Author digitalwizard Posted June 12, 2009 Author Share Posted June 12, 2009 Quick update: I spent the night last night. Originally, I was supposed to sleep on the couch, but right before going to sleep she said I could sleep in the bed with her. We didn't cuddle the entire night, but here and there. Every once in awhile I'd wake up and she'd have her arm and leg over me like she used to. I know it's not much, but it was something. Anyhow, I got a feeling that she wants me back, but she is afraid that I am no different and am going to hurt her again. I mean she was close, but still a bit distant if that makes sense. I felt like she wasn't completely releasing herself. I'm going to think about it today after I have thought about it all night. I want her to want me back because SHE wants me, not because I want her to. I'm going to try some more NC for a bit. Wish me luck b/c I am weak when it comes to her contacting me. Hopeless in Ohio Edit: Oh yeah. She slept in only her underwear. That may not seem like a big deal to some, but I slept with her for 9 years and she slept in only underwear maybe 3 times. She is quite self conscious about that. Last night, though she was comfortable enough to do that. Link to post Share on other sites
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