Name something you WON'T miss.

[Lost Fish]

I won't miss her crippled life ruled by fear more than inspiration.

I won't miss her selfishness.

I won't miss her constantly disappointing me, her cold ability to just shrug me off.

I won't miss how she would just shut down to me when I want to talk through an issue or problem.

I won't miss her broken promises, fantasizing about a future with me one day, then throwing a complete 180 at me the next day.

I definitely won't miss the emotional turmoil I endured while I was with her. Sacrificing much of my self - my own wants and needs in order to try and keep things stable.

I won't miss how stupid and foolish she made me feel when I was down.

I won't miss the secrets she kept from me - like when I found out she blew me off on the 4th of July to go do ex with her friends, ugh.

I won't miss her extremely dysfunctional family.

I won't miss her low self-esteem.

I won't miss her moods and inability to talk about why she felt like she did.

 

I won't miss being her doormat / emotional crutch.

 

I am so much better than the way she treated me. I can't believe I endured so much for so long with her. I also can't believe I still miss her so much.

 

But clarity is providing resolve.

 

Writing this out was definitely helpful.

Edited August 11, 2010 by Lost Fish
wording