Lauriebell82 Posted August 7, 2008 Share Posted August 7, 2008 Nah... the verdict's not still out on my babies... I raised them like kids and they know when mommy need them... especially my little girl Punkin (girls are more perceptive anyway...) I'm still in a really bad place where I'm kinda scared of myself but I'm taking it one day at a time. Started my new drugs today though they will take several weeks to work. I'm reading a book my psychiatrist gave me and I'm thinking constantly that there are consequences for my actions (losing my boyfriend and losing my freedom by being committed to a psych ward). Right now I feel relatively under control... but I'm scared I won't be if something sets me off. I'm trying to avoid ANYTHING that might set me off until I get more help. I really appreciate everyone's help. Your kind words are really getting me through this! I'm glad we are helping. There is a common misconception that if people talk about/think about their issues (suicide, drug use, ect) that it means they are going to run right out and do it. Like you said, keep avoiding stress. If you feel upset or vulnerable talk to someone you trust (like us on here, or friends/family, ect) Feel free to PM me anytime and I can help you. Stay with us, the world needs you!!!! Link to post Share on other sites
Lishy Posted August 7, 2008 Share Posted August 7, 2008 Hiya Shanny My ex had a BPD and he also tried to kill himself and he cut himself when he cannot handle a situation. I am not going to compare you both as everyone is different but what I will say is that you are completely doing the right thing and you need to reach out and FIGHT to get all the help you need. You seem to have your head screwed on and you also seem very prepared to help yourself and this will make your fight back to health so much more likely to succeed. Please keep posting and if you ever feel suicidal again PLEASE just call an ambulance and they will take you to a safe place until those feelings subside. You are a great girl and with the right psyc help and meds you will be as fine as wine! You really will Link to post Share on other sites
lino Posted August 7, 2008 Share Posted August 7, 2008 I don't have any advice to give, just wanted to wish you a good recovery Sorry that you're going through this.. Link to post Share on other sites
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