Confuzzled

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Maybe I'm just being a dork, but who knows (I don't)?

 

We're both still really young, in our eighteens, which would probably explain my inexperience.

 

So I'm told this girl likes me, which I had energy with since knowing her for a bit. We'd have these kiddy-act with each other, mostly body language. Felt like a race or something - that we'd try to be noticed by one another or something like that. It could be the 'mirror effect' I heard about. Heh! Could be just because we're both friendly. Although,

 

It's either because she's easily laughable, or that me staring at her for longer than expected makes her tingle - a blush? Or by saying her name and smiling makes her blush as well. From an instant, 'I'm not looking at you, with a poker face' to a cute short laugh with a smile and a reddish face.

 

Sounds good, right? Well, this is when I start thinking differently. She gets all quiet around me. I'm thinking: "shy." But, then I'm thinking, "not interested," since one spectacular time I was on a set-up date with her, she was texting her friend on her cell phone during the date. Which lead me to think: "not interested." I could be just over emphasizing on the negative, but I'll continue. So I offer her my coat, it was obviously cold. Trying to be a gentlemen but not a pushover (but I am told to just place the coat on her, bleh); but she declines with a, "oh no! it's okay!" with a wide smile and the shock expression. Soon after, she stares at the ground while moving about in the same position repeatedly; trying to assure me that she can take the cold like a WOMAN (exaggerated - she wasn't that strong on ).

 

Before the set-up date, she had an impression that she was "tired," she said. Fortunately, during the date I tried to lighten things up with a few jokes. Which made her laugh. So we talked after I broke the ice, mostly casual. She asked things about me that what I would consider questioning my availability? Like, how long till you're done with school. Since, she's already a graduate, because she's older. I'm thinking this, because I am told that she didn't go into the service because she met me. After meeting me, the day before or so (so I'm told) before she joins, she decided to not join up. A crazy hint from her cousin. My logic says not to bet my money on it, but my gut feeling says differently.

 

I've actually sent her a message over the net. It was one of those, "there's something I want to talk to you about,' and I get this cute message back. She was all surprised and interested, but seem like she has an idea what I have to say. Though, since replying back to her, it's been two days since then - which is why I've been thinking differently about the whole situation.

 

The last time I saw her, she'd laugh or giggle at whatever I'd say since giving her a gift. Although, we'd become quiet around each other. I suppose our shyness get the best of us around people.

[djhall]

Well, yes, I agree, definitely Confuzzled!

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Funny.

 

Just recently I got messaged from her calling me a dork for asking her out to another date, but she said yes to going out. I feel like banging myself against a frying pan. What?

[JooLee]

dont think too much. just relax and enjoy the ride.

love doesnt last long anyway.

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Yeah, I do tend to think too much. Although, the teasing, it's because I teased her first.

 

I like being comedic sometimes, so the before post was actually comedy relief for myself. I decided to call her a dork back, she retaliates and burns me again. I decided to just compliment her, saying I don't think she's a dork, but rather cute.