mahaneyk Posted February 2, 2009 Share Posted February 2, 2009 I will try to make this a simple as possible....I met the love of my life in 1990, due to his love for his son he felt it was best for him to be in his life (go back to the babymomma). He eventually married her, then about 8 years later he separated from her, and we ended up back together for a while before she broke into my home and assualted me, we decided at that time to break-up (i have two children and she assualted me in front of them) we felt she was to unstable and it would be best for my childrens safety. Long story short I moved to florida, he still in missouri....I sent him a birthday card last year and he called me, he is remarried by in the middle of another separation and we have been talking about FINALLY being together. I haven't seen him in 6 years and I am extremely nervous about seeing him, I have purchased airline tickets to fly to stl in march for my best friends birthday and intended on seeing him then, he called today and is now talking about flying to florida for a few days in mid february. I pretty much look the same as I did back then, might even look better, I guess I feel nervous because I could look alot better and have been on a very restrictive diet so that i could lose a lil weight before i see him in march. I know if he really loves me, it doesn't matter what i look like, i just wanted to look fabulous. any advise on not being soooooo nervous Link to post Share on other sites
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