Its my first 'relationship'. Am i worrying over nothing?

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Hi,

 

Im new to this forum. A few things have been playing on my mind over the past month, and i would really like to get some opinions from others - i do think its me just reading into things too much.

 

I have started seeing this guy its been just over a month but we are having sex. I do wonder if i 'jumped' in to soon but its happened and can't do anything about it. - He is my first. He knows this. I dont know if it this makes it more harder - but we met online.

 

Anyways, since its my first relationship, i do wonder a bit if i jumped into quickly. I feel so incredibily comfortable around him - never felt like it before so its all very new.

 

He still goes on the dating website we met on. Is this something to worry about?

 

The last time i saw him we went out and he introduced me to a few people he knew - was touchy/feely to me in front of them. And then introduced me to a few people he worked with at his old job. He was asked if he was still single and said no. He then was asked by someone else "do you have a girlfriend" And he nodded and pointed at me and said "look at her beautiful". Someone asked how we met - and he made up something. he didnt say the net.

 

What im wondering is that a good sign he kinda acknowledged me as his girlfriend?

 

Im very confused at the moment, i only see him like once a week. Dont get to chat to him on the net as much anymore and dont text as much (he hasn't had credit for weeks when he did, he it was like 3 or more times a day).

 

I hope its me just reading into things to much coz all this, all the feelings are so new and im not really sure what to do with them!

 

When im with him, all these feelings of doubt, dread, worrying or whatever just vanish, and i feel so great with him.

 

Do i just need to take it as it comes, enjoy the time with him and not worry about it or anything and, just look forward to when i see him next? Thats easier said then done! but im finding its affecting me elsewhere in work, loss of interest in hobbies, tired, not eating....

 

Should i go by his actual actions in person? And not really over think or dwell on how is he over msn - its so easy to get distracted on things like that by stuff around you.

 

Before we met - he joked about 'marriage' 3 times. Once he just said in a text. "your wonderful. should we just get married".... he also said once "im in love". i asked if he was serious or joking and he said "joking, but its werid". Ive always been under the impression not to mention marriage to guys as it'll scare them off!!!

 

if anyone has any insight, or anything it would be very helpful.

 

Sorry this is so long. thanks for reading.