Ladyvampire318 Posted November 8, 2003 Share Posted November 8, 2003 PLEASE READ MY STORY THROUGH To make my story short & understandable. Me & my ex are now enemies. We've known each other for 5 1/2 years now. The first year we were going through this audication over really being with each other. I didn't want to be with him because he wasn't my type, & I wanted us to be just friends because I was afraid of loosing him in the relationship world. After almost a year knowing each other we finally separated due to school and other important things in our lives. So we could'nt communicate like we use to. Falling asleep on the phone and all that. I always looked at him as my big brother because he always told me right from wrong as if he always wanted me to do right. We talked about EVERYTHING, from sex to cartoons... Well after a while we finally got together. The we started having sex. I fell for him deeply to where I didn't want him to do the bad things he was already doing, which was wrong but he stopped. The everything fell apart. Instead of separating for good. We went back to friends again. Which was better. We did as friends do. We both still wanted to have sex but we knew we should'nt because we wern't in a relationship. So on th nights I spent with him we could bare being next to each other without kissing & touching. That almost lead to sex. He began begging me to be his girl because he then realize that I was nothing but good to him and regret that he didn't cherish me. I hesitated still. He continued to go on about being with me to where we got back together. And again it didnt work out. Instead of leaving the whole thing along we went back to friends again, were we stayed. Be realized we'd never work out in that world again so we stayed friends. He didnt find another women but I found somebody. Thats when he started complaining to be about being afraid that i'd leave him alone for good for him so I left the other guy alone. We started falling apart over small disagreements but we always fould a way to put that aside quick & think about the good things instead of bad. Alot of things kept us together as friends no matter what? After all the frustration I decided to leave state. The night before I left he begged to to stay. He reminded me of how much he loves me. And will miss me. Told me he'll be waiting for my return no matter how long. He was, 3 months later when I arrived back home. I called him up and we made Passionate love. We did the off & on for 3 months when he told me had had a girlfriend. I was so shocked because he was spending all the time with me. Theres wasn't enough left in him to even make me believe there was somebody else. But there really was. He started complaining to me about how he doesnt want her anymore & how he wants me instead of her. Because she goes out too much, she doesnt spend enough time with him. He confided in me for all the answers. He finally broke up with her. But she was still calling him like crazy. On some night while we were sleeping she'd call him crying to him asking why he broke up with her. And he'd left put me on th phone to listen. I felt sorry for her but I didn't really care that much. We started spending too much time together and we werent even going together we were only friends. He started deleting my numbers in my phone book, Telling everybody I was his girl, as if he were my man. Finally I found out that th egirl he supposingly left alone was still in his life. So I called her to find out. We talked for along time, I wanted to know why the man im giving my heart to is doing this to me. SHe told me they were still having sex & everything. After i've completing left every man alone for him. Loved him, trusted him. Hes played me all alone. But I cant be mad because were only friends remember. She calls him on three way BUSTED him. And he yells at me like he never knew me after almost 6 years of friendship, He doesnt know me. He even calls me every kind of name I could possibly think of right on the phone with her. Imbarrasses me as if he never really knew me. But the I pulled my cell phone out and let her hear all th messages he had to say about me. All the nights he begged me, All the nights he told me he loved me. Now he hates my guts 10 months has passed us by and we havent said a word to each other. My friend told me hes been asking about me. I always see him around and he smiles at me. BUt I only frown at him or roll my eyes to let him know how much I hat him. On my birthday someone kept calling my house blocking there number, But never said anything. I knw it was him because we always wish each other a happy birthday no matter what. On his birthday I sent him a card. saying " Just because I hate you doest mean I forgot todays your day'' My question is Do you think we will ever become friends again. Because I don't want relationship with him I just need to know werew friends. Because I miss him a whole lot. And I cant imagine going on forever with him. Was I wrong or right. Will we ever become friends again? Link to post Share on other sites
kurty Posted November 8, 2003 Share Posted November 8, 2003 i still miss my ex ex gf even after 6 yrs. some rules in life are there, noone can break the gates of it Link to post Share on other sites
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