I'm deeply hurt and offended by my bf and his mom but can't decide what to do

[independent]

 

i'm deeply hurt and offended by my bf and his mom...i got sick even more

bec. of the on & off arguments...it's been 8 months now..and nothing's changed.

 

My problem is myself, i know i shd get out of this..the door is open but..

i always lock it.. i always hope for positive changes... there are some but only a

few (from my bf) but his mom, whoa..she's a broken record... blah blah blah and

she speaks too much..way beyond any normal person could take esp. women...

 

now i'm so sick, felt so alone and negative emotions linger inside my head that

i can't control...i don't wanna pretend anymore that i am happy coz i am not...

i can't even decide which door to open...coz i love my bf still, help!

[Jamie31]

Ok...now what is your problem again????????