jack79 Posted September 19, 2003 Share Posted September 19, 2003 Hi met this girl who came for a vacation from Russia , visiting a friend of mine but there just friends like buddies even her mom came down … well I met her and didn’t take any interest in her at all just the normal hello ..it was last newyears ..she came over to my place it was her , my friend another girl and me ..plus I had also called my cousins but they somehow couldn’t make it .. well I am a basic gentleman with proper manners , I guess she liked that she asked me for my cell phone ..which was similar to her s so I thought she wanted some wall papers or something …she put her no in it which I saw later on … anyway nuthin happened we danced and drank and then they left .. Anyway I met her again and this time I was interested …she came down to leave me and I asked her if I could kiss her ..and she put her face forward and I kissed her lightly on the cheek (I had never kissed a girl before) I am 24 yrs and pretty good looking but I just am too shy .. Anyway the next day I was embarrassed, about I t and thought she might be mad at me..my friend teased me and we all went up to the hills then she asked me if I could give her a hug ..i said I would but not now anyway by the end o f the day I had kissed her on the lips … my first time ever !! Well she left soon after to Russia telling me that she loved me first I dint make much out of it , cause we hardly spent anytime together ..but then she called me from over there and I loved her too but I couldn’t tell her … anyway I went to the uk for my studies we kept in touch till one day she just stopped talking and I had a nervous break down as u can imagine ..my first gf ..first kiss after 24 yrs… Then about 4 months she called asking me how I was and stuff ..i said I missed her ..anyway my feelings came back ..so I told her that we could be friends atleast She replied ur special ! so what does that mean I mean she has not written to me more than twice since then … I see her on icq ..she says hi but never intiates a conversation …I know shes busy working but a person can still say hi..she used to earlier on I mean why did she say I was special?? Just say I like u as a friend why ure special ..she said it twice ..once in a sms and once on the phone when I insisted that we could be friends this would have helped me to forget those feelings … Should I forget about her .. I have to go to Moscow with this friend of mine ..maybe next year ..should I meet her ..do you think she will still care …? Is my problem that she s the first girl I kissed ..if I meet other girls would my perspective of her change.. I mean I see her as such a nice person ..but my friend(who knew her in Moscow) says that she is very moody and a brat …I cant but feel she is wonderful she did apologies for hurting me when she had called .. Link to post Share on other sites
Author jack79 Posted September 19, 2003 Author Share Posted September 19, 2003 Guys can I please have some insight or advise on my situation ..thanks sorry for the long post Link to post Share on other sites
Author jack79 Posted September 19, 2003 Author Share Posted September 19, 2003 She says she loves me but wont call why ? is it a guy or whats her problem ..ive told her tht That if she wants to take it futher she has to call ..she wont give me her no but then she wont call …whats going on ? then she mails me a card saying she misses me ..why dosent she just call up?? Link to post Share on other sites
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