I suppose I'm a little rusty at this whole relationship thing.

[scaredtofallagain]

I'm currently seeing someone. We've made it official..and he was the one who initally asked if I wanted to be his girlfriend ( totally cheesy but really cute.) ..I of course..said yes. It's only been a month and I know I have issues when it comes to trust and opening up. I haven't been in a relatioship in about 3 years and honestly, I don't remember how it works at all. I know he likes me..or else he wouldn't want me hanging around all the time and I know it isn't just physical. We have a lot of fun together..whether it's going out some where or just hanging around his apartment being goofballs. I really like him but it's driving me nutty that I don't know what's going on in his head. Is it okay to ask? Is it too soon? I know with some guys the second a girl starts poking around like that they label her insane and run away. I might be a little neurotic but it's a learned response from past, horrible failed relationships. I'm scared to death..especially because of just how much I like him. The idea of love makes me want to throw up. I don't want to do anything to scare him away....but i'm afraid I'll ruin it before it even takes off. Help me.