JLee26 Posted March 19, 2009 Share Posted March 19, 2009 I try, good lord do i try, to be a civilized human being. I am that polite person you see at the Dr's office always complimenting the nurses (even when they look like crap). Or the person that quietly moves out of your way in the grocery aisle. All the while i am cursing you under my breath. For years i have been able to get away with the "under my breath" comments, but lately, they are not so much under my breath as screamed out the car window at the passing jack #ss motorist, or pointedly said to the woman with 5 kids she cannot control that are banging into my grocery cart. i do the deep breath, think about what you say, don't over react. but i have just gotten to the point where i CAN NOT be walked on ONE MORE TIME!!!! i feel like locking myself in a room and not coming out for a while. maybe i will be better. But honestly is there a point in a womans life where hormones begin to get the best of them? i just honestly feel completely out of control when it comes to my reactions. God bless my Husband, he really has been my backbone. but i know i need to control my self HELP!!!!! Link to post Share on other sites
2sure Posted March 19, 2009 Share Posted March 19, 2009 Whew, for a minute there I thought I had changed my screen name and began posting without my own knowledge. I guess this is the path taken to old age when the seniors say any rude thing and feel entitled because they've been around so long. I so dont want to go there. I suppose what we should be striving towards an inner peace and serenity where these things dont bother us. Instead, we are losing our patience. Like you, I sometimes am outwardly polite, but sarcastic on the inside. Its not right - I want to be loving, gracious, and sincere all of the time - for ME. Whats more , I'm sure it shows. Link to post Share on other sites
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