sinkerswim Posted June 4, 2009 Share Posted June 4, 2009 Hey guys... I had the most wonderful time with my boyfriend this past visit... It was also a reunion for us..as we separated back at the end of January. (his decision) This was our first meeting since then.. and the most wonderful weekend we could have asked for. I flew out May 29th and stayed until June 2nd. The anticipation leading up to it made it so exciting...the day before when I was shopping for clothes, the flight, getting there..seeing him..holding him, kissing him. He played our song for me on his Blackberry at the airport. We could not get enough of each other. We did lots of fun things together and just held each other..quite a bit. All we talked about is me moving there and how he will never let me go again. How we never have to be without each other again and that how he knows what he had in me all along. He even called his mom on speaker phone so we could both talk to her and break the good news to her...as she has been very ill lately. Our next move is me moving out there on July 26th. When he dropped me off at the airport Tuesday.. we just kissed and held each other and he kept telling me that time will fly by...and don't sweat it.. we will see each other in 7 weeks again. That he wants to marry me soon and this time he wants me in his life forever.. It was the best feeling in the world. Now I am home and just so sad without him. Yesterday he told me he misses me with all his heart. I told him so many times myself how much I love and miss him. But I cant stop crying. I just want July to get here already..and I dont want him to change his mind or anything until then. But he is as excited as me for me to move out there. I am having serious problems with the crying though..because the buildup and the time you spend are just awesome..then the visit goes by so darn fast. I miss him soo sooo much. I dont want to be a big baby every time I call him either..he knows i Miss him as much as he misses me and I dont want to keep saying it. Ya know? How do you guys get through the days after being together? Doing the countdown all over again?? That is what I am doing. Link to post Share on other sites
KikiW Posted June 4, 2009 Share Posted June 4, 2009 It's the crash after the high. I am so sorry sweetie, I know EXACTLY what it's like. I am so horribly blue for at least 2 or 3 days after I return (or after my honey leaves), and he is the same way, even worse than me I think. Get yourself busy with whatever you have to - movies with friends, dinner with family, fill up your Tivo or find out what's on Hulu to keep you entertained. Read books, new or ones you've read a thousand times. It will get better I promise. Link to post Share on other sites
alwayslookingup Posted June 5, 2009 Share Posted June 5, 2009 Ah, I understand exactly. I just finished a four day visit with my boy and now everything is so dull in comparison. All we wanted to do was be with each other and the anticipation was great and now it is just a downer. Especially with all this rain here! It does not make me have a happy outlook. However, you are so lucky to have a day in mind when you two can be together again in the same area. My SO and I don't, so I am very envious of you two. I am excited for the rekindling of your relationship and your joy when you finally see him again! Link to post Share on other sites
hoping2heal Posted June 5, 2009 Share Posted June 5, 2009 Wow you are so lucky! You have like.. 6 weeks and it's together forever! Not only that but he seems to be really expressive telling you how much he loves you and how great he thinks you are . You're a lucky girl, just keep in mind you have a very small amount of time before you'll be together. I'd make a countdown if it were me . Link to post Share on other sites
Author sinkerswim Posted June 5, 2009 Author Share Posted June 5, 2009 Thanks for the encouraging words you guys... Still feeling a bit blue..but glad to hear his voice on the phone... I am really counting down the days now! A week ago today I was driving to the airport in Philly. I wish it was a week ago! lol But now as the time draws closer...I will be getting those same feelings again! Just waiting now until he books his flight to help me move. He just doesn't know which day yet..but the move date is the weekend of July 25th. He MIGHT come in a few days before to go to the beach..but again, he has to check his vacation time through work. (new job) I will feel much better once he gets that flight booked! Link to post Share on other sites
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