in the past. Whats done is done & one day I will find love again. Good Night Folks Link to post Share on other sites
extraordinarymachine Posted August 3, 2008 Share Posted August 3, 2008 a whole month. it's a little surreal, honestly. Link to post Share on other sites
Nikki Sahagin Posted August 3, 2008 Share Posted August 3, 2008 5 days...but it feels like the most agonising length of time. Every minute takes its time to pass. Whereas before my life felt like it was flowing along naturally, now it's almost frozen, gradually passing, almost like thawing ice. What makes matters more complicated is my ex insists he wants to be friends and that any time I want to meet or talk, he will be there. But i've fought the temptation to get in contact because I have more respect and dignity than to act friendly as we were before all this happened, when he has broken my heart. I think if I did I would grow to truly resent and despise him when one day, I hope we can once again be the best friends we were. Link to post Share on other sites
borelandkaren Posted August 3, 2008 Share Posted August 3, 2008 God knows......too long......... Link to post Share on other sites
Crazy.S Posted August 3, 2008 Share Posted August 3, 2008 stop counting Link to post Share on other sites
tealeafbud Posted August 4, 2008 Share Posted August 4, 2008 I have lost count. Oh crap, it's only been 5 days..But I didn't contact her, she contacted me. And the convesation was 3minutes and 49 seconds. Link to post Share on other sites
nattylite415 Posted August 4, 2008 Share Posted August 4, 2008 4 days. Without sleep and not eating it feels a lot longer, but i guess im getting a lot of thinking done and losing weight. Link to post Share on other sites
roghornio Posted August 4, 2008 Share Posted August 4, 2008 1 month tomorow Link to post Share on other sites
grogster Posted August 4, 2008 Share Posted August 4, 2008 Almost 4 years face-to-face communication. Over 2 years indirect contact (e-mail, phone). And still counting. Link to post Share on other sites
journey1 Posted August 4, 2008 Share Posted August 4, 2008 only 8 feels like 8 weeks Link to post Share on other sites
kizik Posted August 8, 2008 Share Posted August 8, 2008 Almost 2 months. 3 months since b/u Link to post Share on other sites
HopeDiesLast Posted August 8, 2008 Share Posted August 8, 2008 one month, two months since break up. Link to post Share on other sites
babes23 Posted August 8, 2008 Share Posted August 8, 2008 I had a blip, so one day for me today.... Link to post Share on other sites
tealeafbud Posted August 8, 2008 Share Posted August 8, 2008 10 days since we have talked. She did try contacting me but I ignored her. later that day, she did texted me apologizing and all that jazz. I did not reply to that text either. so 10 days, but who is counting? Link to post Share on other sites
carhill Posted August 8, 2008 Share Posted August 8, 2008 55 fewer days to emotional health Link to post Share on other sites
BackonTrack Posted August 9, 2008 Share Posted August 9, 2008 i lost count, about 5 months. feels like weeks though. she's still active in my thought process, hasn't completed stored us in the past. Link to post Share on other sites
LikeCharlotte Posted August 10, 2008 Share Posted August 10, 2008 O- It doesn't matter how far you run or how many things you change; you will always be with yourself. What you need to change is on the inside. Just thought I'd mention it... you know, cause I care. LOL -Charlotte Link to post Share on other sites
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