Coming clean

[Sw3etdev1L]

I came clean with this boy..

I made a constructive criticism with him when I went out with him, cause he was doing pot, he didn't get along with his mom, and I seriously perceived his brother was not in the right path. I told him to take care of his brother and stop doing that s... I mean, I was taking underprescription drugs when I went out with him, and I seriously thought "Gosh, while I am trying to cure myself, he is harming himself".. But he never knew what I was going through. I was a model, a singer an "artist", creative kind of person..Going through that horrible experience I had and having prescription drugs was the worst thing so I decided to study med.

All I received after what I said to him in some letters was, rudeness, explanations and just bull....I really liked him, he liked me..I just couldn't be myself with him when we went out because I was getting better. Didn't want him to notice any weirdness, because the pills made you sleepy. Now that time has passed, I felt it was worth the pain to come clean with him...and tell him the reason why I was not myself with him and why he didn't get to know me and why I said what I said for hiim to stop being angry and try to understand my position...I told him I had been sick, had taken some medication and that's why I had cared so much about what he was going through.... Don't know how he'll take it but, I feel SO good..I feel like all these time, that problem was full of incomplete reasons and holes, which now I feel there are not there anymore..I am glad because maybe now he can see the position I was in and stop judging me..And even if he does judge me, I know I was a great person. He couldn't get because he didn't know me or know my secret. I feel so good!