romeo346s Posted September 7, 2003 Share Posted September 7, 2003 Tawny: whos this? Romeo: who do you think Tawny: mike maybe? Romeo: ah yea Tawny: ok Tawny: i didnt think you had the net so i was juuussttt wondering Tawny: thanks for sayin hi.. jerk... Romeo: hi Tawny: psh Romeo: LOL Tawny: hows ur car doin? Romeo: It wil lbe sone nexdt week Tawny: good deal Romeo: yup Romeo: i weote you an e-mail Tawny: dan just got his back like.. last saturday i think.. but he over heated it after the radiator leaked too much and killed it Tawny: Tawny: iii guess ill check my mail then Romeo: hey Tawny: hi? Romeo: it's a little nasty Romeo: sorry Tawny: why is it nasty? Romeo: after you wrote about jake Tawny: well it wasnt very nice of you to be laughing about that Tawny: its not much of a joke Romeo: i was a little upset but i'm over it now Tawny: you really cant spell Romeo: i know Tawny: lol i think my fifth grader spells better than you mike Tawny: and he is autistic Romeo: cool Tawny: .. how is that cool?! Tawny: he cant read! Tawny: he sees backwards haha Romeo: i wasent try to be mean Romeo: are you playing soccer like you said this year Tawny: naah Tawny: i really dont have any time Romeo: sorr y Tawny: im toturing 5th graders and writing for the school newspaper and milking and trying to spend time w/ my boyfriend all the time Romeo: Thats nice Tawny: not really Tawny: i have no freakin tim Tawny: *time Romeo: neather do i Tawny: *neithrt Tawny: *neither Romeo: i work all the time Tawny: you work during the day Tawny: you have all night Romeo: Not when i start my second job Tawny: whats your second job? Romeo: Working in a pizza joint four hours a night Tawny: thats not really all that much Tawny: you still living on second street? Romeo: i was offered but i dont know if i wanna do it Romeo: yes Romeo: but i'm at my dads house tonight Tawny: oohh Tawny: did zach ever go to collegE? Tawny: *college Romeo: having a couple of beers with the old man LOL Romeo: he moved to philly Tawny: oh Romeo: Yup Romeo: did you read the e-mail Tawny: i only have a year and 1/2 of school left Tawny: yea i read it jerk Romeo: i know Tawny: how do you knoooww? Tawny: everyone else in my class has 2 years to go still Romeo: how are you getting done before everyone else Tawny: bc im special Romeo: i know Romeo: heheh Tawny: and ill only need three classes after this year Tawny: and there are four class periods a day, so ill be done 1st semester Tawny: and then im gonna start on my college **** Romeo: cool Tawny: yup Tawny: the plan is.. Romeo: ? Tawny: that the 2nd semester of my senior year Tawny: ill take college courses so i could become a nurses aid Tawny: and then id work at the manor while i was in college Tawny: so id be making pretty good money for a college kid Tawny: and then like a year after i make enough money im getting married Romeo: you would make a good nurse you know how to take care of people you care about Romeo: always have Tawny: i wouldnt be a nurse Tawny: id be a nurses aud Tawny: *aid Romeo: well aid Tawny: i dont have to give shots and junk that way Romeo: why not Tawny: bc ill be the nurses aid Romeo: Why not just be a nurse Tawny: ill just clean up rooms and stuff Tawny: bc a nurse would take more than one semester? Romeo: well yea Tawny: and when im college, i want to major in history and secondary education, and then nursing Romeo: true Romeo: cooll Romeo: jack of all trades Romeo: lol Tawny: well id like to start my family by the time im 24 Romeo: yup Tawny: yup Romeo: i remember Tawny: yea.. Romeo: we had the faimily discussion remember Tawny: yea.. Tawny: but that wouldnt have been a very good family Romeo: why Romeo: ? Tawny: bc Romeo: bc? Tawny: yea Romeo: you think i wouldent be a good father figure Romeo: or loving Tawny: somefin like that Romeo: whys that Tawny: wouldnt have that much money Romeo: Money is not every thing Tawny: no.. but it is nessary for a family Romeo: well i'm sorry i didnt make enough money for you jenna, why do you always have to belitte me Tawny: belittle isnt a work Tawny: *word Tawny: and its not that you didnt make enough money for me Tawny: its not like you spent anything on me anyways Tawny: but working at taylors wont give 3 kids anything they want Romeo: i'm not have this discussion, Tawny: yea.. you are Tawny: and its not like i woulda married you anyways Tawny: i dont love you Tawny: i havent loved you for a long time Romeo: You know what, i never stoped, and yes i know that i didnt buy you everything but you know what i ****ing tryed, and tryed until i was blue in the face to make you happy,.and it wasent ever good enough Tawny: no mike it wasnt Tawny: which is why we broke up Tawny: and i hooked up w. dan Tawny: didnt you notice it didnt take me very long to move on? Romeo: why wasent it good enough Love isn't for you or does it have to be cash too Tawny: no it doesnt have to be cash Tawny: there wasnt any love mike Tawny: dan doesnt spoil me Romeo: thats bull**** and you know it Tawny: and i love him to daeth Tawny: *death Tawny: MIKE I DIDNT LOVE YOU Romeo: good for dan i could give too ****s about dan jenna, and it dosent make me jelous so dont try Tawny: i wasnt trying to make you jealous Tawny: im trying to make you realize i didnt love you Tawny: it wouoldnt have worked Romeo: you know what jenna, it worked for me and i'm sorry i ever cared about you, you were ight when you wrote that hatefull letter to me saying that i would miss you and that i would dwell over my **** up's over the next couple of years, you know what i probally will, oh and lets not forget the letter that you wrote 6 months into us dating, that you would always love me and nothing can and ever will change that, so dont bull**** me Tawny: 6 months/ Tawny: ?? Tawny: bullllshhiiittt Tawny: mike you bugged me Tawny: you acted like a 3 year old kid Tawny: and your iq was about the same Tawny: and you wouldnt let me break up with you! Romeo: you could have ****ing left any time you wanted to, I cryed, because i loved you you made the choice to stay Romeo: not me Tawny: no you bugged me until i stayed Romeo: so dont even give me that **** Tawny: like you sent me roses and **** Romeo: Duh Tawny: you made me feel bad about it Tawny: well it got to the point where i couldnt take it anymore and me feeling bad was only a minor flaw in dumping you Romeo: I poured my heart out to you jenna, and you ripped it out, most people would love flowers i heard no complaints when i sent the yellow rose to the school oh lets not forget all the time you said i love you to, no you say you did'nt thats a lie i feel so ****ing used bye you, it makes me sick. Tawny: most people dont want roses froma guy they just dumped Tawny: like when you sent 6 of them to my house? Tawny: and if i didnt say it back you would bug me forever Tawny: but back then.. i hadnt a clue what love was Romeo: they were already sent that morning Tawny: MIKE Tawny: you DROVE them over to my house Tawny: AFTER i broke up w/ you Tawny: dont ****in lie to me Tawny: anyways.. Romeo: i had them orderd that morning ] Tawny: didnt have to bring them to me Romeo: You are so crule you know that Tawny: *cruel Tawny: and no Tawny: im honest Romeo: So am i Tawny: but it didnt matter mike Tawny: it doesnt matter if you loved me Tawny: i didnt love you Romeo: and your full of **** Tawny: no im not Tawny: get it through your head Tawny: there was nothing there Tawny: not even good sexc Tawny: *sex Romeo: i wish that you would realize that i dont want to fight with you all the time, why did you come to coreys that day, just to rub it just to drive the knife in a little farther Tawny: i didnt even know you were tehre Tawny: its not your house Tawny: its where my buddy crystal lives Tawny: and i told her id stop in if i was in towanda Tawny: its not MY fault you were there Tawny: dont put so much value on yourself mike, i wouldnt make a trip just to see you Romeo: **** you Tawny: nah Tawny: it wasnt ever good Romeo: last i remember you cryed in the car one the way home to your house too jenna, what were they fake to just like everything else the fake love the fake relationship, oh wait i was just a way to get out of your house, Romeo: i forgot Romeo: I was your ****ing doormat Tawny: again Tawny: your putting too much value there mike Tawny: if i needed a way outta my house, i coulda called someone else Tawny: and i didnt cry when we broke up Tawny: not one tear Tawny: bc i was relieved Tawny: i FINALLY was outta it Romeo: Have a happy life jenna, i wish you the best, you know what i miss you like crazy, and i feel lost, there theres some more value for you, so be happy in all you di i wish you the best of luck, Romeo: good night Tawny: good night? Tawny: nah.. lets say bye Romeo: Nah good night is good for me, i told you i have no hard feelings toward you, when ever you have time for a old friend look me up you have my number and address Romeo: So Link to post Share on other sites
romeo346s Posted September 7, 2003 Share Posted September 7, 2003 See this crap, This is what i have to deal with ! Link to post Share on other sites
Iamhappy Posted September 7, 2003 Share Posted September 7, 2003 When I first read your post, I thought to myself, " What the heck is this?" I really couldn't make heads or tails of what the post was about. Thanks for the clarification re: the crap you have to put up with. I couldn't help but laugh out loud when I read that. I really am not being disrespectful when I say thanks for making me laugh. I just haven't had a good laugh in a really long time. I wish I could offer advice or some words of wisdom, but all I have to say is thanks. I'm sure other posters will be of more help to you than me. Link to post Share on other sites
romeo346s Posted September 7, 2003 Share Posted September 7, 2003 Three months has gone bye and i miss her like crazy i thought that she was the one for me, she lies when she says that she never cryed, or loved me because she told me all the time, i cant take this i'm going crazy trying to find out what i did wrong, her new boyfriend has money and i cant come close to him, he is not even good looking but i am, i know thaT sounds petty but it is the truth, i just wish that i could turn back time and correct what little mistakes that i made Link to post Share on other sites
breyedgirl Posted September 18, 2003 Share Posted September 18, 2003 Heres some advise for ya, for your own sanity, tell her where to go, sounds like she is calling all the shots!! You deserve to be treated way better the that...She is not your friend, would you want to be anybody elses friend if they treated you like that?? Its almost impossible to remain friends after a break-up, someone always ends up caring more then the other one, in your case its obviously you. I would just walk away, leave it at what it is, and move on......you'll find somebody else to accept you for you, and treat you the way you deserve to be treated.....you don't want someone to be your friend because they feel sorry for you. Believe it or not, it probably makes her feel good to know your still hurting over her, it may hurt for awhile, but time heals all, you just need to give yourself the space and distance to get better.....then MAYBE when you've moved on, if you still want to be friends, it may work then. P.S Trust me when she dosen't have you crying over her, and telling her how sad you are, she'll wonder whats up!! Link to post Share on other sites
sonofhud Posted September 18, 2003 Share Posted September 18, 2003 Dude, step back a min, and read your convo. Look at yourself!! You are crawling at her feet. You need to get your balls back. Shes treatin you like crap while you are trying to be nice. Don't put up with that. Your women should be at your mercy, tell her where to go. Link to post Share on other sites
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