aidenxagnostic Posted June 27, 2009 Share Posted June 27, 2009 I been with my fiance for two years now, four months engaged. I loved her like no other but now that i think our relationship through my head i noticed that she told me to hurry up and propose to her and well im thinking cause she was my first gf im a push over. i love her but not as much as i use to and recently i been thinking of guys so im thinking either im just going through some wierd dreams, im bisexual or im gay, all i know is i want to end it with her so i can live my life cause i never got to. did i mention im only 18 and shes 22? i feel she lived her life much more since im not her first bf and i kind want to live my life, but the thing that i know if i do end it with her is she might kill herself cause tbh she is very suicidal and im sure she isnt as much as she was but i dont know what she will do. i rather her break up with me, but im at a crossroad right now and not sure what to do about it. if anyone can help with this please please help me, im very unhappy with my life and its worse each time she feels im being selfish about my feelings that im unhappy. please help. Link to post Share on other sites
norajane Posted June 27, 2009 Share Posted June 27, 2009 Find your balls, man up, and tell her that you've given it a lot of thought and you don't want to get married. It's that simple. You're wayyyyy too young to get married, and you obviously have a lot more to learn about yourself and your own sexuality. Don't let your fears of what she might or might not do or say force you into a marriage that will clearly be a mistake. Link to post Share on other sites
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