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Quit taking an anti-depressant drug cold turkey than to feel this crappy way I feel after I've been dumped. I haven't actually quit cold turkey, but I tapered off of an anti-depressant at one pint and it makes you feel crappy too as it's leaving your system. But at least you don't have any residual memories left in your brain once the drug is out of your system. The reason why I brought up the drug reference is because it's somewhat the same in terms of dependence on that other person I used to call a "significant other". I'm sick of feeling crappy. I'm sick of thinking about her in the back of my mind even as I do work. I'm sick of thinking about how I could've handled the situation differently during that pivotal moment. I know she's moved on, but I can't seem to. Not at the moment anyway. Seems like I'm doing fine one day and the other day I'm back to square one.

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