How can I let Him Know i'm interested?

[dcgirl33]

[sIZE=2]Well, I guess you're just going to have to kill me. I didn’t see that one the list of choices, but that's the one I'll take. You fooled me good, lady. I really thought you loved me, but clearly you were just using me for your own whatever.

 

Can we at least go out to Luray Caverns this weekend since we never made it there? I know you still want to see it. I should have taken you when I said I was.

 

I can't believe that I'm never going to see you again. I know I don’t want it to be over, but I can't make you be in a relationship with me if that's not what you want. I'm sorry you think of me as a slick as$ lawyer. Of all the things you said, that hurt the most.

 

I wanted you to love me and have a positive image of me. I don’t want you to remember me as someone who used his law degree to get out of doing oral s_x. That's not why I got a law degree.

 

I still love you,

D

[/sIZE]

[All Star]

Leave him alone, DCGirl.

He didn't do anything to you.

[dcgirl33]

[sIZE=2]So we're breaking up? Is that your choice?

[/sIZE]

[dcgirl33]

Leave him alone, DCGirl.

He didn't do anything to you.

 

 

Oh Please! That email is an example of him working.

[jerbear]

Is it me or has this thread jumped the shark?

 

You're not alone with this one.

 

I'll have to agree with SG on DC leaving that guy alone and just move on.

[IfWishesWereHorses]

AWWW, come on guys! It's DC's fantasy, she can treat her dream guy anyway she wants!

 

Reminds me of this song!

 

Angie Baby

You live your life in the songs you hear

On the rock & roll radio

And when a young girl doesn't have any friends

That's a really nice place to go

Folks hopin' you'd turn out cool

But they had to take you outa school

You're a little touched you know, angie baby

 

Lovers appear in your room each night

And they whirl you 'cross the floor

But they always seem to fade away

When your daddy taps on your door

"angie girl, are you alright?

Tell the radio good night."

All alone once more, angie baby

 

(chorus):

Angie baby, you're a special lady

Livin' in a world of make believe ... Well, maybe

 

Stoppin' at her house is a neighbor boy

With evil on his mind

'Cause he's been peekin' in angie's room

Every night through the window blind

"i see your folks have gone away,

Would you dance with me today?

I'll show you how to have a good time, angie baby"

 

When he walks in her room, he feels confused

Like he walked into a play

And the music's so loud it spins him around

'Til his soul has lost it's way

And as she turns the volume down

He's getting smaller with the sound

It seems to pull him off the ground

Toward the radio he's bound, never to be found

 

Well the headline reads that a boy disappeared

And everyone thinks he died

'Cept a crazy girl with a secret lover

Who keeps her satisfied

It's so nice to be insane, no one asks you to explain

Radio by your side, angie baby

 

(repeat chorus)

[dcgirl33]

[sIZE=2]That could never be my choice, but I feel like I'm holding you back from all of the oral s_x you could be getting. I'd love to take you in my arms and satisfy you in every was possible, but I told you what happened to me when I was a kid. Se_ual abuse leaves long lasting scares that are not always visible.

 

I don’t want to make any decision right now on the email or the phone. I want you to look me in my eyes this evening and tell me you don’t want me anymore. I don't think you can do it. I know I can't. I love you madly and I KNOW you love me too. We're BOTH full of sh_t and no one else is going to put up with either one of US. Besides the fact that we love each other, that's also why we need to stay together.

 

Let's go to Luray this weekend and we can really talk about everything then. You know what? I love you sooo much that I'm going to confess to you right now that you're right - I was lying. I was not molested, but I do love you and I love having you around. It's been a long time since I've had a reason every evening to leave work on time. I don't want to go back to my empty ass life. Stay with me. OK?

 

Love (and you know it)

Darren

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[All Star]

[sIZE=2]That could never be my choice, but I feel like I'm holding you back from all of the oral s_x you could be getting. I'd love to take you in my arms and satisfy you in every was possible, but I told you what happened to me when I was a kid. Se_ual abuse leaves long lasting scares that are not always visible. [/sIZE]

 

[sIZE=2]I don’t want to make any decision right now on the email or the phone. I want you to look me in my eyes this evening and tell me you don’t want me anymore. I don't think you can do it. I know I can't. I love you madly and I KNOW you love me too. We're BOTH full of sh_t and no one else is going to put up with either one of US. Besides the fact that we love each other, that's also why we need to stay together. [/sIZE]

 

Let's go to Luray this weekend and we can really talk about everything then. You know what? I love you sooo much that I'm going to confess to you right now that you're right - I was lying. I was not molested, but I do love you and I love having you around. It's been a long time since I've had a reason every evening to leave work on time. I don't want to go back to my empty ass life. Stay with me. OK?

 

 

Did he just admit that he was lying about being molested or did I misread something?

[dcgirl33]

AWWW, come on guys! It's DC's fantasy, she can treat her dream guy anyway she wants!

 

Reminds me of this song!

 

 

If I were reading this and concluded that I was made up as an INTELLIGENT person, I would stop reading. Why don't you go and read a book instead of posting on thsi thread?

 

A book would have to be more interesting.

[All Star]

I think jealousy might be an explanation. Some people might not want to believe that another person took and chance and seems to have found someone to love.

 

I wish it was me, too. Except for the E.D. situation. You can keep that part. He seems like a lovable guy.

[dcgirl33]

I think jealousy might be an explanation. Some people might not want to believe that another person took and chance and seems to have found someone to love.

 

I wish it was me, too. Except for the E.D. situation. You can keep that part. He seems like a lovable guy.

 

 

Yeah well, people need to save their nonsense for their own thread. Some day soon, I'll go and buy a diary and get off of LS.

[All Star]

Don't Stop Posting!!!!

 

I think you should keep posting. Those who want to read it can and those who don't are always free to stop reading it.

 

It's really interesting reading about the day to day of someone elses relationship. Where else can you get this? Who else would do this? LOL

 

KEEP POSTING!

[dcgirl33]

[sIZE=2]Jane,

Can you answer me please? it's Ok I you want to say no.

Darren

[/sIZE]

[dcgirl33]

I'll answer him at some point today. I'm just put off by his willingness to just lie to get the result he wants. Him claiming he was molested is just too dam much.

 

I guess that's what he tells the judge if his case isn't going his way.

[All Star]

When are you going to answer and what are you going to say?

Are you going to the Caverns with him? If you do, that means you're back together.

[dcgirl33]

[sIZE=2]I think we should take a break because I don’t know what you're doing or why you're doing it. Let's come together in a few weeks and talk things over then.

Jane

 

[/sIZE]

[2sunny]

why don't you just set all your fears aside and be honest with him? he can see that your life is based on playing games to protect yourself... but what are you being protected from?

 

that is essentially what he would like to ask you?

[dcgirl33]

[sIZE=2]Jane,

That's ridiculous. I don’t want this. I made a doctors appointment for the 15th thirty minutes ago and that's not a lie. I heard what you said. It seems like I didn’t, but I did. I want YOU to talk to me this evening. I won’t say anything. I just want you to talk to me in person. Okay? I don’t want this. This feels like garbage to me.

Darren

[/sIZE]

[All Star]

Nooo! THIS ISN'T WHAT I WANTED EITHER.

JANE, NOBODY WANTS THIS, BUT YOU!!!!!

 

Boooo!!!

[dcgirl33]

[sIZE=2]It's too bad that you cant seem to feel anybody's suffering but your own. You say you don’t want this when you've been begging for it for a while. I don't know what you want me to do or for how long you want me to do it, but you seem to be ordering me to keep quiet and not bother you about our inadequate se_ life. That's ridiculous. I DON'T WANT THAT.

Jane

[/sIZE]

[dcgirl33]

[sIZE=2]Jane - I'll be ther at 1:15pm and take you to lunch. We're going to calm down and talk about this. I'm leaving now, so I'm not going to see your reply. I'm just showing up at 1:15. You can come down or not, but I'm going to be there, so please come down.

Darren

[/sIZE]

[2sunny]

[sIZE=2]It's too bad that you cant seem to feel anybody's suffering but your own. You say you don’t want this when you've been begging for it for a while. I don't know what you want me to do or for how long you want me to do it, but you seem to be ordering me to keep quiet and not bother you about our inadequate se_ life. That's ridiculous. I DON'T WANT THAT.

Jane

[/sIZE]

 

that's a break up e-mail? come on girl - get over yourself and be PERFECTLY CLEAR with him one way or another! and then stick to it...

 

that email is NOT a break up email... it's full of ambiguity and begs for him to bend in your favor to make it work. talk about manipulation! you are being selfish and self centered in your approach with him - he deserves better.

 

refer back to my post from 9:17am (12:17 your time).

 

i notice you have just avoided THAT post and continued on with your little diary entries...

[dcgirl33]

So i'm a little upset at the moment. It's kind of sad that that an ending is all he can understand. I don't know if it's THE end or not. If he can show me a perscription Tuesday, then it's not.

 

Somehow, I think he's lying again.

 

I don't think i'm going anywhere with him this weeekend either. It's hard to say because I do care about him and in my heart of hearts, I want to go.

but if you read that email from him several posts ago about how I have a decision to make, I think THAT"S his real attitude.

 

He doesn't like to lose and this is him losing, so I'm not going to be too impressed by anything he says or does these days. I'll take the free lunch however. I'm going to order up a bunch of stuff again.

[dcgirl33]

why don't you just set all your fears aside and be honest with him? he can see that your life is based on playing games to protect yourself... but what are you being protected from?

 

that is essentially what he would like to ask you?

 

 

I don't even know what this means. I'm not playing any games with this man. He's playing games. He's trying to control me with ED. I'm not afraid of this either. I would love for this to work out and go as far as it can.

 

I'm not going to take his sh_t though. I will take some sh_t because he takes a lot from me, but not with this ED thing. This isn't funny.

[2sunny]

So i'm a little upset at the moment. It's kind of sad that that an ending is all he can understand. I don't know if it's THE end or not. If he can show me a perscription Tuesday, then it's not.

 

Somehow, I think he's lying again.

 

I don't think i'm going anywhere with him this weeekend either. It's hard to say because I do care about him and in my heart of hearts, I want to go.

but if you read that email from him several posts ago about how I have a decision to make, I think THAT"S his real attitude.

 

He doesn't like to lose and this is him losing, so I'm not going to be too impressed by anything he says or does these days. I'll take the free lunch however. I'm going to order up a bunch of stuff again.

 

yep, selfish and self centered you will go and get the free lunch.

 

if you CARED about him at all... you would want to bend a bit for HIM and try harder not to continue thinking only of yourself.

 

do him a favor - tell him you are all that (the selfish and self centered part) and that you wanted to use him for sex - so now that you don't get those parts of your requirements filled... you are outta there.

 

still haven't addressed the basic issue at hand in my post of 9:17 this am... so... DC - what is it that you are really avoiding by playing all these games?

 

keep him out of all your crap until you are healthy enough to deal with it all, face it and move past it in a healthy way.