Been downb this road before...not gonna assume from the past experiance....

[Loss 4 words]

OK....i'm in a bit of a rut with the girl i've been dating for about a month now and all is really good, but i've got the same feeling going on that i had with my ex-g/f just before i thought about breaking up with her.

 

My current g/f and i have been together about a month or so and have know eachother for about 2 months.

 

Everything started out really great as FWB, then progressed to "dating" and we were that for a few weeks while I sorted out the other girls i was dating, and ended up choosing her over the other 2 cause she was the most mentally together and mature. We've spent practically everyday together since then and it's been really really good for both of us. It's like i'm one of the family when i'm over seeing her. (we both live with our parents right now)

 

As of late though, I've began to get "burnt out" with being with her for what seems like 24/7....between dealing with her kids ( ages 3 and 1-1/2) it seems like it's becoming routine...and i've had thoughts of walking straight out and not looking back....or worse like cheating and not caring....i'm not saying i'm going to do either, but i get so depressed about the ways things are going that i think that "maybe it'd be easier if i wasn't around ".

 

I get this way more when i go outside to talk to a friend if they call me or if i call them when i'm there...i always tell her who i'm calling or who called/texted me so there is no doubts on her end. She tells me that nothing is wrong yet she holds the tone that she doesn't believe me yet won't come right out and say it to my face.

 

 

I also feel this way when her friends come around it's as if i take a back seat to them and just sit in the shadows.

 

--I felt this way before when i was with the ex and only know this as being a bad sign for the future of things to come.

 

She tells me she loves me yet it's as if she's someone else when others aren't around. She's all over me when we're alone yet is sorta distant or rejects me when her friends are around.....

 

I don't wanna break her heart and leave her but i know that this is not a healthy sign in a relationship but i don't know how to react to the constant barrage of depressive thoughts......