back together... is he hiding something

[silverbunny]

so about 2 weeks ago i started posting here about an ex that i thought might get back together with me (we did last week) and what i thought was going on.

 

well since we've gotten back together i've been nothing but leary of his actions.

pleaes, if you read my posts and helped before, don't throw this back in my face. i really don't think anything is going on, im just asking another opinion.

 

but anyway. right before we got back together my bf added a girl he worked with to his facebook top friends. she was around number 14. well the day we got back together (but before he asked me back out) he moved her to number 3... i am number 2. also, the day before we got back together, he went to a movie with this same girl that he works with. she happens to be friends with a major slut that i strongly dislike.

 

my gut insticts say nothing is going on. but its recent events that have me questioning.

 

monday my bf had a work picnic. he didn't ask me to go. in fact he took me home before he went. now i don't know if you couldn't have outside dates/friends whatever go, i never asked. but i did go to the christmas party and outside guests were allowed. my bfs cousin took pics there, and i didn't see the girl he worked with in them.

 

today he's going to the zoo. but im confused as to with who. last week he said friends. monday he said family. i just hope its not these 2 girls im constantly keeping watch over.

 

like i've said, i really don't think anything is going on. he befriended them while we were apart and he is a nice guy to everyone. so im telling myself he's just being nice to them and talking.

 

facebook has only caused me stress. but i don't think i can delete it because its how im keeping in touch with high school and college friends. my bf seems to be able to write on everyone's walls escept for mine. the last time he did was in march. and it was then that he said "sorry i'll write on your wall more" ... yea that never happened. i don't know why he has such a problem with my wall. and he has never changed his relationship status since we got back together. and he wrote on the slut friend's wall yesterday and today. it was just "hey hows summer"... blah blah

 

i trust him, even though it sounds like i don't. he isn't one that would go around sneaking behind people's backs. if i was to ask him if something was up he would tell me no and that i should know nothing is wrong. so im not going to ask. i will assume nothing is wrong because he would let me know somehow.

 

i guess im just a lil jealous that he's had a better series of events than me and i just wish i coulda been a part of that. maybe, deep down, i want something to be wrong so im making every small detail seem much bigger than it should be.