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My bf is leaving in 2 days and we're both having a really hard time with the idea of being away from each other. He just told me he isnt feeling too well, and couldnt believe how much stress this move is causing him.

 

I asked him why he was so stressed and he told me he was gonna miss me so much, i told him I was gonna miss him a lot too but it was gonna be ok, we will see each other and next thing we know he'll be down here helping me move up with him.

 

As i was typing that I got sooo teared up. I want to be strong and positive but Im so close to breaking down. I really really dont want him to leave even though i know its the best for his future (and mine if things work out).

 

Im gonna be spending tonight and tomorrow with him and I know Ill do my best to be happy and everything but im petrified of the moment when he has to go. How can I deal with this properly? I dont want to be a mess of drama and tears, I want to go thru this as put together as possible. Any ideas??

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