NINEBREAKER Posted April 11, 2009 Share Posted April 11, 2009 well i was up last night thinking about how horible my love life is and how its mostly my fault. i somehow wondered into thinking about who might have been my first crush. i....kinda forgot. but one crush stuck out in my memory due to the oddness of the situation. i was eating leaving the bathroom during a school dance my freshmen year. i was about to go home so bought a hotdog at the food stand then a freind wanted to ask me somethings about a girl he had met (later turned out to be a hoe) so we go in the bathroom and after our conversation as i was leaving this bleach blond girl about 5 inches shorter than me walks down the hall in my direction.music played in my head.(gackt vannila umplugged) her hair was poofy and the way it was poofy made it adorable. her body was perfectly proportianed. no excess body fat. nice rack(not to big,not to small) she was in a rather tight red shirt and had a black mini skirt on. and her eyes were the deepest shade of blue. now at this point i had been trying to swallow a bite of that hotdog. then she did it...she smiled.(at the person behind me) perfect pearly whites. my heart throbbed and i began to choke on my bite. i then had a moment of time where my memory was in a blur then i woke up. standing over me is the girl. "did you do cpr on me"i said. my wishful thinking came out loud.in a sweet voice she said " no.. tiff did". i look over to see another girl dressed in the same clothing but with dark blond hair black eyeshadow and a pissed off looking face. "uhh hi.....thanks"i say in a scared voice. "why havent you been going to church"she says to me. at that point i remember her saying some really mean and scary things to me. and i remember saying the words. "well it looks like i better hit the ole dusty trail," and leaveing to explain the angry girl she was a devot catholic where i was a catholic who only went to church because my mom told me i had to. my mom had seen how she would get after me for sleeping in bible school when we were younger andmy mom and the preist said it was ok for her to use any means she deemed fit to get me to do things corectly in church. even if it involved hitting me. yes i used to get beat up alot by a girl. even worse my parents were ok with it so long as it wasn't to bad. the preist thought it was funny and said it reminded him of his brothers marrige. well thats my story so whats yours Link to post Share on other sites
voldigicam Posted April 12, 2009 Share Posted April 12, 2009 Well. There's old crushes from long ago. Kathy with the soft embrace. Gail across the street. And so on. Those are pretty easy. It's the sudden adult crushes that prove quite interesting. I met a girl. I like her, she's sweet and likes to read. We were at the library and I took her to lunch. She's 24, a little chubby, very very sweet. Less than half my age. She has tattoos and is very different from anyone else I know. Quiet, but writes novellas and draws. We got books out. Picked a novel to both read at the same time. It was windy and cold. She forgot her jacket. I had extras. I knew she'd forget her jacket! That kind of woman. So we walked around some greenway trails, looked at the water, the sky, the birds. Chatted and generally enjoyed the day. Sat on a bench. After a while, I asked her if she'd like a hug, noticing a hint of invitation. This was likely improper considering the context. It was a nice hug. Then another, nicer. My lips touched her neck and face. A polite kiss. Her lips were so soft and she was so supple and melting. Her mouth softened more and her tongue touched mine lightly. We backed off a bit. I could feel her breath on me. I saw the ring on her finger, little diamond sparkles. But I could see her beautiful hair. Her eyes so warm and liquid, closing. Then our mouths were locked gently and suddenly she was very open and warm and wet. Sparklers going off up my spine. Electric warmth, time standing still. I think it was the best kiss of my life. After a while we got up and walked back. A polite hug at her car. And a little sparkle in her eyes. This was the most amazing crush. I've been thinking about it off and on ever since. I still wish I could hold her in my arms and taste her delicious mouth again, feel her breath on me, her soft hair against my face. That's a pretty potent crush. I suspect that's all they'll ever be, but it was truly a delight. Link to post Share on other sites
mark982 Posted April 12, 2009 Share Posted April 12, 2009 i wish i could put into words my most memorable crush. to say the least after all these yrs(30 plus) i'm still maddly in love with her.silly--yea probable,but as i told her as we were breaking up(her parents pushed the issue) there is noone in this world who will ever love you more than i do. Link to post Share on other sites
digital02 Posted April 13, 2009 Share Posted April 13, 2009 Crush [import Bonus CD] Similar Albums: Classic Rock Gold , In Concert , Little South of ... catchy melodies and not guitar riffs to make their songs memorable. ... but for the most part, the variety -- coupled with the consistently Link to post Share on other sites
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