Sometimes I feel like I pissed away my youth...

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I'm falling apart inside. This shouldn't be so painful...

 

Time is passing by, and, and even though I face this down and work, I seriously feel I might not even be able to get this all done...

 

How does one just get over the fear and pain and junk and just focus effectively on getting things done and improving one's life? I really need to do that...

 

How does one stop breaking down inside? I have no reason to be miserable. But I can't seem to just get over it all...